Midnight...

[ChoChangHP118]

sarah! your only human! honestly..i wouldn't expect anyone! and i mean anyone! to be able to endure that pain. well except ginny, but even she has got some past experiences that still make me scared of what she's capable up. you found a way out of the pain and you took it. i dont blame you..honestly, and you shouldn't blame yourself.

[Shara2007]

"I know ya don't blame me. I have to blame myself though or I won't I mean I'll fall for it again." Sarah then rapped her hands around siruis and cried into Siruis chest.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius put his hand on her hair and the other on her back.* ohh shhh baby, its ok...you were really brave tonight. no man could ever ask for more in a girlfriend. we'll get through allright? we will figure out something to do...no matter how hard it is.

[Shara2007]

"Thanks but for some reason I can't  get what happened out of my mind." Sarah laid in his chest not wanting to leave just to cry.

"Please just let me not forget about it right at the moment."

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

Mira decided to stay out of it. She sat down.

[ChoChangHP118]

allright sarahbear. you do whatever you need to. i just want what's best for you. promise me one thing, you won't let this one thing ruin the rest of our lives ok? slowly try and get it out of your mind at any pace you want...just dont keep it in the front of your mind forever. beleive me, i've seen ginny at times when she would rather die then have her memories, i just dont want that to happen to you. ok?

[Shara2007]

"ok." Sarah siad to him but she was not sure if that would really happen.

"I just feel so weak." Sarah then passed out from pain and being tired.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius held her a little tighter so they both wouldn't fall down the stairs. he slowly got up and picked her up like he always did and he slowly started walking up the stairs toward her common room. he went to her bed and placed her on it. putting the covers over her lightly. he sat down next to her on another persons bed and frowned, looking at her..just watching her. there was really nothing else he could do.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah layed on the bed feeling warmer then she started to dream.

Sarah was sitting at the lake and this time she was watching Silas fight with Siruis. The only difference was this time the curse hit Silas.
"No Siruis." Sarah siad as she ran over to him and he was dead.

That happened in about 5 minutines and then she screamed load and started to sweat.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius leaped off the bed and ran to her side, holding her hand.* sarah! what is it baby? you need to wake up ok! its just a dream your seeing! whatever it is its not real! *he squeezed her hand tightly to try and wake her.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah screamed.

"NO leave him alone." Sarah then woke back up.

"What happened.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius layed his head on her hand.* nothing baby. you just had...a bad dream or something...

[Shara2007]

"Oh okay. Siruis I'm so sorry but I can't sleep." Sarah then laid back trying to fall back asleep but not wanting the nightmares.

[ChoChangHP118]

why would you be sorry? *sirius asked her.* ya know sarah, whenever jasmine would have nightmares. i was able to produce a very weak mind block enough to let her sleep in peace. do you want me to do that for you? *sirius asked her not ready to have her yell at him again or something saying she could handle it.*

[Shara2007]

"well Sure but can you stay here with me tonight too." Sarah tried to move towards him and wrap her arms around him but fell.