Numbness(Open, but planned)

[Shara2007]

Sarah knew not to be mean but it was just how she is.

"Ginny don't try to expain yourself now. I mean I don't want to hear it. Let her go Siruis. I mean she is like everyone else in my life. I should have known." Sarah then let a tear fall.

"When I start to trust them they backstab me."

[Ginny Weasly]

"Oh yes, because it's all about you, Sarah." Ginny rolled her eyes and shook her head.

"Well, honey, I've got news for you. It's not all about you, and it never will be. My life doesn't center around you, and it shouldn't have to. If I wanted to backstab you, dear, I'd do it in a much more cruel way." Ginny told her, her words like ice hitting Sarah with each word.

[LordBlaZe]

Blaze was shocked when he heard the news, he went up to find Sarah, Ginny and Sirius having a breaking chat. He sighed painfully and looked at them. "Come on Ginny, atleast don't leave now"

[Shara2007]

"forget it Ginny." Sarah then  turned to head towards her dorm.

"I mean I know the world don't revolve around mt but I don't think that we wanted to lose a friend like this even if we don't know really why your doing it."

[Ginny Weasly]

"If you needed to know, I'd tell you. But it's in your best interest if I tell you nothing." Ginny told her flatly, "It's the last service I do for you guys. By not telling you anything, you are telling the truth when you say you know nothing, and my enemies will know that."

She went up a few steps backwards, nothing on her face showing how she felt like ice. Her fingers were even turning blue, but she had her arms folded, and it was impossible for them to see that.

She now looked to Blaze, after a moment of silence, "I have to leave now. It's the only chance I'll get."

[Shara2007]

"fine leave but don't come back to me when you need help." Sarah then looked at Siruis seeing what he was going to do.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius just stood there then looked at sarah.* baby, go on back down to dinner. i'll be there in a second. *he kissed her lips lightly.*

[Ginny Weasly]

"No one said I'd need help." Ginny told her, looking her right in the eyes. Then she turned and began up the steps again, walking slowly though as she was tired and freezing.

[Shara2007]

Sarah looked at Siruis.

"I'll be fine. I'm going to my room to sleep. I mean I am not hungry." Sarah then we toward her dorm to get ready for her walk in the forest.

[Ginny Weasly]

Ginny shrugged as Sarah left, really not oo worried about it. She knew what she was doing and why. And as far as she was concerned, it was safeem all to not know.

[Shara2007]

Sarah got into her room and grabbed her long black hooded cloak and then left to go to the forest.

"This is driving me crazy but I have to get over it." Sarah was saying to herself has the walked out the Great Hall.

Sarah then headed into the forest. She was able to take care of herself.

[Maya Hexo]

Maya had been sitting there. Waiting for what she didn't know. Maybe happiness,something better than what she was feeling. She had a huge secret. If she told it she would be known as something horrific. She grabbed the knife next to her. She looked at it. It seemed, for some weird reason comforting. She felt numb. She wished Death would come and take her away......life was just so difficult. She wished that someone would just kill her. That would make her feel so much better. Life was just pain to her lately. Friends were now enemies. Enemies seemed friendlier than before. She wished for one day life would be normal. No fighting,no thoughts of death, just be........... :'(.  She sat there. Tears swam in her eyes. They fell down like rain falling on her leg. She wiped them away hoping no one saw. Her life was complicated enough. Worrying about her brother,friends,family. It was ENOUGH!!! She'd had it.

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius caught up with ginny and looked into her eyes. his turning light light blue..* hey, ginny. listen...im really sorry about sarah she gets emotional and angry at the same time. i mean, i dont blame her...its hard losing a friend at this school. but i think its good for you to leave here, no offense, its just...you have your whole LONG life ahead of you. and personally speaking, it shouldn't be wasted inside these walls. so what im trying to say is...we'll all miss you, but everyone's gotta go there own way sometimes... *sirius turned and started walking slowly down the steps, his hand on the railing.*

[Shara2007]

Sarah sat down in the forest just staring into space. She had no clue why she over reacted.

"I sure hope ginnys not mad at me. I mean I did not mean to."

[Ginny Weasly]

"Sirius...I'm glad you are trying to be a bit understanding." Ginny told him, before running up the steps to get packing.