September 12th --- Hello, well I guess I'm staring a new Journal this year. As with every other year. I don't know what I had done with my Journal for the 6th year, here at Hogwarts however, I am certain, it will show up soon enough. I could only imagine the look on Draco's face if he found it. But, that, is another story, found in my 6th year Journal. I really do hope I find it.
Well, enough of that, I'm here to write what's going on in my life so far and let me tell you what, it's not a boring one.
Today in Potions class, we had. Wait, I forgot to tell you, I made Snape's advanced class. Well, at any rate, we were all working on this potion and Harry brought it to my attention that this kinda thing could be used against me, or the likes of me, to prevent me from using my Sorcery on others. Man, is this a shock. (Sarcasm) I know Snape is doing this to prevent me from taking control over the world .(Snicker) Like I want the world. He is so obsessed with the fact that I am so close to my father. You'd think he'd just kill me and have done with it. Although, I suppose he'd not be strong enough or smart enough to pull it off.
Max and I are still together, yes. As a matter of fact, I am going to stay at his house this summer. Can you believe it! Wow, this year is just starting, and already, the out look is good, except maybe for that Potion thing.
At any rate, I digress, as usual. I can't wait for this year to be done with, all I can think about is FINALY, I get to move out of the Malfoy Manner and live with Max. This is happening way to quick. I am so nervous. I mean, well, Max and I have never done much more than make-out. He says that I'll get my own room though so perhaps I really have nothing to worry about. Besides, his parents will be there too so I don't know what I'm so nervous about. Just perhaps, it is the whole last year of school thing and the fact that right after my 18th birthday, I will start my training for the Ministry Job I have been given.
Oh, did I tell you about that one? I probably haven't. Well, I was offered a job as an Auror and, they also want me in the Department of Mysteries. I think it has everything to do with the fact that Voldem0rt being my father and all. And, the fact that I do indeed have an unwanted mental link with the monster.
THAT, the mental link, I think is what will cause me problems this year. You see, Voldem0rt, he is becoming stronger than ever. Even Dumbledore fears he is no longer more powerful than him. Everyone keeps saying that Max and I are the only ones left that would have the chance to defeat him. But then, only together. But the Prophecy clearly states that Harry will be the one to destroy him, unless of course, Kalista, the dark angel within me, does it. The prophecies also state that there is that possibility. But Prophecies aside, I hope that Harry is the one to kill the old man. He deserves the opportunity. Well, enough for today. I will write you some more perhaps tomorrow, or later tonight...Max and I are going to the lake. I just might have some confessions to make by time we get back here. See ya.
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September 12th- Ok, Like I said, I would probably be writing to you later and well, it's later alright. I just back up to my dorm room and it's 2 in the morning. Max and I, as usual, started out just sitting by the lake . (We use the far side, to keep from sight of the Prefects and teachers) Well, any way, we were, well, ok, we were making-out and heard a sound in the forest, not far from us. Of course, we just HAD to check it out. Why we are so Curious is beyond me.
We entered the forest, both walking as quiet as mice and looked about. Well, being REALLY dark in there, we couldn't see a single thing. Then we heard it again and we both looked at one another and smiled. It was a voice. One we definitely didn't expect to see out here. We stepped in the woods a little further and would you guess what we saw??? No, not in a million years, I'd wager.
It was Neville and this 6th year girl, a Hufflepuff I think. They were making out! OMG! It was sooo amusing. I never pictured Neville to EVER do anything like this. Max and I backed out of the woods immediately and went back to our own fun by the lake. Well, that's pretty much it for tonight. I'll wrote after class tomorrow, that is IF, I can get in here sometime soon enough. I DO, after all, have Qudditch practice
BUMp,keep writing!
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September 13th - Just a small note. Not much time have to get to the pitch. Just wanted to make a note that I think Snape DOES seem to want to use the potion on me. Why? Is beyond me, especially when it was ME that saved his butt from my father this summer. But I will tell you about that after Qudditch practice.
