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Le Jazz Hot~Glee cover

One Less Bell to Answer/ A House Is Not a Home- Glee

Take It Off~Ke$ha

I confess, that I've never been sadder.
I confess, that I wish everyone in the world was Buddhist so people would stop telling me that I'm going to Hell....and so I stop telling myself I'm going to Hell.
I confess, sometimes I think I'm already there, though I don't believe in Hell, and I'm honestly starting to hate all Christian-related religions.
I confess, I've been starving myself for weeks.
I confess, I miss my three meals.
I confess, I hate love.
I confess, that I'm forcing myself to be sad.
I confess, that I'm afraid to be happy.
I confess, that I want to be a nicer person.
I confess, I hate myself for hating people.
I confess, I hate myself in general.

I confess, I want to tell someone, but I'm afraid of what they'll think.
I confess, I cant go a day without thinking about 'em. Is this love?
I confess, I don't think I like love very much.

What is this feeling?-Wicked, the Broadway musical

I confess that I hate when people are mean to people, even people I hate.
I confess that I hate myself that I'm sometimes mean to people.
I confess that I have issues.
I confess that I had a mini school therapy session today, which means I really do have a lot of problems.
I confess that I'm starting to think of suicide.
I confess that death scares me.
I confess that I am manic-depressant.

When will I be emotionally stable?

I confess that I am starting to enjoy self-inflicted pain.
I confess that the world hates me.
I confess that I hate the world back.
I confess that I stress over petty problems.
I confess that I feel bad for it.
I confess that I go through everyday wishing I was someone else.
I confess that I hate it.
I confess that I'm afraid to talk to people. And meeting new people.
I confess that I'm considering becoming a psychologist-slash-psychiatrist, but I think I need to see             

one, which is ironic

I confess that the failure of proper usage of the "Tab" key on this website irks me.

Life sucks...

Lean on Me- Glee Cast Cover

((Any omissions are crossed out, and anything added is highlighted in red.))

Name: Aaron Collin Watson Bergles

AGE: 14

Height: 5'5

Appearance: His skin is pale. His veins are visible under his stark skin. His hair is almost the same bleached color. His hair hangs straight over his eyes. His eyes are gray due to past sicknesses. Despite his lanky appearance, lean muscles are hidden underneath his skin. He is almost always seen with sunglasses. His face is blemish free. His chin is slightly pointed. He normally slouches when he walks.

RACE: Muggle-born, Bardic

Parents: Collin Bergles and Becky Watson Bergles.

Personality: Aaron is the type of person who would give the clothes he is wearing to a homeless person. He is shy and quiet. His greatest fear is betrayal, likewise he doesn't hand out his trust on a silver platter like some people would do. It's hard to see Aaron smile. He is able to love but is more likely to hate. He can be angered easily,but he never shows it. He is literal. Jokes come slower to him. He doesn't have mental issues,he is actually really intelligent, just not so logical. He is loyal to the few friends he would manage to find. He is polite and independent. He is humble to a point not far from self-deprecation.

Likes: Books, Music, Animals, Solitude, Hygiene, Water

Dislikes: Noise, sometimes People, Insults, Death, Violence, Meat(He's a vegetarian)

Power: His mind is more than a place for thinking. He can project his mind out to read other peoples minds and to communicate with people mentally. He can also read their emotions depending on what color there mind happens to be. He can enter the world of consciousness-a subconscious place where you can only "see" people's and other living things' minds. He can enter peoples minds and take away their sorrow or make them feel better. He can change their emotions. He can also take pain away from people and inflict it on himself or other people. His senses are really sharp. He can hear what key is being played when listening to music, detect what notes are being played and can replicate it. He can smell and see better than most people. His touch is the most annoying. He could touch his pants and feel every thread and every seam used that his finger or hand would give access to.

History: Disease always managed to find him when he was a child. Well actually he always managed to find disease. He would have rather seen himself suffer than people he cared about suffer. He was always a bright boy. He could recite passages from his text books when he was in Muggle school. His parents are both Muggles. His mom is a Squib. His dad had no knowledge of magic until he married Becky. Aaron loves his parents and cares about them dearly. His parents didn't hide him from the world of magic. All of his mom's siblings are wizards. He was born in the United States. His parents are rich as well. His mom owns a bakery slash cafe and his dad is an accountant. His magical family allowed him to use their bank account. Having seven wizard's worth of money can come in handy. Magic always came simply to him. He is now in his fourth year of Hogwarts. His grandfather is a bard.

Strengths/Talents: His knowledge may be his greatest strength. He has a completely eidetic memory-meaning he can recall visual images, voices, sounds, and information easily. He sings well and plays three musical instruments: guitar, piano, and the flute. He's a fast runner and he learns quickly.

Weakness: He has more weaknesses than he does strengths. His hesitation is the biggest. Before he would do something big or important he would over-analyze the situation. He would gladly help someone in need but it might take some time for them to get help. His modesty is the next issue. he doesn't think he'll succeed and,being afraid to fail, sometimes doesn't try or to take risks. His helpful memory can be a downside once in a while. Aaron easily confuses days and weeks. Because his head is always so full he likes to take other peoples thoughts in. So he is constantly thought thirsty. But having too many thoughts in his head gives him headaches. Unless one builds a really strong mental shield, Aaron can't help but absorb their thoughts. His mind can easily tear down walls, even his own, when he hungers for the memories of others.

Wand: It is nine inches,made of ebony, and has the core of a unicorn's tail hair.

Aaron's eyes widened in amusement as sparks flew from Alfonso. He wished he could do that instead of lame and painful ability to hear thoughts. He smiled at his new friends. Victor never spoke up. ((Victor come baaaaack!)) Aaron appreciated Jade's shield and it took all his willpower to not tear it apart.

"Thanks, you guys. Sorry for holding us back."

Push Push- Kat DeLuna and Akon

Aaron glanced at Jade and felt Lillian concentrating her thoughts upon him. He Let her buzzing mind wash over his.

"Well, don't get offended or anything but your heads are really loud. I can listen in on your thoughts. Please don't freak out but I can't help it when I'm this close to so many people. And, again don't be mad, your hurting my head and unless you build really strong mental shields." Aaron replied to Jade somewhat hesitantly. He was afraid of what this stranger would think of his mental power.

((if you still don't understand my character read my bio. It's a little unfinished and I'll update soon. ))

What Aaron wanted to to do was demand that everyone think quieter but he didn't want to look any more insane then his twitching and shaking had already shown. He was just to close to raw, open minds. He needed to escape but he also didn't want to ditch the group again. He bit his lips to keep them from trembling.
Aaron let a soft exhalation-chuckle escape his lips. "I'm good, I'm good." The problem was that his hunger for other people's thoughts and memories destroyed his weak mental shields. He wanted to reach out to Lillian and explain his problems but he was to afraid what he might do to her mind in the unstable state of mind he was in.

Aaron barely heard Jade speak over the maelstrom of conscisousness around him. He quickly blinked tears that were welling up in his eyes. Aaron tried to reign his mind back to where it belonged but the thoughts kept coming to him. He still wasn't precisely sure how his mind reading worked. The pain began to subside as he built feeble walls around his tortured mind. Wasn't it hard enough for him to endure his own memories without having everyone else thoughts in his mind?

Aaron swallowed and licked his lips. "I-I'm fine." he stuttered in reply to Jade's worry. "Just a headache.  Thanks." He tied to give her a smile but it turned out to look hysterical.