*walks into the Library in a white thigh length summer dress skipping**is in a good mood for some reason that dosen`t even know herself**smiles at the bright warm light coming through the windows then goes to bookshelf and pulls a book off the shelf and starts to read standing up*
*Sits in one of the library chairs by the un-lit fireplace. She's not reading anything...just staring into the empty flameless fireplace...*
*Comes in and starts to look through the books in the medical section.*
*walks in wearing a khaki skirt and a pink tank top. is smiling and carrying three heavy-looking books. sits down at a table and throws the books down with a loud crash and begins to read one of the books*
*smiles at all of her friends then sits down at the table next to the window and sits directly in the sunlight**leans back on chair on two legs with knees aginst the edge of the table and opens large book**slips a hand sized book in that one and writes in it*
*Glares into the fire place. Suddenly red hot flames shoot up loudly and a blazing fire is started. She smiles and takes her hood off, she moves the hair out of her face and behind her ears and watchs the flames dance, still not bothering to read anything*
*sighs after reading for a time, mood not as skippy**snaps book shut, leaving the little one in it, and puts it back on the shelf**waves wand and is in robes, then stuffs wand back in pocket**walks over and sits next to Ellz* you ok?
*smiles at her*
Yeah sure, thanks for asking :) You wanna go sit by the Lake for a while? It looks like a nice day outside.
*shrugs* shure *smiles then stands and walks down to the grounds with her*
*They sit down at the edge of the Lake*
So...Now you know I am, its my turn to ask. Are you ok?
*shrugs* yeah *smiles then looks arund the bright grounds*
*Sighs. Knowing Lav's not ok, but taking the hint that she does not wish to talk. She looks out over the Lake and thinks.*
*smile fades as stares around blankly**sighs very quietly and looks up to the tops of the swaying trees in the forest*
*Sighs heavily.*
I'm going to go back to the library for a while, ok? bye hun.
*Stands up and wanders of back towards the castle and into the library. She reseats herself in the same seat as before and watches the same flames she conjured up a small while ago, only now they are more...'dead'.*
*sighs as she dissapears into the castle**looks around agian, letting dusk begin tosettle around her**sighs deeply a few moments later and looks aprehensively at the forest as hadn`t dared go in there for months**stands and cauciously starts toward it*
*Sits in the chair and stares into the flames. She unexpectadely lets a tear fall down her cheek. She silently begins to shed tear after tear.*
*walks in the library**sees Ellez and sits beside her* you ok?
*walks out of the forest in jeans and a T-shirt shaking twigs from her hair* *sees Lav*Hi Lav! *smiles* Whats up?
*Doesn't turn to Fawkes, she simply blinks and stands, then wanders over behind a bookshelf, not wishing to be disturbed. She begins pulling out book by book, searching for a book on Veela's, she stops crying and walks into the next isle. It is the medical section, she spots Sebastian and her knee's weaken. She quickly wanders back to the original isle and stares through the shelf, watching Bastian curiously.*
*sighs and walks out of library*
*sees Fawkes*Hey, Fawkes!
*Continues to quietly 'spy' on Bastian..*