September 13th - It's after dinner now and I have some free time. I was going to tell ou about what happened this summer and all so here goes:
Well, as you know, I stay with the Malfoys over the summer well, this DOES give me some advantages. Like, I overheard the conversation between Lucius and some other Death Eater, not sure who it was, but at any rate, they were talking about Snape. I caught his name and that's when I decided that perhaps I should eavesdrop on their conversation. They had already started talking so I did miss the beginning but I caught the important part and that was that Voldem0rt ha indeed found out that Snape was spying for Dumbledore and not for him. I knew that my father wouldn't let this go. He would inevitably try to kill Snape.
I found out that Voldem0rt would be calling all his Death Eaters together that day so ran off to my room, avoiding Draco on the way and readied myself. I couldn't send an owl to Dumbledore, it was to risky so, instead, I decided that I'd have to do this on my own.
That night, sure enough, Voldem0rt called all his Death Eaters to him. How do I know this? It is my choker, a present from my father who, instead of branding me, decided it would be best if he dressed me up in a choker that I can't take off and that stings every time he calls.
Well, I arrived in the spot of the meeting, and was able to find Snape before he walked into the clearing. I had to tackle him to the ground to stop him. Man! He was pissed. But after I explained what was up, he looked a bit paler than usual and he decided to leave. Unknown to me, however, Voldem0rt had stepped up behind us. Boy he looked pissed, I mean, more so than usual.
What happened then, was nothing more than a pure show of power between myself and my father. He immediately went for his wand and threw a killing curse at Snape. I deflected it easily enough and yelled at Snape to leave. He did as I said, amazingly. The coward.
After, my father tried to turn on me and let me tell you, it was a sight, I would have one, if he hadn't had all his Death Eaters there to help him. I really don't remember much after one of them, I think it was Lucius, he's the only one I find powerful enough to take me that way, caught me from behind with a stun spell.
Well, I hope that Snape knows what it was I did for him. I don't think he really cares though. I think he still feels I am a threat to all that he holds dear to him. (Sigh) Alas, I don't know what else I can to, if saving his life doesn't convince him that I am on his side, I don't know what will.
Well, I think that's enough for now, Max is looking for me so I'm going. Talk to you some more later perhaps, or at the very least, tomorrow.
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September 15th -- Sorry I have not written to you in a few days. I have been rather busy. It would seem that my father has already started his crap this year. You see, I have this room that he made, especially for me, even before he knew I would be here. Well, to make a long story short, this room calls to me constantly. Sometimes, and this happened last night. Some times I loose consciousness and end up in the room. It's kinda like sleep walking but I'm awake.
Kinda hard to explain, really. here's what it feels like:
Imagine you are sleeping, then imagine you are dreaming then, imagine an imperious curse, what would it really feel like? Well, that is nothing compared to the feeling of having a darkness in your mind, one that when awakens, tries to take over, not only your mind, but your whole body.
It is like your conscious self falls asleep but you can still see things through your own eyes but you are not seeing them for your self but for some one else. Then that, other presence, begins to take over your muscle movements, your whole nervous system and you suddenly don't feel the same any longer. You try to scream but you have no voice, you try to stop your body from moving, but you don't have a body any longer, finally, you exhaust every last ounce of energy you have, trying to escape or control what's going on and you black out.
Many try and tell me that they've felt like they where in a trance before, or under the imperious curse, but none know the felling of complete self loss that you get from being possessed by another. I can not explain it further I only whish, that perhaps one day. She will go away, leave me. I don't know her name, I know the Shadow is dead, but this one, she is even more powerful and when she decides to take over, I can not even conceive of fighting her. I hope, that perhaps if I loose myself to her, some one might read this and know that I am sorry for anything she might do. However, I feel a struggle in her as well. It's almost like she, herself, doesn't really want to be dealing with my father. She seems to want him dead, even more so then I.
Kalista and I can communicate, from time to time. I really have no problems with her any longer. I know she's not out to destroy what's good. She seems to want nothing more than to help save the earth. She has felt this one in her mind as well, and even the great Archangel of the earth, seems to fear her presence. I don't know, perhaps when Kalista defied the under lord, she made yet another rift in time and perhaps, another prophecy will surface.
