Casan laid on the floor. She used her bag as a pillow as she slept. A noise woke her up as someone came into the room.
(lol I've come to annoy you)
Lavy sat down next to Casan. "Everything ok?"
(NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!)
"Yeah, my head just hurts."Casan said sitting up.
"I'm sorry to hear that."
(lolz YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!)
"No you're not. Your just being nice so you can kill me when my guard is down."Casan said jokingly.
(fine...)
"Now why would I want to do a thng like that?"
Casan's eyes twitched,"Cause you a secretly part of the C.I.A. and they want my secret."
"But then how would they get your secret if I kill you."
"I don't know."Casan said hiding a smile.
"Same here." Lavy said smiling at Casan.
"Moving on. What are you up to?"
"Working on mine and Neo's army."
"Cool."Casan said spacing out. Her eyes were un-focused."I need to talk to Eric about my own army."
"Why?"
(you two really dont like eachother do you? ::) :P :-* :-*)
Neo walked in. "Hello Lavy", he nodded at Lavy. "Hello dear" he said to Casan "How are you feeling?"
"Hello Neo."
(I like her more then I like you lolz ::))
( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( )
"What are you two up to?"
(mhahahahahahaha)
"Oh, girl things."
Neo's eyebrown raised slightly but he said nothing and instead laughed. He walked over and kissed Casan gently on the lips and forehead.
"What have you been up to?"
Neo shrugged. "The usual. How about you?"
"Oh, the same as always."
"Nice." He sat down next to Casan and looked at the two girls, waiting.
"No not really." Lavy said laying her head down on the floor.
"What do you mean?"
Casan kissed Neo and leaned her head on his shoulder.
Neo kissed the top of her head and put his arm around her waist.
Casan smiled. Looking up at Neo she said,"So what are we going to do today? Kill some Death Eaters, overthrow the Ministry..."
"Nah, I was hoping for a day off, just the two of us...or three of us" he quickly corrected himself, remembering Lavy was there.
Lavy rolled her eyes. "Beteewn you and the Ministry I don't get a day off."
"Hey, this is the day off, I'm sick of fighting for one day, we need a change of pace for a while."
"Oh, if only if only..." Lavy pulled out a large book. "This..." she opened it up to a full page. "Is my day, Neo. One day."
"Too bad for you, I guess its just gonna be me and Casan then."
"Not until Jason finds me. I'm hiding out for the moment."
"Who's Jason?"
(all these RPs are starting to get confusing, I cant remember which one is which! lol)
(lolz try being in like 16 rp's at once :P)
"A very annoying co-worker."
"He must be very annoying if you have to hide from him."
"I'm not hiding from him because he's annoying. The Ministry always sends him to find me."
"Ahhhh...you could always brain-wash him and tell him that he's a chinese monk."Casan smiled. She was alot more happier than she used to be and it kinda scared her.
Lavy laughed. "If I didn't love him so much I would." Lavyy said pucing the book on her lap and then looking though it.
"Lavy, exactly how many men do you love?" he asked, quite serious.
"I think she ment as a friend, hun."
"I've known him since I was 6, dear. Of corse I love him, but as for the love we'er talking about only two."
Neo nodded, but was still somewhat suspicious of her.
"I swer Neo, there's only two."
"You can't blame him Lav."
"No I can't. It's somthing that tends to pop up infront of me when I lest want it to."
"Sorry 'bout that."
"About what?"
"Dunno. Thought this was a good time to say sorry."
"Ummm...ok then."
(lol whaaaaat)
Neo laughed, he couldn't help but laugh at both of their embarrasment over the whole conversation. He nuzzled Casan's neck playfully.
Casan laughed,"I see how you are Neo...wait, what's your last name anyway?"
(um, my RP character doesnt have a last name ???)
"I...I don't have one..." Neo said, stiffly, looking away.
(but this does give me an idea for this or one of the other RPs...)
(glad to be of service)
"Oh."Casan looked at him. She decided not to say anything cause she didn't want to pry.
(lol)
~Its not what you think, its just that Neo is not my real name, I adopted it when I left home, and never bothered to give myself a last name. I didn't think that SupremeDirector Neo warrented a last name for it, thats all.~
~Okay.~Casan looked at Neo.
Least I'm not the only one with secrets.She thought to herself.
~Nope your not~
(lol no thoughts are secure in this RP muhahahahaha)
Casan blushed."Naughty man."
Neo suddendly had a sly idea. "Naughty, eh? Alright then!" and he suddendly began to tickle her.
(lol idk, i needed to write something :P)
(lol)
Casan tried to pull away. She started laughing,"Neo! Stop!"She pleaded.
Neo laughed, but stopped. Somehow she was even more beautiful than usual.
Casan smiled,"You are so mean to me."
(lolz you guys ae so werid somtimes)
Lavy rolled her eyes.
( :P)
Casan stuck out her tongue toward Lavy.
Lavy smiled. "You have got to be one of the weridest people I've yet to meet."
"Glad to hear it."
"I'm sure you are."
"Lavy?"
"Humm...yes?"
"Shut up."
"Now why would I do a thing like that?"
"Cause you want to?"
"Nope not really."
Casan sighed.
"What's wrong with you?"
(lol im gonna go out on a limb here and guess that your a big star wars fan ::) )
"Everythings wrong with all of us, thats why we love eachother so much, our weirdness offsets eachother."
