Sarah was sitting outside the qiddich field in the stands thinking about how she was going to work on getting through school. So much had happened so far this year.
Sarah went back to about 1 month ago when she was under Silas spell. Siruis had forgiven her for it but what Sirius or anyone else for that matter. She was still beating herself up.
"Well I better go pratice." Sarah then got up and went to the field and started to pratice flying. She was starting to get mad at the fact that she was stupid and let herself do that.
"I'm so stupid." Sarah was then flying and ran stait into one of the polls.
Leron was walking around the pitch as he noticed Sarah, she was one of the best in Hogwarts according to his brother so he decided he would ask her to practice with him. He got on his broom and raced up towards the pole, "Hey Sarah" he said.
Ginny looked up from below the pole, half laughing.
"Your real smart." She said to Sarah. She too held a broom, but only because she had just returned from somewhere. She had a bookbag filled with large books next to her as she squinted up at the other two.
"Having fun?"
Sarah rubbed his head.
"Well first what year and house are you in." Sarah siad as she looked at him rubbing her head.
"That pole hurts." Sarah then thought about Silas toruring her.
"well ya I guess."
Leron gave her an awkward look, he didn't expect to be questioned. "I'm a 4th year, Slytherin, Blaze's brother" he said a little nervously now.
Ginny swung one leg over the broom, lifting herself to Sarah's hieght.
"I know him, he;s an okay kid."
"Oh well I guess you could pratice a little." Sarah said as she looked at him.
"Ginny I don't know if I'll be great at pratice." Sarah then touch down for a minute. All she could think of was being torutred and not knowing what to do.
Ginny shrugged, "My dear, you need some exercise to get your mind off things. If you don't want to play quidditch, you can spar with me." She offered, smiling slightly.
Sarah smiled.
"Well I guess I can spar with you." Sarah was still thinking about Silas and trying to think about something else but that kept coming to mind.
"Awesome." Ginny said, landing and putting her broom next to her bag. She turned and pulled her sweatshirt over her head, so she was wearing a white t-shirt.
She turned and faced Sarah as she twisted a gumband around her hair in a ponytail. A few strands wouldn't be pulled back, she didn't mind. She blew them out of her face and smiled.
Sarah sat her broom down and reput her hair up.
"Well Ginny I think I'm Ready." SArah was getting ready to spar.
"Then come attack me." Ginny said, standing completly still, her hands at her side and her eyes twinkling lightly. This was her element, hand-to-hand combat.
Sarah then ran to her not thinking. She was now going up to attack her.
Sarah then tried to kick him.
Ginny raised her arm as Sarah's foot came up, using her forearm to block the blow. She flipped her hand around and grabbed Sarah's ankle, yanking and pulling her off her balance.
Ginny smiled slightly as she took a step back, "Come on, concentrate."
Sarah got back up and sort of concetrated and then went to hit her again this time she aimed high but went to the ground to trip her.
Ginny stepped back, stumbling, but not falling. She laughed again, happily, taking a position to guard. But she wasn't attacking.
Sarah was getting mad. Sarah seemed to be picturing Ginny as Silas.
Sarah then went after Ginny and tried to hit her in the somach and then the face.
Ginny's laughter died as Sarah went for her stomach and quicker then lightning she blocked the hit, propelling Sarah back a few feet and making the hit to her face less effective then it should have been.
In the next second, she jumped up, landing her foot on Sarah's chest and knocking her backwards. She went to move again, the stopped as there was a yell.
"Just what do you think you are doing?!" yelled the voice of an old man. Ginny scowled, then winked at Sarah as the man belonging to the voice hobbled up.
Sarah then got up and started to go back after Ginny. Sarah was not really ready to fight a lot. She just wanted to get him out of her head.
"Dude will you shut up." Sarah was now going after ginny's leg.
Ginny snickered and flipped onto her hands, then landed back on her feet. She knew she shouldn't be fighting with Sarah right now, not even sparing, but she didn't care.
The old man wheezed as he slid to a stop near them, "Ginerva! You can't do this! Your conditio-"
Ginny stopped dead in her tracks and turned and glared at him, "SHut up, Sam." She hissed, then turned to Sarah, "Come on. Ignore him."
"ok" Sarah went hit her in the stomach. Sarah did not even want notice that she was was yelling something.
"Silas I'm going to stop you." Sarah then went to attack Ginny more.
Ginny again blocked her stomach effectivly. This time, she grabbed Sarah's wrist and yanked down, dropping to her own knees, turning and swinging Sarah over her head.
"Ginny! Really! You'll get hurt! You'll hurt-"
"Sam! Leave me alone!" Ginny snapped at him angrily, standing and stepping away from Sarah.
"Leave me alone." Sarah then looked at her.
"I'm going to win." Sarah mind was no longer seeing Ginny but Silas there trying to kill her.
Sarah then dove at her not wanting to get hurt by Silas.
Ginny was caught off guard, going right down to the ground as Sarah dove on her. She struck her right hand out, hitting Sarah in the shoulder and sending her away from her own body. Her face suddenly paled, and she rolled away from Sarah and Sam, stumbling away from them and becoming sick. She wiped her mouth, then glared at Sam.
