not a good nite drunk as hell (join bored)

[Ginny Weasly]

"No." Ginny said softly to Nate, "No one ever hurt me when I was drunk. I hurt myself." She sat down next to him, smiling sweetly, "I did something I shouldn't have done because I felt sorry for myself."

She reached out, patting his arm, "And people like you, Nate. I do at least."

[nate]

Nate looked at ginny like a lil boy,"Why you do it?" He asked seriously.

[Ginny Weasly]

Still smiling, she shook her head.
"Because I was afraid that this person that I loved would leave me. He'd left me before, and I was so tired of being left behind." She sighed, "And someone was there. he wanted to be with me, and I didn't love him. But I was feeling sorry for myself...I felt like no one loved me."

[nate]

Nates eyes turned a lighter shade,"Thats how i feel but thanks ginny. I think your really smart even though you did do that. Your still a great teacher even though i deserve more than that as my punishment. Cause..cause i was thinking about more than drinking until you guys found me."

[Ginny Weasly]

"I've thought about that." Ginny said soothingly, "It's not bad to think about it. Everyone does at some point."

She smiled softly, "Drinking doesn't take the pain away, does it?" Slowly she shook her head, 'No, in fact, it makes it worse."

[nate]

Nate nodded with his kiddish eyes layed on Ginny,"Your correct i feel like sh*t and its just killing me."

[Ginny Weasly]

"But you know what? Hot coca helps make things look a bit brighter. So why don't you and me go get some, ok?" She held her hand out to him again, smiling.

She knew what it was like. The helpless, lost, dark feeling. She knew what it was like to be on the edge of the endless abyss.

[nate]

Nate smiled his normal crooked smile and put his shaky hand out touching Ginnys,"Thanks." He stood up feeling topsy curvy but he put all his weight on his feet and had caught some of his balance.

[Ginny Weasly]

Ginny stood, once again wrapping an arm around his waist. She nodded to Sky, "Do as you will with Stacey and Bucky." She gently led Nate towards the school, picking her way over fallen branches.

"Nate, I don't know what your problems are, but they aren't worth this."

[nate]

Nate shook his head,"Nooo you dont understand theres several series that have lead me to this position i am in now." He slurred on moving his head a bit like he used to do when he was a boy.

[Ginny Weasly]

"Nate, even my problems aren't worth this." She chuckled darkly as they left the forest and the school came into view. She smiled at him again, "Nothing is worth this."

[nate]

Nate looked down apologetically,"I guess i just figured that drinking would wash away the pain for a bit. But i guess i felt bad for myself which is stupid."

[Ginny Weasly]

"Did you know that alcohol is a depressant? A drug that lowers your endorphin levels?" She continued to speak softly.

"Endorphins are the feel good hormones."

[nate]

Nate looked at her and moved his head slightly," well thenn...i should stop acting soo depressed then. Ill stop drinking mkay?" he asked to her.

[Ginny Weasly]

"Sounds like a plan, little man." Ginny said playfully as they entered the school. She led him towards her office, not wanting to attract more attention than needed.

"In fact, to help you accomplish that, why don't you start coming to me when your problems get that bad?"