(you took the words right out of my mouth lolz)
"Not everything."
(lol)
"Yes, everything" and Neo proceeded to kiss Casan's forhead.
(of course not...)
Casan smiled."Yeah. We all have our bad traits. Neo's is that he's too d@mn nice."
(j/k, mi amor)
(mi amor, i'm loving the foreign language me novia :-*)
Neo kissed her again. "I've been told worse things, so I'll take that as a compliment." he said laughing
(good, cause that's all I know about spanish.)
"Good."Casan kissed him.
(lol im in spanish 4, so i know a lot of it)
"So, have we decided what we're gonna do today?"
~Is everything I asked you to do finished Lavy?~ he sent to her in a way that Casan wouldn't hear it.
(I haven't even learned Russian and mother has been teaching me since I could talk :P)
"Nope, but I'm still routing for killing the Death Eaters."Casan said hopefully.
(lol)
"Dear, I thought we were gonna have a day off from stuff like that?"
"I think Neo's right, there's plenty of time to kill death eaters."
~Yes I did~ Lavy sent back to Neo
"Fine..."Casan pouted,"I have no idea. I don't usually get days off."
"No one dose theses days."
~Thanks Lav~
"Cheer up babe" he said to Casan. "How about we go for a walk, girls?"
"Okay."Casan got up.
"Sure."
Neo got up and dissapperated everyone to a field many, many miles away, with a dirt lane next to them, which Neo proceeded to lead the way down.
"What the..."Casan looked at Neo quizzically,"Where are we?"
"Some where." Lavy said walking after Neo as if nothing had happened.
"Home, sweet, home. Or at least thats what they say your supposed to say. Its been a very long time since I've been here. It seems they have rebuilt things nicely since..."
"Wait, what?"Casan said walking beside him.
"Home, sweet, home. Who knows. Don't ask." Lavy said
"This used to be my home" he replied to Casan, not looking at her. "A few miles from here is a small village of wizards. They are completly ruled by the Muggles. I was born, but I rebelled against the Muggle rule. I led a group of our youth against the Muggle authority. I failed, because I was betrayed by my best friend, a man named Solomon. I was brought before the Muggle authorities and my family begged for my life to be spared, and since they had opposed me, the Muggles decided to spare my life and instead exile me, and I have been in England for the last few years, after travelling the world and studying to develop my powers. I am fighting the Ministry, but eventully I will come back and finish my work here."
"Oh."Casan looked sympathetic."What happened to Soloman?"
"Well that explains alot."
"Doesn't it though?"
"He's still alive, as Lavy knows, and hes trying to screw with me again."
"How?"
"Ask Lavy"
(gtg dear, sweet dreams :-*)
(bye :-*)
"Lavy?"
"Yes?" Lavy said looking up from the ground.
"What happened to Soloman?"
(g2g, bye)
Lavy shrugged. "Neo, tends to be vage with everyone."
"You got a lot of heart Lav. Basicly, he's trying to mess up my plans here in England and get me either killed or make me commit suicide or bow down to his rule, none of which are gonna happen."
"Well, knowing you I would be very dissappointed if you did."
"As would I, then I wouldn't be able to kiss you anymore"
Casan blushed,"That is true. If you died, I feel I would die with you."She blushed more as she said this.
Neo laughed and hugged her tight to him as they were walking. He felt so peaceful around Casan, he didn't have the usual drama with her that plagued his life when he was with Lavy, and he was more content than he had been in a long time.
(lol you know im just messing with ya Lav :P)
Casan smiled,"So, how far until we reach our destination,mi amor?"
"About 2 miles. We're heading in the opposite direction of the village, we are going to a place i went to when i needed santuary before my failed revolution, when i was still trying to learn and develop and think."
"Oh, and where would that place be? It's not a bar, right?"
"No, its a special place in the forest where my type of magic runs rampent. It is a place in the forest where nothing lives or dies unless I will it to. No one enters or leaves unless I will them to. It is there that I was able to develop my powers and ideology."
"If we ever get married I'm gonna let you run your own planet. Hell, you'd make a good king. And that would be one less planet I have to worry about."Casan laughed.
Neo laughed. The idea definatly appealed to him, and he filed it away for future use. "So, Casan, what do you think of the landscape? They definatly rebuilt it, when I left this was a barren, inhospitable, wasteland."
"Hmmm...it's much better than what I'm used to. Most of Nyriaa is either desert or bombed to hell. It's defently..."She looked around,"homly."
"That's on way to put it."
Neo laughed. Regardless of what Lavy said, Neo could tell she was jealous of Casan, and it amused him, for now, to see them bicker, but he hoped it wouldn't get bad.
"Do not worry, love, I will not hurt your mistress."Casan said bitterly.
"Woah! Casan, you got it all wrong! She's my friend, but you are mi novia, and that goes much deeper than what me and Lavy share. Trust me dear, I'm all yours."
"I guess..."Casan looked at the ground a she walked.
Neo looked at her and wondered how to show her how true to her he was. Suddendly he stopped and took her hands in his and closed his eyes and allowed a warm feeling to go from him to her, and fill her with the feeling of his love for her. If this didnt prove how much he loved her, nothing would, he thought.
Casan smiled,"You could have just kissed me, mi amor."She kissed his cheek and continued walking.
"I know that, but I wanted to remove any doubt from your mind."