"I told you, you foolish girl." He said, then looked at Sarah, "You shouldn't let her fight with you!"
"Shut up. He is trying to kill me." Sarah then went after her again.
"I won't let him hurt me any more." Sarah then tried to hurt Ginny.
Sarah then started to see the real Ginny but her mind would not let her stop fighting.
Ginny's face was pale, and sweaty, but as Sarah came at her, she was once again blocking. But she was starting to get dizzy. She decided to end the fight as easily as it had begun.
She grabbed Sarah's left arm and spun her around so her arm was held behind her back. She hit her knee into the back of Sarah's using the reflex jerk to push Sarah onto the ground. She grabbed her other arm, holding both hands behind Sarah's back and holding Sarah to her knees.
Her hands were shaking, and she was as pale as a ghost, but she didn't let go.
"Sarah, I need you to pull yourself together." Ginny told her, breathing hard.
Sam had his arms folded, angrily.
Sarah layed there crying.
"Ginny I'm so sorry." She then sat up not looking away.
"I can't get him out of my mind."
"I know, sweetie. And I shouldn't have asked you to spar with me. I knew it would do this." She said, gently letting Sarah's arms go. She stepped back, covering her shaking limbs by clasping her hands behind her back. Sam watched her with narrowed eyes.
"Ginny it is just so hard." Sarah then looked up at her.
"Plus I can't tell Siruis. I mean I promise to get it out of my head." SArah was not happy with herself now all she wanted to do was curl up and cry.
"It's impossible to forget it. But you have to stop being so melodramatic." Ginny said, suddenly wrinkling her nose in half disgust. Then her brow smoothed and she shook her head, "What I mean is, don't make it a big deal."
"okay Ginny I will try to get it out. I mean this is the frist big blow up I had though"
Ginny glanced at Sam, "Go away." She said, then sitting on the ground next to Sarah. Sam grumbled something, then ambled away. Ginny scowled at his back then looked at Sarah, "Listen, kiddo. Things happen. You need to get used to them."
"I know that Ginny. I just feel like I'm not as strong as any of you guys. I mean I spend all my time with elements and my mind powers that I dont work on my spells." Sarah then smiled at Ginny.
"I want to be a vet not work at the ministry all my life. no offence."
"None taken. I don't think I'll be working there...or anywhere soon." Ginny said, shrugging.
"oh okay. Promise me something if Siruis asked what happen don't tell him." Sarah then lightly hugged Ginny.
"I mean I don't need him to find out."
"I won't tell him." Ginny said, hugging her back, "I understand what it means to hide something."
"Thanks." Sarah then sat down.
"I'm trying hard to not think of it."
*sirius had been walking around the grounds just pearing up at the sky when somehow he had wondered to the quidditch pitch. he never liked quidditch all that much but he thought he had spotted sarah. so he walked into the field and saw ginny and ha guess who! sarah. ginny looked pale and sarah looked angry. he walked up behind sarah and covered her eyes.* guess who!
Sarah not knowing who it was elbowed siruis in the stomack and then turned around and punched him in the face before she relized it was him.
"sorry."
*sirius fell to the ground clutching his stomach with his right hand and his nose with his left.* impressive *he said his voice sounded like air from getting the wind knocked out of him. he noticed blood from his nose and quickly looked to ginny then took out his wand and made the blood stop, his noes still hurt badly.*
"Siruis I'm so sorry." Sarah then dropped to her knees next to him.
"I mean it. I did not know it was you."
*sirius smiled.* because i can see how so many men would just walk up to you behind your back and cover your eyes...unless..*sirius looked at her in the eyes.* you still are worried about silas aren't you! based on ginny here sick i'd say she was fighting you, and based on your jumpyness towards me i'd say you had been imagining her as someone else. there's only one person that i can think of that you were so mad at the you actually beat ginny, which is pretty impressive i must add, and that would be silas.
"I would not do a thing." Sarah looked him in the eyes trying to make the lie work.
"I mean come on I did promise you I would not."
*sirius looked in her eyes then in ginny's.* yes, but ginny can't forget what she did...no offense...but i think she's been sweet talkin' you about how you wont ever forget. but i know that baby! myabe i should jsut butt out of it for a while and let ginny here help you through it all.
"Siruis no I don't want to you out of my life. I love you. I'm sorry. I'm working hard on it." Sarah then hugged him.
*sirius let out a painful heeve. she had hugged him on his bruised ribs. he barely made a sound when he talked again* i didn't mean that..i mean im just gonna let you deal with that part of your life. ginny seems to know a lot more then me. *sirius nodded towards ginny.*
"oh okay. Sirius I did not mean to hurt you." Sarah now was getting sort of upset.
*sirius smiled.* neh ill be fine...im not that weak..
Sarah smiled. "I can make it hurt worse if you want."
*sirius smiled.* i think ill stick with the broken noes and the bruised rib for now thanks.
"oh okay I guess I can handle that at the moment."
Ginny smiled at them slightly, "She didn't beat me. She would have if we had kept it up. I'm pretty weak lately."