I have told Dumbledore about my thoughts and he promises to look out for anything, unusual. I also, let Hermione in on the news. She, of course, went straight to the books. I had to explain that this one would be new and she'd have to begin reading newly published works to find it. Dumbledore had shown her what to look for. Perhaps, together, Hermione and Dumbledore can find the new prophecy, if it exists. Well, enough for tonight. I think I need to rest. I'm so tired
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September 16th -- Good morning, it's about 3 am and I can't sleep again. Max has already gone off to bed and every one else in the Slytherin common room is like wise sleeping. I sit in front of the fire as usual, staring into the dancing flames and wonder about my future.
I've wondered often what lies ahead for me and for both my brothers. I am certain that Harry will join the Ministry and do a lot of good there but how is Voldem0rt being our father going to effect him? I mean, after we defeat, and I know we will, Voldem0rt, what then? Will we continue on the same as everyone else? Or will the fates have yet another purpose for us, or our children? I fear for my children, I don't even have yet. I fear for them because I know that I am defeating every obstacle the fates have put in my way. Not alone, mind you, but I have defeated all of them as of yet. I think, however, this new one, the one I told you about yesterday, is going to be possibly the greatest battle yet.
On another note, I have felt a presence in the West tower, one that I have never before felt. It seems, that the presence comes from my fathers' room. Although, I can't imagine how, seeing as though I am the only one the door will open for.
Well, I think I will try and sleep again, can't say for sure. I am so tired, but it seems that sleep just wont bless me as of late....
Where IS Year Six's Journal?????? HAve you even writen one? These and many more questions I wll ask at diffrent times. lol Keep going you godess you.
c'mon, I want to read more!b I really like it!
More,please.(by the way gin,I'm sorry for the last post in the battle begins)
September 19th -- Well, things seem to be going well as of late. I haven't had any relapses and gone into that stupid room. Max, of course, always seems t be right there at my side, any time I even look up those stairs, leading to the West Tower.
I understand, I know he's just looking out for me and all that but still, at times, it does become irritating. Alas, I would rather it be him than any one else. At least I know he does it because he loves me and for no other reason.
Dumbledore called me into his office yesterday. He wanted to talk. that's all, just talk. He asked me all sorts of questions concerning my trip into "my room" but seemed uninterested about it really....I think he was just trying to check me out psychologically....
Today, We go into Hogsmead. I can't wait. I want some more sweets, and there is no other place I can think of where I can get anything I want. MAN, I love Hogsmead. Max and I are going to the shrieking shack again. I have to giggle at this point because you all know why. I only hope that this time, we are not interrupted by a very brave but stupid Draco Malfoy.
Well, I will try and write to you again as soon as we get back from our trip. I think, I will get some more ink too, I seem to be writing more as of late. Perhaps also, it might have to do with all the essays we keep getting assigned. Well, at any rate, I'll write later....
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September 19th -- Well, I'm back, and I do have something of interest to write to you about...
Max and I were sitting in the Three Broomsticks When I saw some one odd, kinda hiding in between the buildings outside. The character had his hood drawn and seemed to be watching the bar. I pointed him out to Max and we both decided to keep an eye on him.
Well, after what seemed a very long time; Max and I had time to finish two Butter Beers, I decided to go and find out who this guy was.. Max wasn't too happy about it but I told him to watch from the bar and let me go alone. He can be so aggressive at times. He loves aggressive negotiations. So, I walked out of the building alone and went into the alley, this guy was in and walked up to him, tapped him on the shoulder and introduced myself.
The guy spun around with amazing speed, holding his wand out to my chest and glared at me for a moment. All I could do was produce a smile. I think this caught him off guard. He thingyed his head to the side and lost his glare then lowered his wand and smiled too.
"Lady Kiara" He said then nodded in greeting. This took me a little off guard, both his knowing my name and using Lady, in front of it. I asked him how he knew my name then waited for a response. A response that never came for as soon as he greeted me, he disappeared.