"Well, that did it. I just wish I could show you how much I love you the same way."
"Want me to teach you? Its quite simple once you know the tecnique."
"Sure. But not now. I want to see your bithplace before you teach me anything."
(how mean I am not jealous :'()
(lol Lav, you know im just messing :-*)
"My birthplace is in the opposite direction Casan, and I really would like to not go there, but if you want to, we can..."
(ok maybe just alittle bit lolz)
Lavy walked on in silence.
(lol)
~Don't feel bad Lavy. Cheer up you still got goblet~ he added sarcasm to that last sentence.
Lavy laughed. ~Yeah about that.......~
~What happened?~
~Life happened~
~You two break up?~
~I know what I want to think, but I'm asking you to tell me if I'm right or not.~
"Casan, you still haven't told me where you want to go."
Lavy sighed. ~Unofficaly but, it's going to happen, sooner then later~
"I want to go to your birthplace."
Neo couldn't expain it, but he felt like laughing, but he knew that it would be rude and hurt Lavy's feelings, so he didnt.
"Fine, then we will" And Neo dissapperated them to a hill overlooking a dirty town, which looked like it was stuck in the Industrial Revolution, but had many advanced tecnologies anyway. The contradiction never ceased to amaze him. "This, is my birthplace. The town of Chesnut Hill." (which in real life was where i was born anyway lol)
(Lavy, is that true for all your RPs or just in this one, or what?)
(I have no idea to be honset, I haven't talked to him in like a month)
"You can laugh if you want to, Neo. I don't really care." Lavy said looking around them.
Casan looked down at the town,"Think your parents have missed you?"She said, her eyes a little unfocused.
"Nope, they'll probablly try and shoot me before they even say hello" he said bitterly. "They still fear the Muggles, and my comming here is not going to bring joy to this town. I bet half of them think I'm dead, and all of them hope I am."
"All the more reason to go down there."
"Oh."Casan closed her eyes."We should leave."
"I vote we go say hi."
"As do I. we're already here, lets go and make ourselves feel welcome, and shake things up a little bit. I'll bet the authorities miss me a lot."
"I bet they do."
"Neo, I'm not sure. What if you got hurt?"
Neo laughed. "Believe me, if they could hurt me with the three of us combining our powers, they deserve to win. They only won before becaus emy powers were underdeveloped, they are no match for me now."
Lavy laughed. "I agree."
"Maybe..."Casan still worried. She hugged Neo,"Please don't do anything to rash though."
Lavy raised her eyebrow. "You have alot to learn about Neo."
"I'm sure."Casan walked down toward the town.
Lavy shrugged and started after Casan.
"I won't, I'll only do what is necessary." He led the way to the middle of the town, his cloak hood pulled up. He fealt the eyes on him, and heard the wispers. ~Yep, this is home.~ he thought miserably. He walked to the fountain and waved his hand and the water became dark blue, and flew to turn into his symbol, a blue triangle with curved hooks comming out of the three cornors and going in a counter-clockwise direction. It was when this was made that the screams and threats began. Neo turned and looked at the growing mob with narrowed eyes. "Enjoying your stay? Nice floral arraingments on that window, isn't there?" he asked Casan sarcastically.
"Neo. Let's. Go."Casan said through gritted teeth.
"Looks like the party just started." Lavy said looking out at the people.
"Well ya'll can stay. I'm leaving."And with that she disappered.
Neo called her back and she reappeared right next to him. ~Just going to leave me alone before an angry mob? Some amor you are~ she sent bitterly. and with that he sent her back to where she had dissappered to.
"Your werid Neo, it's not like you can't take them all."
"That's not the point Lavy, and you know it. If you love someone you are supposed to be willing and wanting to stand by them not matter what, even at the risk of your own life. It seems Casan still has much to learn about love."
Casan sat infront of a temple. She put her head in her hands and breathed in deeply.
Why are you scared?
~I'm not~
Do not attempt to lie to me.
~SHUT UP!~Casan went back to the angry mob seeing red. She brought out her sword and waited for them.
~No, she just has to learn not to run, when things don't go your way.~ Lavy said not noticing Casan.
~Agreed.~
"Casan, put that stupid thing away before you poke your eye out. There are other ways of dealing with them."
"Many others." Lavy said crossing her arms and looking at the crowd again.
~Neither of you will act until I tell you to. These are my people, and things must be done first, alright?~
~I wasn't going to do anything~
~I know, but I wanted to remind both of you, just in case.~ He stepped forward. "Well I'm sure all of you are glad to see me. I will only be here for a little while, and if you leave me alone, I will leave you alone, and nothing bad will occur. If you try and stop me...well, lets just say, you are looking at three of the 5 most powerful people in the world, and we shall anihlate you." he said to the mob. "Take down the sign!" came a scream from the crowd and it became a chant. In response Neo made it bigger and bigger the longer they chanted. ~Sooner or later they will figure this out~
~Sooner or later~
(thats all you write about that? come on, we need some participation from you two! lol)
(Darn I was hoping to get away with that)
"How long do you think this will go on?"
~No idea~
~Great~
"Enough!" Neo shouted and the mob went silent. "Now, we will do what we want to do, and then we will leave. Try and stop us and you will die. Understand?" The mob mumbled. "Good. Now let's go" he said to Lavy and Casan.
"Okay. So where are your parents?"
