join plz coz im bored

[Shara2007]

"Ya I promise." Sarah siad as she headed over there.

She walked over to one of the trees and found this one was a big stash it wsa 3 bottles. She was thinking about pouring them all out when she decide to drink just one.

"One won't hurt. It would just be four glasses." Sarah siad to her self as she sat down and started to drink it.


(I'm going to have her have a break down)

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius wondered over to the area that sarah had suggested. he immediatly found 4 in a tree* man! *he whispered as he poured each one into one big bottle he had taken with him. he would throw it out later.*

sarah! are you allright? *sirius yelled over to where sarah was.*

(ohhhh good idea!)

[Shara2007]

"ya." Sarah said as she took out another one.

"I can drink just one more." Sarah siad to her self. She then sit down and started to drink more.

"I'm doing fine." sarah siad as waved her hand.

[ChoChangHP118]

ok! *sirius yelled back* just making sure!

*but sirius knew that kind of tone that she used...something was not fine. sirius quickly his the large flask filled with the poured out butterbeer. he then turned into snuffles and quietly hid behind a tree where he could see sarah in plain sight. but it would be hard for her to see him. then he watched.*

[Shara2007]

"I can't do this." Sarah siad as she grabed the last to bottles and downed them. She then sit that and started at the empty bottles.

It was starting to take her over again. Sarah leaned her head down.

"Stop it. I have to quit. I have to so many people are being her." Sarah siad as she started to cry.

[ChoChangHP118]

*snuffles came out from behind the tree. he tugged on sarah's robes and kept walking with them in his mouth. leading her up to the castle.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah followed Snuffles.

"Don't give me that look." Sarah siad all she saw in any one was dissapointment.

"I tryed. I told you I could not do it." Sarah siad as she followed him she knew that it looked weird with her talking to the dog.

[ChoChangHP118]

*snuffles led her back to her common room, up the stairs, and into her room. he motioned her to get in bed and go to sleep. he was dissapointed in her. but it would have to wait.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah layed down in her bed and closed her eyes. She was crying.

*I'm such a loser all I do it upset people.* Sarah layed there thinking she was not tired and would not be able to sleep but she was not going to tell Sirius that.

[ChoChangHP118]

*snuffles, even though he belonged to hufflepuff, decided to sleep on the ravenclaw couch downstairs, just in case something happened to sarah in the night.* *he turned back into sirius in case she used her mind to talk to him in the night. and he sleepily fell asleep in front of the fire.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah thought that he would be asleep so she went down stairs.

"Good he is a sleep." Sarah siad as she went down and then went to the showed.

"I can't stand this I need help." Sarah siad as she sat there with the water falling over her. She could not move though.

"I'm a faliure I can't do nothing right. Sarah where are you. I mean it. where is the Sarah everyone knowes." Sarah siad as she sat there.

[harrypotterfan:)]

*Where are you Sarah?*

[Shara2007]

*I'm in the bathroom and I can't move why* Sarah asked she was crying.

[harrypotterfan:)]

*Oh I'm bored and tired...you want to come hang out with me?* Cho sent obviously knowing that she was emotional due to her tone.

[Shara2007]

*well ya put I can't quit shaking* Sarah sent back