The_End [is coming]

[dobby888]

~Totally.  You're acting as thought you're newborn went missing.~  Jessie thought to Mira.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

~You right, oh darn I lost my Jessie!~ Mira thought back, smirking.

[dobby888]

Jessie stuck her tongue out and then went into someone's mind who saw her and thought to Mira the picture of what they saw.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

((Ok, that made no sense whatsoever, mind explaining?))

[dobby888]

((No prob.... it made sense in my head.... ok so Jessie stuck her tongue out and then lets saw Bob was watching her do this.  So then Jessie went into Bob's head and found in his head the mental picture of Jessie sticking her tongue out, which she then sent to Mira. Better?))

[ChoChangHP118]

(One liners? Seriously girl's can't we pull a bit better out of our heads?)

Sirius smiled to Annabelle, "I'm afraid not dearest. I'll be hear straight away in the morning."

"I'll probably be at a hotel or something Mi. Not sure where else to be honest." Sirius responded to Mira in a friendly manner through his head.

Alexandra shook her head towards her sister. She knew better then to know when Annabelle was tired. "No matter how long you claim to be awake, I will always know you are sleepy when you are Annabelle. Come on, the faster we get to sleep the fast it will be morning and you can see Daddy again." Alexandra reached down, picking up Annabelle swiftly.

"Goodnight dad," Alexandra said reaching forward and kissing her father on the cheek.

Sirius kissed her back and smiled, "Goodnight little one!" He said turning to Annabelle in her sister's arms. He leaned in, kissing little Annabelle on the forehead. "sweet dreams."

[Shara2007]

Annabelle still was reaching for her daddy. "I am not tired. I promise I am not sleepy." She looked at Alexandra with tears. "I don't want him to leave. I mean he can sleep with me and mommy will leave you alone."

She then tries to climb out of her sisters hand to run away. She was running to her room.

[dobby888]

(( :P Fine Sirius! Meany....  ;D))

[ChoChangHP118]

Sirius motioned for Annabelle, but found Alexandra's hand on his chest. "Don't, she's been through enough tonight, just go." Alexandra ate up her father's eyes, trying to make him understand what herself and sister were going through.

Sirius read her daughter's eyes, and sighed. "I'm sorry. I'll go, be ready in the morning."

Alexandra nodded, removing her hand she found her composure, and wiping tears from her eyes she walked into the house after Annabelle.

Walking through the front room she saw her mother with another man (Scott). "You Bi+ch!" Alexandra yelled at her mother, the first time she had ever said such mean words to her. She ran up the stairs to Annabelle.

[Shara2007]

Sarah looked at Scott. "I will have to be going. I have a daughter to talk to." She then walked up into Alexandra room. "Listen here girl. this is not my doing. If you want to blame some one it is not me. I was not the one that was going to walk out. If you want me to I will and leave you here alone to do whatever you want. I have been working my but off to make this work." She then stood there for a minute knowing that is if she moved she would do something she regreted. Once she was able to she truned and walked out the door to check on her little Annabelle.

She smile when she was asleep. "I see you were tired after all." She walked over and kissed her forehead and then stood at the door watching.

[ChoChangHP118]

Alexandra stood, her eyes wide open, her mouth half ajar. Her mind was buzzing, contemplating what her mother had just said to her. Part of what she said made sense, the other part was still frustrated. Immediately guilt flowed over her body, what had her mum done to deserve treatment from her like this?

She sighed... Not sure what to say. She watched her mom as she crept into Annabelle's room. She followed silently behind her.

"Mom?" She said after a moment, her voice trembling and her hands shaking. She felt like a child of five all of a sudden.

[Shara2007]

Sarah turned and looked at her daugher and smiled. She had to be strong for her. "yes there Alexandra. What is it you need darling."  She did not want to wake the others two up so she started to head to her room to sit down. She knew that her daugher would follow and they could have a talk and she could explain herself and on what was really going on.

*Honey come in here so we can talk and not wake the others. I am in my room* She was under the covers now waiting to see what her daugher wanted to say. Sarah had felt bad for talking to her daughter the way she did earlier but she need it and was not scared to say sorry I screw up.

[ChoChangHP118]

Alexandra watched her mother brush past her and stood for a moment. As she turned her mothers voice said softly in her head what she was intended to hear.

She nodded to herself, walking to her mum's room. She sat down on the edge of the bed, the silence and darkness surrounded her and she was at a loss for words.

"I'm sorry..." She whispered, looking at the open door leading out to the hallway.

[Shara2007]

Sarah moved forward on her bed and wrapped her hands around her daughter and held her. "Shh it is okay. I know how you feel. I'm sorry I said that to you. It just you have always loved your dad. I do to so I tried to work it out. He the one that does not want it to work. He the one that keeps leaving."

She then kissed her daugher on the forehead. "I think it will be fine you can choose to live with who you want and make sure that if the other go to they will be watched after carefully. Remeber one thing. It was nothing you or any of your siblings that did this and we will always love you." She hoped her family would make it through this time okay.

[ChoChangHP118]

Looking back on it Alexandra didn't remember when tears came. All the same, they had come. She found herself holding out her arms for her mother, feeling like a child of seven for not the first time that night. She wanted embracing arms to take hold of her and tell her everything was going to be okay.

She didn't want her world to fall apart,
but watched it as it did.
She wanted her old life back,
but knew that to have that would make her parents unhappy.
She hated that idea being an unselfish person,
but just wanted the happiness in her heart again.

...She felt like that would never come ever.


She didn't speak after that for a while, just waited for her mothers body to warm hers with its tenderness.