"If they aren't dead then they are just down here" and Neo led the way to a ramshackle house with broken windows and doors.
Lavy looked up at the houes. "Intresting...."
Neo grunted and walked into the dirty house. An old woman was holding a bowl of cereal in her hands and dropped it when she saw him. "Hello mother." Neo said bitterly. "This is Lavy, and this is my grlfriend Casan. How are you? Everything been nice since I left?"
Lavy smiled and waved at the woman. "Hello."
Casan had sheathed her sword and followed silently. She stayed quiet and looked around the house.
Neo's mom just stared at him. Finally she said in a low growl. "Out...get..out..NOW!" Neo shook his head. "Now, now, mother, is that how you treat your only son?" She gave a mocking laugh. "HA! I have no son! Not anymore! Now I demand that you leave here before we all get thrown in jail!" Neo looked at her. ~Well Lavy, Casan, what do you want to do?~
~Hummmm......~ Lavy stepped forward. "Now that's not the way you treat your children, no matter how you feel about them. And seeings how he's your only child, I would think you would love him alot, right? Or....not, pity. He's a great person to have around, he's fun and loving and caring and funny, very funny. You should really get to know him better." Lavy shrugged. "What do you think Casan?"
Casan just shrugged and leaned against the wall. She was extremly p!ssed and didn't want to be there at all but still..."I don't give a flying f**k what you do. I'm just here because of Neo."She said with a hint of bitterness in her voice.
Neo turned toward her slowly with his eyebrow raised. "Is that so?" he said softly. "Fine, then we will leave" and he turned and walked out of thw house and back down the road they had walked earlier.
Lavy shrugged and followed him out.
Casan followed, glancing at Neo's mother as she left.
(yeah, Casan is going to be a little angry for the next few days since I feel like punching the guy who nearly killed my dad is the nuts. :P)
(doesnt mean you have to take it out on me and lavy...)
"Now what?"
"Ask her" Neo said bitterly, not bothering to slow down or turn around.
Lavy stoped. "What's wrong with you?"
"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK IS WRONG WITH ME?! HUH?! YOU WERE THERE, YOU HEARD WHAT JUST HAPPENED! DO YOU THINK I ENJOYED BEING BACK IN MY HOUSE?! BUT TO TOP IT ALL OFF, I HAVE CASAN SAYING WHAT SHE DID! SO JUST WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK IS THE MATTER?!" he screamed at her, and stormed off.
Casan sighed,"I'm going to go apologize."She ran after him.
"Have fun."
When Casan caught up with Neo she grabbed his arm,"Neo...please...I didn't want to make you mad..."
Neo pulled his arm away and kept walking. "Oh yea? Well guess what, you did!" He stopped and turned to look at her, his face was contorted with rage and heart-break. "And just what did you expect to happen when you said that? Huh? Did you think I would be fine with my gf acting like that to my mom, no matter what the history between my parents and I? And did you expect me not to be hurt with what you said? Not be hurt by your uncaring attitude, and you lovelessness? Your complete change in feelings? Casan, I brought us out here for a walk so i could bring you to my santcuary and then propose to you, but now...HA!..forget it, you wounded me too deeply." And with that he turned and walked away.
(ahhhhhh, burn)
Casan felt her heart break in pieces. She fell to her knees and held her head in her hands. Tears fell from her eyes but she wiped them away angrily.
Lavy ran over to Casan and keeled down beside her. "Casan what happened?"
"She was right. That b!tch was right."She opened a portal and stepped through it.
"What?" Lavy said standing up.
Casan stuck her head out of the portal"Come on."
"Umm...ok." Lavy said. She stepped into the portal.
Casan closed the portal. They were in an old temple. She walked to the front of the temple were a old woman sat, meditating.
"So, he has left you. Just as I said."
"You were right. Guess you always were. About everything."She pulled out a pistol.
"You are angry. I can feel it. But you are noy angry at him, you are angry at me. Why?"
"You took everything away from me."
"No my dear. You took everything away from yourself."The old woman got up and slapped Casan across the face.
"Wait a second what the hell is going on, Neo left you? Why would he leave you, he loves you." Lavy said stepping beteewn the woman and Casan "Would someone care to explain what the hell is going on?"
"Yeah, he left me."Casan said wiping blood from her mouth."Just like veryone one else, right, Circe?"
"Yes. You will understand one day Lavender. But for now, her little secret will stay a secret."
Casan raised the gun and pointed it at Circe.
(the drama is killing me...gahhhh....)
Lavy pushed Casan's hand down. "How do you know my name?"
"I know everything.I know how your parents died. How many people you've killed..."
"This isn't about her. Just quit messing with me. Quit making me do things I don't want to. You will have your promise."
Lavy ignored Casan. " No one know's how my parent's died, beside me and the one who killed them." Lavy said angrly
Neo was still storming off and found that his feet were leading him to his old sanctuarary. What was left of his heart broke into even more pieces. He sighed and went in, and made it snow. There he sat his head in his hands, in his own personal blizzard, hoping to freeze himself to death, and it was so cold that his tears were freezing before they even hit the ground.
Lavy sighed. "I need to go." she told Casan. Lavy waved her hand and a portal appered. She stepped into it and appered outside the santuaray. Lavy sat down on the steps. She decided to wait ten minutes and then go in.
Neo felt Lavy's presense. ~No.~ he thought, and made a force field, blocking Lavy from comming in.
