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Shara2007 · June 30, 2007, 06:47:42 AM

Sarah set there in his arms crying.

"I hate you. I hate you." Sarah said softly as she let him rock her she always felt safe with him.

"I can't do this. I can't. I've tried." Sarah said looking up at him.

ChoChangHP118 · June 30, 2007, 06:50:33 AM

*looks into her eyes that were lit by the moonlight only* you just haven't tried hard enough.. *he whispered* we'll get there though...ok. i'll be there with you every step of the way.

Shara2007 · June 30, 2007, 06:54:39 AM

*sarah looked at him and got up and walked away to the window and looked out.

"Oh am I going to tell you this." Sarah said as she opened the window and felt the air.

"I don't want to change I like this Sarah. I'm not afraid of anyone and I'll stick up for myself." Sarah siad as she faced him.

ChoChangHP118 · June 30, 2007, 06:57:44 AM

*walked up to sarah*

so your telling me you want the sarah who drinks....the sarah who can barely take a shower....the sarah who cries for no reason....the sarah who has found more hiding places for butterbeer then madame rosmerta herself!

*walks towards the door*

fine...if that's what you want....i can't stop you.

*walks out.*

Shara2007 · June 30, 2007, 07:02:33 AM

"No Sirius. Please stop." Sarah then sat there crying.

"What did I do. I love him and I'm messing it up." Sarah then stepped out the window and used her enemental wind power to get to the ground. Sarah was going to go sit by the lake. It was storming out side but she did not care.

Sarah walked out there in her blue and green sundress and just stood in the water waist deep. For somereason she felt safe and could think for once.

"I'm such an idiot. I like the Sarah that can stick up for herself not the one that lost all her friends and the one she cared for." Sarah said to herself.

"Why me." Sarah yelled while standing there.

ChoChangHP118 · June 30, 2007, 07:07:02 AM

*sirius laid on her bed. realizing who she was meaning. of course..how could he have missed it. he was helping her to get curtis back.*

Shara2007 · June 30, 2007, 07:13:07 AM

Sarah stood there. She was crying and the rain was pouring down now on her.

"I'm not leaving this spot until I decided to quit." Sarah was now yelling and she had no clue but she was using the water to make it worse because it was splashing on her.

"I'm going to stop. I have to stop. That is the only way my friends will talk to you." Sarah said shivering. The dress had no sleeves which was causing her to shake because the water was pushing her over. She keep getting up though.

harrypotterfan:) · June 30, 2007, 07:44:12 AM

Cho saw Sarah standing outside and put a blocking shield around herself and Sarah to block the rain.

Shara2007 · June 30, 2007, 07:48:52 AM

"Cho leave me alone." Sarah siad as she looked at them.

"Me and Sirius are arguing again." Sarah really did not want to say why.

harrypotterfan:) · June 30, 2007, 08:40:46 AM

Cho hugged her and said,"Yes I know...I was watching you guys....at first I thought you guys were talking and making up...."

Shara2007 · June 30, 2007, 08:47:00 AM

"That is the thing." Sarah looked at Cho.

"We were. Then I got mad becuase I don't want to quit drinking. I like this me. I like the one that will stand up to Draco." Sarah said looking at him.

"He did not though." Sarah then turned and started walking away.

"I just hurt everyone so I'm leaving."

harrypotterfan:) · June 30, 2007, 09:12:11 AM

Cho watched her leave in a gloomy mood, didn't want her to turn angry so she let Sarah go.

Shara2007 · June 30, 2007, 09:21:06 AM

Sarah turned to Cho. She was crying.

"Cho your just like the others. When I go to run. You let me that is how this started. I needed help and everyone was gone." Sarah siad as she walked past Cho into the Forest.

"Why me. I always fall for the wrong guy. I mean I love Sirius and he hates me." Sarah siad as she found a tree to sit in and cry.

harrypotterfan:) · June 30, 2007, 10:01:48 AM

Cho walked and say next to Sarah. "Sarah you never let anyone help you....I have tried to help you but you never let me....you keep your feelings trapped inside of you."

Shara2007 · June 30, 2007, 10:09:19 AM

"Well Cho that is because I did not know how." Sarah said as she sliped out of the tree next to her friend.

"I mean you all understand each other because you are purebloods. I'm not. I'm different. I'm the muggleborn. I've never been able to do things right. Now all of a sudden you want me to just stop cold turkey." Sarah said staring at her.

"Now I've lost the man of my dreams."

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