a loved life...lost.

[Shara2007]

Sarah not knowing what to do took off for the office. She needed totalk to Siruis. She had just seen Silas dead body. She could not stop herself from shaking when she walked into the office and back to Sirius room.

"Oh my Siruis wake up." Sarah drop to his side not knowing what was going on.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius was shook, but he didn't wake. as sarah shook him, the letter in his hand hit sarah lightly on the leg.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah bent down and picked up the letter and read it slowly.

"Siruis please wake up jasmine needs you." Sarah sat there for a while before starting to clean the room. She knew his boss was coming today.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius was finally shooken up by a pair of scarred hands. it was his boss. he looked up at him quickly and stood up. falttening his suit and coughing.* sir, i'm sorry that you saw that. i've just received some new intelligance concerning the half-breed war. *he hated calling them half breeds. but that's what they were to these people.*

yes yes! isn't it wonderful news! over 12 of them were killed! *he clapped his hands together and smelled the air.* i sense a change in the wizarding world *he smiled at sirius. then noticed sarah.* and who is this pretty lady? *he said kindly.*

*sirius jumped and looked at sarah. he was un aware that she was even here.* oh! um...this is sarah...sarah jones...i mean black! *he smiled at her and swallowed.* this is sarah black my wife.

[Shara2007]

Sarah walked over to him.

"Hi there. I thought that I would be nice and take a break from my vet shop. You might have heard about to help out my husband here clean his office. I will be going though." SArah siad going over and kissing Siruis and wispering in his ear.

"I'm so sorry you had to find out that way."

[ChoChangHP118]

its perfectly allright! after all. sirius may be an amazing wizard...but he does lack cleaning skills. *he chuckled.* well it was nice meeting you.

*sirius's eyes were stinging. he was trying to hold back tears as sarah said this now. he kissed her back and chokingly whispered.* i'll be fine...

[Shara2007]

Sarah walked out the door before the pain finally got to her and she collasped.

All she could wisper was. "Why you hurt them. Why you hurt them." SArah sat there not able to move any.

[ChoChangHP118]

well she was a lovely girl! *he smiled at sirius.* now, as you know i am here to insepct your working area. i'm in a good mood today...so you pass. *he smiled.* this is a joyous day! *happy sigh.* today i would appreciate it if you go over to azkaban and see how many of the half-breeds are injured. i've already sent others ahead of you to make sure the erea is safe. i must be going. *then he walked out of the room. not noticing sarah.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah sat there on the floor shaking as she boss walked by but not really able to say anything but those few words.

[ChoChangHP118]

*when the boss had left he had left the door ajar and sirius saw sarah sitting there. he went over to her and sat down. wrapping his arms aroumd her. he kissed her forehead.* i knew this day would come...*he said slowly.* i just didn't know how i would handle it. i needed to let go of them...i guess this was the way it happened. *he continued looking at the door still.*

[Shara2007]

"No siruis I have to help them. I have to." Sarah felt safe in his arms.

"I going to rescue the injuryed ones and get Jasmine free."

[ChoChangHP118]

leave jasmine to me. i have an idea. my boss said i have to go inspect the injured, it'll be hard to see them. but i know what to do. so here's what i need you to do, go back to the black lake and find anything that is still usable that's there's. can you do that for me?

[Shara2007]

"What you mean anything usable. I need to take the others to the lake on my propety and help them they are hurt." Sarah siad grabbing his arm "I have to. You get Jasmine."

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius looked at her and sighed.* sarah...i don't want you to get in any trouble for this...but if you insist. *he stood up and helped her up.* i'll get jasmine...you help the others. *he kissed her before running off.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah then made it to the lake and got in.

"Sir come with me I'm taking you to a safe place." Sarah then grabbed the mans hand and telported (forgot the word) to her pond. After about the 10th one she sat on the shore tired.