~I didn't know that my presence was so discouraging.~
~You shouldn't be here Lavy. This is the end, don't you see? In the end we're all dead men, so what does it even matter anymore? I got nothing left, Lavy, nothing left. The war? Does it even matter? In 40 years no one will remember what happened. Look at WW2! Half the young people in the world couldn't tell you who the Allies were if their lives depended on it! I got no heart left, its been broken beyond repair. Why should I even keep going?~ He sent in a quiet, soft, almost a wisper of a thought.
Neo snorted. "Yea, such a wonderful one it must be if falls for someone who doesn't love me at all"
"How easily I'm forgotten, ah?" Lavy said with a smile.
(why did you deleate that post?? mine seems weird now, since its not a response to what you wrote)
Neo said nothing but continued to stare at the snow beneath him.
(lolz I didn't my brother did)
"Casan still loves you Neo."
(why did you let him on your stuff ???)
"Yea, such a pure, passionate, love that expressed itself through saying she didn't give a flying f**k"
(I didn't he went into my room when I wasn't here)
"Stop being such a pig head and look at the big picture will you." Lavy said with annoence
"Oh? What big picture?"
"The BIG picture! Your life, dear! Your suppose to be with Casan, that's how the story goes, Neo with Casan, the end."
Neo's eyes felt wet again. ~Stop Lavy...please...I can't....~
(wow this sounds like a cheap soap opera...boy meets girl, boy loses girl, boy gets girl lol)
"Why? As a freind I have to tell you what I see and this is what I see."
(other girl wants boy but can't have him, hint hint lol I for one am in love with soaps lolz)
(lol you know i'll always love ya Lavy dearie :-*)
"AND WHAT DO YOU SEE HUH?!...a broken man...not a leader, not a poweful wizard, a poor, fragile, broken man...a disgrace..." he finished quietly.
"No I see a power man, who's been wonded but not beaten."
(I know lol :-*)
Neo snorted. "Yea, right."
(what do we do now that Casan is gone??)
"It's ture, Neo. Your no disgrace, and don't you ever think that."
(*shruggs* no idea)
(Hmmm...want to marry me?)
"At least you think that, that makes one of us."
(lolz humm.......well if we're going to do that you at least have to ask Lavy)
"Well it should be both of us."
(i know, we'll work up to it, but i needed to know so i could work that in)
"Then convince me why I should think that."
(good idea)
"Where do I start there are so many amazing things about you."
"Pick one" he replied bitterly.
(lolz I just heard this the other day ::))
"Your gorgeous for one."
(lol for someone besides me? ;D)
Neo laughed sarcastically.
(I'm not telling)
"I'm serious, you may not see it butothers do."
(*sniff* i see how it is...*cries* lol)
"Mmmhmm...yea...right..whatever...you got anything more convincing than that?"
( lolz your going to make me cry :'()
"Your brillent."
(aww, dont cry my love :-*)
"Yea, so intellagent that I got myself screwed up like this."
(ok as long as you don't :))
"Beinf mislead and being stupid are two diffrent things."
( :-*)
"Yea..right..except its only the stupid who get mislead."
"Not true." Lavy said shaking her head/
Neo was starting to get annoyed. "Lavy is there a point to your being here?!"
"Yes."
(come on Lav, you gotta do more than this, play the role, make my character want to come back to you now that im not with Casan anymore! lol :-*)
"Which is?"
(lolz ok ok)
"It dosen't matter, anyways. I'm here for you not myself."
"You think I need your help?!"
"From what I can see you most definaly need my support, at least. Hell, you might even need my love, the way this seems to be heading."
Neo looked into her eyes for a very long time, not saying a word. He lowered the force field but made the blizzard go harder than ever.
(pretty good, your almost there with me ;) )
(Darn I was this close)
Lavy shivered a little bit.
Neo noticed her shiver and lessened the blizzard somewhat.
(lol kisses dear :-*)
(kisses back :-* :-*)
"You didn't have to do that you know." Lavy said sitting down.
Neo said nothing, only half listening to her, lost in thought.
"Neo, what's wrong dear. Is all this really about Casan?"
"Casan...the war...my home...you...me...them...life...death...chaos...order...WHAT DIFFERENCE DOES IT MAKE ANYMORE!?!?"
"It makes a huge difference, if we're going to fix this we need a difference. Fine let's start with the biggest problem."
(congrats on getting over 12K posts dear :-*, and good morning!)
"Oh, and what would that be?"
"The war, none of this would have ever happened if this war hadn't happened."
(oh I didn't even notice lolz good morning love :-* how are you?)
(im alright though, but im sick of writing these stupid college admissions essays >:()
"Does the war even matter now? I've rethought many of my priorities Lavender, and I'm just not sure its worth it any more. Can I possibly keep fighting this war while second-guessing my actions with her? Can I continue to fight it when my hearts no longer in it?" Neo said in a very quiet voice.
"If you don't want to contiune then that's your choice. But if you leave if wouldn't be the same. You know what you want to happen and nothings going to get in your way, somthing I seem to stuggle with."
((Yeah, my sister hated it to but she got into the college she wanted to get in so I guess it was worth it all :-*)
(what college did she go to?)
"Oh really? It sure seems like somethings getting in my way right now."
(comon Lav, push me into going out with you :P :-*)
(lolz I;m trying your being to stuburn lolz)
"And what would that be?"
