join plz coz im bored

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius who could not sleep decided to go for a walk, even though it had started raining.*

*as he was walking he put his hands in his pocket and he felt something cold in it. he picked it up and he saw it was the necklace that he had given sarah. *

*he walked by the lake. lit by the cool blue moon. he sat down thinking.*

*then he walked by sarah and his tree. he saw what sarah did to it.* why? *he whispered.*

*then he decided to go back to the hufflepuff common room.*

[harrypotterfan:)]

((you're in Hufflepuff??))

[ChoChangHP118]

(haha ya i've been in hufflepuff since the second day i belonged here. lol. that's why we have th thread if you are in hufflepuff post here. when i first became here i asked why i was the only one...and draco came and started making fun of me...lol then you two joined!)

[harrypotterfan:)]

((oh yeah I almost forgot....))

[Shara2007]

Sarah went and opened the door she looked horrible.

"Hi there Cho you wanted to talk." Sarah was also shaking and wet from the lake.

[harrypotterfan:)]

Cho was shocked. "What happened to you Sarah?"

[Shara2007]

"Nothing I'm fine." sarah siad as she started to shake more and look at her.

"Just broke up with sirius."

[harrypotterfan:)]

Cho looked at her worriedly. She asked slowly and cautiously,"Are you okay Sarah?"

[Shara2007]

"Yes I'm fine." Sarah siad as she stood up and headed for the door.

"I'm looking for the old me the one Siruis liked. The one that hated Butterbeers."

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius just sat on the couch in the hufflepuff common room. looking at the fire. not knowing what to do..he was just going over the things that had happened in his mind...*

[Shara2007]

Sarah had headed out the door.

"Cho please leave me alone." Sarah siad as she started down the stairs. She made it to the bottom on and sat down. She was shaking to much and could not move.

"Someone help." Sarah said in a whipers knowing no one heard her.

Sarah then was shaking so bad all she did was cry. She wanted to go outside but could not get herself to move.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius sat up suddently. he had just heard something in the back of his head. he didn't know what it was. it was just a feeling that he sometimes got. it was telling him something important was on the stairs. he didn't know what it was...so he decided to follow it. he left the common room at a run. he went down the stairs and he understood why he had been led hear. for there, sitting at the bottom of the stairs, was sarah...shaking badly and crying.*

*he came down to her without speaking. he wipped away her tears. then he wrapped his arms around her, rocking back and forth trying to calm her.* it'll be ok. you'll get through this. i'll be there if you need me. *he whispered encouraging words like this to her softly*

[Shara2007]

Sarah looked up at him.

"Sirius I told you I have to do this alone." sarah siad looking at him. Sarah was not sure if she would every find her old self.

"Please I'm just so cold and shaking."

[ChoChangHP118]

no. i'm sorry. i can't let you go through this pain. i'm not leaving you like this. now if your going to get through this i'm going through it with you. i won't take no for an answer. *he looked into her eyes* i know you think you can handle this yourself. but sarah....i never told you this, but before i came to hogwarts i had this problem to. i had lost myself. i wasn't the same.....and you have no idea how much i wished someone was there with me. i was never the same after it. i needed someone more then anything....and no one was there for me. now i'm going through this with you whether you like it or not. i love you. and when you are in this pain so am i.

[Shara2007]

"Sirius I need your help so bad." Sarah siad looking into his eyes. Hers were full of a lost and scared soul.

"All I ever want is a butterbeer. then I did that to the tree. I did not mean to but I don't know what came over me." Sarah looked at him.

Sarah was still shaking badly but she felt safe for the frist time ever.

"Why am I so cold and why can't I stop shaking."