heart-break(oh yeah!) pissed-off (you have no idea!)

[nate]

Nates eyes fogged into a deep shade of black. his impulse pounding against his flesh. He took off his white shirt and slammed it against the forest floor. He decided to take a run to clear his cluttered mind. Nate digged his broken shoes into the dirt, and prepared to run. He took one last deep breath and ran so fast that he was just a blur. He didnt know where he was going or what he was going to do, all he knew was that he had to get out of this state of mind. Once he had ran out of breath and was totally lost he stopped and inhaled in deep gulfs of air. His heart was pounding so hard that his hands were shaking his chest hurt. His anger still spilled over him. He muttered under his breath,"Why does this have to be this way?"

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

"Why does what have to be this way?" A soft voice questioned from the forest. Jackie stepped out from behind a tree, and looked at Nate. He was shirtless and looked almost crazy. She remained a short distance away, but not out of fear. She was trying to give him some space.

She opened her mouth as if to say more, but stopped, thinking better. Then she waited, looking at him gently, her blue eyes soft and understanding.

[nate]

Nate jumped in surprise. He softened his eyes as he noticed it was only Jackie. He ruffled his hair and took in a deep breath. He said softly,"Um..nothing..." He didnt look into her eyes, instead he looked at a tree, that was crooked with roots twisting unnaturally around the almost grey leavless tree.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

"You know you suck at lying." Said Jackie, a tiny smile pulling on the edges of her lips. "So do you want to tell me why you're out here running around like a madman?" She asked, her face becoming soft and concerned again.

[nate]

Nate shrugged, still not meeting her intense eyes. "I just wanted to take sometime to breath..i mean since..." he said nothing more, realizing that he said too much.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

"Since?" Jackie prodded curiously and worried. She looked at him for a long moment before speaking again. "If you really want to be alone I suppose I could leave...?" She suggested, unwillingly. It was obvious to hear the reluctance in her tone.

[nate]

Nate shook his head almost child like,"No please dont." He sighed and said almost quietly to her,"Its just that Stacey broke up with me..." he mumbled on hoping Jackie would stop him from talking.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

"Oh... Well, I can't say much to help... at all." Jackie said, quietly, but a moment later her face lit up with a small idea.

Then she quickly walked over to him and wrapped her arms around him in a soft hug, even though he was a significant amount taller than her. It was almost funny. "I guess you'll just have to settle for a hug." She said, looking up, with a smile tugging at the corners of her lips.

[nate]

Nate hugged her back tightly, for some reason it helped him feel better. He put on a shy sad smile and said in a light voice,"Itll work for me."

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

Jackie sighed, happy that he was finally past the crazy phase. She leaned her head on his chest since that was about as tall as she was. "See? Hugs make everything better." She said softly, tilting her head up again to meet his eyes.

[nate]

Nate looked down at her sadly, his eyes twinkled slightly as he looked into her eyes. He wanted to never let go," Yeah," he said almost in a whisper.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

Jackie smiled softly. "You know what else makes me feel better?" She said like a little kid, still smiling. Then she got up on her tiptoes and gently kissed him, a warm feeling running through her. "Kisses." She replied softly after she pulled back to look into his eyes again.

[nate]

Nate kissed her back, his arms wrapped around her waist gently. He said quietly as he looked into her eyes,"I like kisses."

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

"So do I." Jackie almost whispered, getting on her tiptoes and kissing him again. Her arms wrapped around his waist and she prayed she would never have to let go.

[nate]

Nate could feel his heartbeat pounding so hard that he could of swore that Jackie could hear it. He moved her in close to him and kissed her back. His lips touching hers gently. His head began to swirl and his eyes showed sadness. He pulled her away gently, only leaving an inch between as he whispered sadly,"Im..im sorry i cant do this."