(Um.... CSU Colorado State University)
(well duh, i did just have my heart broken into a million pieces, do you expect me to just jump into your arms without a fight?)
(nice, what year is she in?)
"My heart."
(yes lolz)
(Well this is her first year being there but because she was in this program called IB, she doing 2 year classes)
"What is it telling you?"
"Nothing right now, except that it is in unimaginable pain."
"Maybe I can fix that."
(how's that?)
(better)
"And how do you plan on fixing it?"
"By loving you."
Neo looked deep into her eyes, without saying a word.
"What are you thinking about?" Lavy wispered.
Neo sighed and looked away. "About whether or not to open my heart again to you."
"I did kinda crush it last time didn't I."
"Yep..."
(ok this is going nowhere we need to speed this up, go make out with me against my will or something :P :-*)
(lolz ok as you wish)
Lavy leaned over and kissed Neo softly on the lips. "I promise I'll never do that again." she wisperd again.
(wooohhoooooo :-* :P)
Neo was stunned. He had expected her to do any of a number of things, but that wasn't one of them. He expected it to hurt his heart more, but somehow it soothed it.
(lolz :))
"It's up to you Neo." Lavy smiled and then stood.
Neo sighed. The blizzard became a thunder storm. He wanted to do something, he wanted to hold Lavy...but something was holding him back. "It's too soon Lavy...the wound is too fresh...I can't...not yet...not now..." he said quietly, sitting in the downpour.
"That's what I thought, dear. I'd think it a bit strange if you didn't want time."
"So where do we go from here?" he asked, looking at her.
"On I guess, life can't stop cause we have problems." Lavy shrugged.
"Aint it the truth." Neo paused considering something. "Lavy, would you like to learn the secret of this place, of my branch of magic? This place is full of it, and is the only place in the world where my magic can be found in the wild."
Lavy smiled. "I'd like that very much."
Neo smiled and stood up. "Sit down where I had been sitting", he told her, "and clear your mind except for the idea of ice cold power. Make the idea and feeling of power tangible, and ice cold. Allow your entire being to be filled with the extreme cold of the power, allow it to develop in you, and mix with your power, to make you even stronger than ever."
Lavy nodded and then sat down. She xlosed her eyes and began to clear her mind.
Neo watched and waited. Slowly the snow on the ground began to rise up and slowly swirl around her, in a faint mist. ~Good job, keep it up, focus more strongly.~
Lavy took a deep breath. Suddenly out of no where the thunder storm turned back into a snow storm and the teprature dropped. Lavy didn't pay much attetion to the change but insted keept focusing on ice cold power and nothing but that.
~Keep it up dear, your doing fine.~
Lavy nodded and contiuded to cause the temprature drop.
(come on Lavy, you gotta start writing more things in your replys, im running out of ideas.)
(I don't know...I guess I'll make somthing burst in to flames.)
Out of nowhere a pew infront of them burst into flames and Lavy's eyes snapped open. The snow stoped and the temprature roase. "Well that was intresting." Lavy said standing up slowly. "Thanks for that little insight into your powers."
(a pew?? lavy...we're in the woods...)
"Your welcome" he replied. "Now what?"
(what when did this happen?)
(check back a few pages after i run away from casan it says i stopped in front of the woods where my sanctuary is)
(lolz fine just pretend it was a tree that burst into flames)
"We go back."
(lol ok then)
"Lead on then."
Lavy sighted. "I don't want to."
"Excuse me?"
"Never mind, it's nothing."
Neo looked at her strangly but said nothing.
"So what we're we doing again?"
"I don't know...let's just go back to the school..." Neo felt his pocket and felt the ring in his pocket which had been meant for Casan. Neo sighed and stood up.
"What's wrong?"
Neo's hand tightened around the small box in his pocketed. "Nothing..." Neo replied in a cold voice.
"Your a bad lier Neo."
Neo looked away and said nothing.
"Neo, what's wrong?"
Neo slowly lifted the box out of his pocket and looked at it. It was a beautiful mahogany box. He opened it, and inside, on the black silk, was a ring with 4 diamonds, 3 rubies, 2 sapphries, and 1 emerald, which was the largest of all the stones, sitting in the middle, with the other stones surrounding it in circles, and the band was pure gold.
"For Casan, I guess." Lavy said looking down at the ring.
Neo snapped the box shut. "Yea..."
"Where you going to give it to her today?"
"Yes, I was going to propose to her...I guess it doesn't matter now, does it?" and with that he took the ring and threw it on the ground and walked away.
Lavy picked up the box. She waved her hand and it disappered. "It dose matter."
"And why is that?"
"There are tons a reasons." Lavy disappered and reappered back in the common room.
Neo followed her. "Name some of them then."
"Why you already know the answer."
"No I don't, so why don't you tell me."
"Yes you do."
(No way your getting out of this Lavy, I'm running out of ideas.)
(I can try..... :))
"Think about it Neo, why would the fact that you where going to ask Casan to marry you matter?"
"Explain why it matters anymore!"
"Oh come on Neo, your a smart man."
"It mattered before, but that ship has sailed! She's gone! Why would it matter anymore?!"
"Fine let's back trac a bit......now back in the woods you asked me to name some of the reasons why your great, right?"
"If you say so, I don't remember."
