a loved life...lost.

[Shara2007]

Sarah started to cry more.
"Jasmine you were right he cares more about Mira then me. He is with her now." Jasmine had her eatting out of her hands. Sarah did not seem to turst Siruis now.

[ChoChangHP118]

omg baby are you ok!? i was so worried about you! i'm here with mira and i'll be at the lake soon. *sirius sent to only sarah. he grasped mira's hand as she helped him up but stumbled and his arm fell around her shoulder steadying himself for the moment.* that'll work!



sarah...don't you think...that maybe th reason that he is with mira...is because...he knows you'll over react or something? he made sure you left the ministry, not to help the other merpeople in need, but to get you away from danger where you would probably try and take matters into your own hands and get hurt. *jasmine was thinking logically about what sirius could in fact be doing.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah looked at Jazmine. "Your so right I'm such a fool." Sarah said as she was upset then she sent a message to Siruis.

*Sure what every. I mean you can start with her for all I care."

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius dropped his hand from her shoulder and focused on the wall.* sarah...what do you mean?

*jasmine smiled. it had worked! her evil plan had worked. :) she krept under the water, keeping only her eyes above, peering through some shrubs.*

[Shara2007]

*nothing. I just want you to leave me alone. I made the worst mistakes by dating you in school.*

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius was imediate to respond.he apparated in front of sarah, seeing her tear stained face made him feel lonely. he was still weak so he had to lean against a tree after apparating.* what do you mean?

[Shara2007]

"you know what I mean. Since we been married you spend all your time at the office with MIRA." Sarah yelled then she turned to the house.

"Leaving me here sometimes for days all alone."

[ChoChangHP118]

when have i left you days alone! *sirius yelled back at her.* and mira's not even in my department sarah! i see her once a day if im lucky. i mean...urgh you know what i mean!

[Shara2007]

Sarah turned around and looked at him.

"Siruis Black how could you tell me that. I mean I don't know what it feels like. You never tak to me." Sarah then was so mad she slapped him and headed in the house and locked the doors that a spell could not break.

*Leave me alone. I have to feed the other animals*

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius winced in pain as her cold hand slapped his face. he massaged it trying to relieve the pain when out of the corner of his eye he saw jasmine among the bushes.*

*jasmine, realizing she had been seen. krept out from behind the bushes and slapped her ahnds on the water playfully looking down.* you know she's prolly still drunk from last night...you do realize that's all she does when your away from home...is drink.

*sirius sat on the ground.* now that's not true and you know it. *sirius said to her closing his eyes.*

ha, oh your right that wasn't sarah dancing outside last night singing i'm in love with sirius, off key i might add.

jasmine, she's been sober for years now...hasn't she? *sirius said...he started doubting himself now.*

ya and the sky is always purple. face it sirius and realize that your the innocent one in this. sarah's just the drunk fool.

*sirius stood up and looked at her his eyes turning light red.* jasmine you know none of that's true! i love her and i trust that she isn't doing anything like what she used to do!

*jasmine smiled.* fine, suit yourself...but just think. this wouldn't be the first time she's over reacted. or been drunk *she said under her breath.*

*sirius didn't know what to say. his thoughts were all tangled.*

*jasmine could sense sirius's confusion and smiled. it was all working out for her now.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah sat up in her room crying. "why me. Why he do this to me"

[ChoChangHP118]

why me...why'd she have to cause me this pain? *sirius said to himself.*

its just in her nature...look sirius, i'm telling you this because i didn't want you to get hurt just because of her.

ya...its just now i don't know what to do! i love her...but i'm not sure that i can trust her...

in the end its up to you. do you love her enough, to forgive her again? *he plan was working perfectly now. he hated her and she hated him...*

maybe...maybe i should go talk to her! *he stood up and before jasmine could object, he ran off. he knocked on her door.* sarah. we need to talk.

[Shara2007]

Sarah unlocked the door.

"Why all you do is lie to me." Sarah then went back to a room to feed the dogs then owls.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius followed her.* ha, its funny i was just going to say the same thing myself about you.

[Shara2007]

"I never lie to you Siruis. I mean I'm not the one with the past. I've always told you the turth. Why would I lie." Sarah looked at him.