I hope to see him again, I want to know who this stranger is and why he knows me. He obviously has no intentions of fighting me but seems to watch me, constantly. I noticed his eyes on me again as I walked, confused, back to Max and the waiting butter beer at our table. I did not see him again.
Well, Max and I continued with our plans for the day and I told him, as we walked to the shack, that we were being watched. Max seemed to have little concern in the matter, told me that if the guy had any intentions of trying to harm, either of us, that we could deal with him and that we should just try and ignore this for the moment and wait, to see when we could have the opportunity to "meet" the guy again...
So, that's pretty much what happened at Hogsmead. No, Draco didn't show his face in the shack this time and Max and I were pretty much left to ourselves to do as we pleased. (Insert a big smile and a blush here.)
I will write again as soon as I have some interesting news. I need to go to the library now and finish my essay on how the Ogres won the battle against the wizard, Worland in 1859. Hermione and I are working on it together. By for now...
September 21st -- Harry once told me about the time he kept hearing voices in the school, it turned out to be a Basilisk and the reason he was the only one to hear tit was that he was a parceltongue. Well, Like wise, I have been hearing a voice. I no not where it comes from but I am sure I will find out. I haven't told Max about it, or any one for that matter, I don't want to until I know for sure it is something that is truly there and not just some left over trauma from last years fight with my father. But you already know all about that from my 6th years Journal so I won't go into details.
Our report, mine and Hermiones, got top marks. I am so glad she chose me to partner with. She is such the genius when it comes to research and the like. I learned a lot from working with her. Thanks Hermione. Now I know exactly why she is so loved by both Harry and Ron. She is just too great. She loves to help people and loves to have fun too. Of course, I think that Harry and Ron had a lot of doing in corrupting her when they first met. Those two are dangerous at times. However, I wouldn't take them any other way.
Oh hang it all, I've got to go, I almost forgot that I was meeting Ron, Harry and Max for a night stroll around the grounds. Ok, we're out to play a prank on the Ravenclaws. They pulled one on Gryffindor the other night and now, it's our turn.
What's that you say? You thought that Slytherin and Gryffindor didn't get along? Well, that's not the case any longer. Not since Me and Harry put an end to it. Sure, we are still great rivals but, it is done all in sport now and you mess with my brothers house....your messing with mine. TTFN...
Great job Kiara
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September 21st-- I am sooo laughing my little arise off just now. You should have seen it! The Ravenclaws will forever be getting rid of ants in their house. Harry is an absolute genius! I am so glad he's on our side.
Well, it's to the showers for me, I am so covered in mud. I'll write to you again later. TTFN...
September 26th -- Ok, I know it's been a while but you will just have to forgive me. My mood isn't the best just now so I suppose it's a good thing you can't talk back...
The last week was a week of hell indeed. I went to Hogsmead again and this time, Max and I ran into that mysterious man, you know, the one I told you about before. Well at any rate. His name is Slade. Evidently, he has been hired by some organization to keep an eye on me...Great! Just what I need, yet another guardian to try and avoid when I want to be left alone.
At any rate, I got really tired of him calling me Lady Kiara so I let him know just what I thought about his watching me all the time and he just laughed at me. Max was no help! It seems he's happy to have yet another watcher out there. GRRR! MEN!
Slade refuses to tell me where or rather who he works for. Yet another annoyance. All I could get out of him was that I am to be watched at all times. Now, some of you might think this is not such a bad thing however, you have to look at it from my point of view here. After all, I am just a 17 year old girl with things I want left secret.... I am however, absolutely glad that Slade is on our side. I don't think I have ever felt such power coming from any one single person before. It's almost scary. Even our mighty Dumbledore has not the power of this. Sorcerer? I do not know what to call him, for he just simply smiles when I ask. Grrr. He is certainly very annoying.
lol, I love it Kiara! Keep going!
URE STORIES ARE ALWAYS COOL
thnks ppl. I will post more in a bit.