"Well on is because your capable of falling in love, and that should be somthing your proud of."
"What difference does it make?! My falling in love has screwed me over!!"
"Yes....it did....but at least you know that you can fall in love."
Neo looked at her, exasperated. "SO?! AND YOUR POINT IS?! Why should I be proud of the fact that I'm now suffering?! Do you have a point to this insane line of thinking?!"
Lavy shrugged. "Maybe, but your not getting the point I'm trying to make, Neo."
"No, I'm not! I don't think you have a point!"
"Would you please stop yelling?"
"I'm sorry, I'm just still worked up and my emotions are all over the place still."
"I know. But my only point is that you can be in love, and just because your hurt dosen't mean that's changed."
"Why would I still be in love...how could I still be in love...when I hurt so much?"
"Because that's how love is, who do you love?"
Neo looked away with his eyes filled with tears. "I...I...I don't know..."
Lavy stood up and walked over to Neo. "Yes you do, come on....your freinds that's one who else?"
Neo laughed sarcastically. "Friends? HA! They are associates, not friends, just an oppurtunity."
"Neo, please don't say that, you don't mean it, tell me whom do you love, just one person, any person."
"You."
"That's one, who else?"
"Her."
"And another."
"There is no other. Now what is your point for all this?"
"There's always another, but my point is just being able to love anyone means life is worth living and that all the things you belive in are worth beliving in."
"And dieing after loving makes the loving not worth it at all Lavy!"
"But see that's where your wrong. When you really love someone it will never end, even when your dead. So there is no end to it, love is forever."
"Not many people love dead people Lavy, love has a tendency to fissle out when someone dies."
"Neo, let me show you somthing." she took his hand and started pulling him to the door.
Neo followed.
They appered infront of an apartment complex and Lavy lead the way up a flight of stairs and across a hallway to a window.
"What is this place?"
"It's where some old freinds live." Lavy pulled Neo closer to the window. "Now what do you see?" Lavy said. Inside there where tow people sitting on in a chair. They where watching tv together.
Neo looked in. "I see an empty, dusty, moldy, old room. Why are you showing me an empty room? Is this your idea of a joke?"
"Oh, I forgot, their gost, so you can't see them. Well there are two people a boy and a girl sitting in a chair. They're not realated in anyway so why do you think they are sitting togeher?"
"Lavy, I'm not stupid, I can put two and two together, what is your point?"
"They're dead, but they still love each other."
"So your trying to make your point by showing me two people who were too afraid to truey die and face their eternal fate, that they decided to spend all eternity in limbo in a dirty room watching reruns on a black-and-white television?"
"You could see it like that....if they where normal."
"Meaning?"
"They can't leave that room because the image of them that yu see is their inprint of love, in other words when they died, they where each split into two different phantoms."
"Sounds like the opposite of love to me, denying oneanother of eternal rest sounds selfsish."
"Your not getting the point Neo, you spend all your time being so stright forward with everything you don't stop and think for just one moment."
"I think far more than you give me credit for Lavy Brown! Simply because I dissagree or see things differently does not make me stupid!"
"I never said you where stuipd."
"That is not love!" Neo said, ignoring her reply to his comment, "that is selfishness and greed."
"See....now your being stupid!"
"We dissagree on what love is. Love is putting someone else before yourself no matter what. And by forcing the other to leave a part of themself on Earth so they can be together in a surreal, intangible existance, is not my idea of love!"
"You just have a problem with what they did because you think you'll never even have someone to do, what they did with, but guess what that's not true. Why don't you just ask them yourself."
"Why should I ask two barely existant things to determine my future?"
"Because they know how to get though to you."
"I doubt that. Prove it."
"Fine." Lavy walked over to the door and pushed it open. "Go ahead."
Neo walked in and waited for Lavy to follow.
"You don't need me go on." Lavy said closing the door. The two people turned around.
"What the--" Neo turned and faced them. "Well?"
"Hello." the woman said.
"Hello."
"What is it that you want?"
"It's not me that wants anything, I'm only in here because of her."
"Oh Lavy? Oh yes well she can be very persasive." the man said with a laugh.
"Persuasive? More like annoying" Neo replied, rolling his eyes.
"That too, so why did she send you in here?"
"Who knows."
"Take a seat so it at least looks like we're having a convrsation."
"No thanks, don't feel like sitting. We can talk like this."
"Ok, so what's your name?"
"SupremeDirector Neo, leader of the NeoArcticSun. And you?"
"Jamie Benton."
"And what did you do in your life?"
(you ever gonna reply?)
(sorry I wan't here last night)
"I worked for the Ministry."
(its cool. you gonna reply to VB?)
Neo's eyes narrowed slightly. "Is that so?"
"Yes."
(wow sorry I haven't been here in forever I'v been grounded for the Internet so now I have to sneek on so it mght take me much longer to reply)
(ok)
"What part of the Ministry did you work for?"
"I worked right under the Minister... great man." Jamie added.
"Hmm, I think I'm the one who exucuted him, although I may be mistaken since I've killed so many Ministers."
"Exuse me?" Jamie said in a tenser voice. "But how old are you?"
(oh and by the way Lavy is 15 now)
(lol ok, and Neo's 17 now :P)
"17, why?"
(oh? fun)
"That seems alittle young to be killing people don't you think?"
Neo laughed sarcastically. "I've started two revolutions on two different continents in 5 years lady."
