Soooo booored

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were they good people...or bad? *sirius asked her cautiously. he had never heard the stories about the people she had killed. he never really did care, until he realized how much pain she was feeling on the inside because of the people she killed. he noticed her face and frowned at her.*

are you feeling allright there ginny? *he asked her. he knew it was no use to suggest going to the hospital wing, but he would still ask if he could do anything if in fact she was sick.*

[Ginny Weasly]

"The world is not as black and white as good or bad." She said, paling again.

"Some were...bad." She said, slowly, trying to stop the dizzy feeling she was getting.

"Most were both." She rubbed her forhead, closing her eyes against a wave of nausea.

"And a few...were good."

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oh. i see.  so you should too! if most of these people were...well bad...then you've done nothing wrong! they deserved to die! and the so called boths, well since they couldn't decide you did for them. *sirius smiled then sighed and frowned.* and the good ones...that im sure was just an accident or something...

*sirius placed his hand on her shoulder.* ginny, are you sure you're allright? im really getting worried. *sirius was worried for her now...*

[Ginny Weasly]

Ginny frowned, "No accident." She said, before she went to stand.

"Ok." She said, not able to open her mouth to speak the whole sentence. Her knees buckled, but she succesfully stood.

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*sirius jumped up as he saw her have some trouble and yet manage to stand.* you sure your allright? *he said, placing his hand on her back just in case she fell or something...*

[Ginny Weasly]

"Fine." She said, taking a deep breath. She placed one hand forward, touching a tree and using it to support herlsef. She leaned on it for a second, closing her eyes again, then taking a few steps forward.

She weaved in the air, but was determined. Her alre4ady very pale face became almost white, and started to be a bit damp. She wasn't okay, but she didn't want to give in.

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*sirius always had trusted ginny. except in one situation, when she was sick. she never wanted to admit it and he knew that. so when he saw her complexion to the color of ice, he was worried and he knew she wasn't feeling ok.* ginny, please...just be careful now ok? i dont want you puking on me. *sirius said light heartidly.*

[Ginny Weasly]

She nodded, then shook her head, frowning at another wave of dizzyness.

She took a few more steps, summoning up strength, then took a few quick steps. She was now several feet away from Sirius, the shook her head.

"Can't make it. Not 'nough power to transport." She said, mostly to herself, She looked at him, "I need yor help." She admitted, weakly.

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*sirius ran over to her and placed hi hand on her back helpin gher to stay standing.* i'm here for you whenever you need help.

[Ginny Weasly]

Ginny nodded slightly at him, leaning against him. She was too dizzy to make it on her own, she just needed to get to her bedroom. But that was all the way in Gryffindor.

She glanced down, realizing what lay at her feet and stretched out her hand. She used some of her remaining energy to pull the feather and water orb to her.

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*sirius smiled.* ya know...you could've asked me to get that. *he looked at her and saw her sick looking face and got serious again.* allright, i think its obvious that you're to weak to walk up to the castle...and for some reason i am absolutly terrible at apparating while holding onto someone else and taking them with me...long story at how i figured that out. but unless you want to be missing a finger or two, i suggest we dont do that.

[Ginny Weasly]

"No, don' worry." She said, clutching the feather and orb tightly.

"I can make it."

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are you sure ginny? *sirius said cautiously at her. still helping to support her.*

[Ginny Weasly]

She wasn't sure, at all. But she had to try. She knew why this had happened.

She had stopped sleeping again, perfering to spend the nights researching. And the energy she had stored for these things had been exhausted when she had become hysterical.

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well ya know...whenever all my other friends couldn't walk i would always carry them...*sirius was uncomfortable at suggesting this because usually he would just sweap them off there feet when they least expected it. but he knew ginny, so he didn't want to surprise her like that and have her flip out on him again.*if your to weak, im sure i can hold you...