"That would mean you started a reavlotion when you where 12, am I correct?" the man said before Jamie could say anything."
"Very good. The revolution officially broke out when I was 12, but I was formenting unrest when I was 7."
"Humm..." the man said. He turned to Jamie and whispered, "We need to talk to Lavy about him, she shouldn't be mixing herself with someone like that."
"Then you obviously don't know very much about Lavy then, do ya?" Neo replied, hearing his wisper.
"And wat would make you say somthing like that?" the man asked
"Because amazingly she has eliminated more people than I have."
"I find that very hard to belive."
"Dont, because its completly true. I've had to fight her myself a few times."
"Lavy's very powerful, but she hardly ever uses that power."
(It's fun talking about myself ;D)
(lol your strange dear ;D :-*)
"Then you and I know two different Lavy's"
(I know ;D ;D :-* :-* :-* ;) ;) ;))
"Very different indeed."
"How long has it been since you last saw her?"
"About six weeks ago."
"Then either she has an identicle twin we don't know about, or you have been seriously decieved."
(your still waiting outside the room right?)
(yep)
"I think she's decived you."
"Let's think about this for a moment. I've watched her obliderate entire groups of people and had to fight for my life from her on a number of occassions, and you have not, and yet you think I have been decieved?"
"Yes I think you have."
"And how is that?"
"Because Lavy is one of the sweetest, most kind person I've ever met. She would never hurt a soul."
Neo fell on the ground from laughing so hard, and tears were coming out of his eyes. "That...is one of the...most illconcieved...notions...I have ever heard..." he replied, gasping for breath and trying to control his laughter.
"What's with all the laughter?" Lavy's voice said from the other side of the door.
~This idiot is trying to pass you off as a pacifist who's never hurt anyone in her entire life, and refuses to believe your a cold-hearted killer. Its quite amuzing.~
~Neo!! Why did you tell him?!~
~Why not?~
~Oh, it dosen't matter anymore, they know now~
~Tell me why Lavy!~
~It dosen't matter, lets just go~
~No way, not this time! You brought me here for a reason and now your plan is falling into shambles around you, and I demand an answer from you!~
~Fine, if your not coming...~ Lavy's foot steps started down the hallway.
"LAVY BROWN GET YOUR ASS IN HERE NOW! YOU OWE ALL THREE OF US AN EXPLANATION!" he screamed at her through the door as he threw the door open.
"I don't own anyone anything." Lavy said starting down the staris.
Neo threw his hand out and suddendly Lavy was bound with chains of light. He pointed his hand inside the room and she was thrown inside. He closed the door. "Do not cross me Lavy..." he warned her.
"Don't start with me Neo." Lavy said standing up.
"Then don't try and pull your crap with me."
"What crap, I'm really not in the mood to talk about this."
"You were in the mood 10 min ago when it wasn't you being questioned."
"No, I'm never in the mood to talk about my life, and you already know that."
"Well thats just too d**n bad now isn't it?! Your always ready to get involved in other people's lives and stick your nose where it doesn't belong, but whenever someone tries to do it to you, you flip out and realize just how annoying it is. You filthy hypocrite!
"Don't you ever call me that again." Lavy said in a calm voice, too calm.
Neo snorted. "You really don't realize where you are do you? You don't know who these people truly are, do you? They were some of my original supporters. My power in this room is invincible. In this room, in this house, you cannot defeate me! So, with that said. "YOU ARE A FILTHY HYPOCRITE!"
"I'm very pleased that you can get that off your chest and say it to my face, Neo, are you finished ranting and raving?"
"Lavy. I am NOT in the mood for this. You will explain yourself, or I will force it out of you, either way you will speak. I usually play along with your pathetic games, but not today, not now. DO NOT TEST ME!" he replied.
"Do you know what your problem is Neo? You too controlling. Everything has to be your way or it's the highway. And for your information, I don't play games. Because if I did you would be dead at this point in time. Get angry and then get over it. I don't have time for your crap right now. But maybe another time."
He considered her for a moment. Then he laughed sarcastically. "Do you know who you sound like? My mother. Interesting, eh? She said exactly the same thing right before I blew up half the city."
"That's nice for the city, but I couldn't care less what your mother said."
"Well you should care Ms. Brown, because if I have to endure one more lie from you, I will blow up your ENTIRE hometown."
Lavy laughted. "Go ahead Neo I was going to do it myself but you just saved me the time."
Neo studied her for a moment. "Why do you do this Lavy?"
"Do what?"
"Act like a complete and total b****?"
"I learned from the best." Lavy said with a smile.
(we're always fighting in rp's ;D)
(i've noticed that lol but i still love ya :-*)
Neo glared but said nothing.
(your turn babe)
(ok dear)
"I'm tired of always fighting you, Neo." Lavy said after a few minutes.
"Likewise. But its your doing."
"You don't try and stop it."
Neo sighed. "I've tried more often than you can possibly imagine, but you get in my way every single time."
"Oh belive me I know."
(does this rp have a point anymore? im out of ideas for this one, how about you?)
(I don't think this rp had a point to begin with....)
(lol i forget how it even started :P ::) )
(same here oh well)
(shall we continue it or call it a day?)
(I say we count our losses and go home, this rp's been dead for a long time)
(sounds good to me, but that means you gotta work harder than ever on VB since thats like the only RP still alive on HPFF lol)