"YA Siruis I mean I really did not want to fight with him." Sarah then smiled at ginny slightly hoping to get back to her normal self.
*sirius looked at them both and nodded to the both of them.* allright...well why were you to fighting in the first place?
"well I'm not really sure i guess because we wanted to"
ha, smart idea ginny. *sirius said knowing she was weak lately.*
"Ha ha, jerk." Ginny sneered then laughed.
*sirius laughed.* ya well, looks like we both lost to sarah in this. *sirius felt his noes again and it pained just to touch. he figured it must be broken.*
Ginny smirked, "Want the rest of your face to match that nose?" She asked, raising an eyebrow. She rolled her eyes and looked to Sarah, exhaustion flickering across her face.
"Hun, get some sleep, ok?"
ha, i dont think you can do much now without throwing up. or without having sam breathing down your neck.
Sarah smiled at Ginny.
"Sam is right if I would have known. I would not have fought you."
*sirius smiled.* aw yes, the beauty of ginny and her secrets. i swear she has more secrets then anyone i know!
"Sam's not here now, is he?" Ginny sneered, jokingly.
*sirius smiled and tried to get up. but decided better and laid back down. his ribs pained him to move.*
Sarah looked at this and frowned.
"Oh I'm so sorry Siruis. I did not mean to hurt you."
eh, dont worry about it baby. i just need a potion but its in my common room... *sirius said rummaging through his pockets and pulling out only lint, paper, money, and a dog bone.*
"okay. let me help you."
*sirius hit himself on his forehead from stupidity. he took out his wand.* accio melonomans! *after a brief silence sirius saw a single potion bottle flying out of his open window. it landed with a thud next to him. he opened it quickly and drank it in a single gulp. he laid back and breathed deeply, letting the potion kick in. after a few moments he felt a mind numbingly brilliant feeling in his ribs and on his nose. he felt his nose after a few moments and flicked it.* all better! *he smiled at sarah and ginny.*
Sarah smiled and then laughed.
"now I can hurt you more."
*sirius stuck up his two inde fingers forming a cross.* i surrendor i surrendor!!
"Ya I won." Sarah said pertending itg was something good to win.
*sirius smiled and continued to lay there looking at ginny now.*
"so now what we want to do." Sarah was now laying on her stomach.
*sirius sighed tiredly and rolled on his stomach pain free!* he closed his eyes. sleepy time.
"Oh okay I can handle sleepy time." Sarah however was no where near tired.
*sirius smiled keeping his eyes closed.*
Sarah was not tired so she just watched him.
*sirius knew she was watching him. he stuck out his tongue with his eyes still closed.*
Sarah smiled at him. "I thought you siad you were sleeping."
i thought you said you were going to sleep too.
"I lied I'm not tired at all." Sarah then smiled.
"I wanted to make you happy."
*sirius smiled and opened his eyes.* well then i guess we're even.
well I guess your right about that." sarah laid there looking into his eyes.
*sirius smiled and sat there still blinking ever so slowly.*
Sarah laid there trying to start a staring contest with him.
*sirius noticed her staring. he stared back.* yes?
"nothing I just love you eyes." Sarah still stared. "they let me know I'm safe."
*sirius smiled and stared back in hers.* ok then... *he knew what she was doing and he wasnt going to let her.*
"Ya why you staring at me." Sarah said staring still refusing to blink.
your eyes are just...just so pretty *he smiled and he blew on her face.* you had a hair on your nose.
Sarah blinked. "Siruis black you cheated."
Sarah then turned pretending to be mad.
*sirius laughed and rolled over so he was very close to her. her wrapped his left arm around her neck lightly and kissed her ear.* i'm sorry.
"well why should I not be mad." Sarah there.
*sirius wimpered in her ear.*
"Okay OKay I give." Sarah said as she turned to look at him. "I'm not mad."
*sirius kissed her lips.* yay. *he whispered in her ear.*
Sarah leaned in to him.
"well you know that you can't be mad with me either."
*sirius smiled.* and when did i say i was mad ms. jones?
"you did not but that becuase we know you can't me Mister black"
*sirius raised his eyebrows.* i have no idea what you just said. but ok. *he stuck out his tongue smiling.*
Sarah stuck her tounge out to. "I can do that to you know.
*sirius touched his tongue to his nose.* cam you do tat? *he said uncomfortably.*
"No sorry. I can't" Sarah said trying.
*sirius smiled.* ah wim *he laughed and stuck his tongue back in his mouth where it belonged.*
Sarah stuck hers back in. "Yes you did."
*sirius smiled.* sooo now what?
"Well I'm not sure. I did not think of that."
*sirius smiled.* well maybe you should've! oh im just teasing.
"Oh You better be teasing."
*sirius laughed.* dont worry sarah bear i am.
Sarah smiled. "that is great. I thought I would have to hurt you."
*sirius's eyes widened.* we wouldnt want that!
"YA you right about that part." Sarah smiled and sat up trying to think of what to do.
because im out of melonomans and if i break something else then im in trouble with dumbledore. *sirius smiled.*
"oh why would you be in trouble with him." Sarah said trying to see if it as a good enought.
because melanomans can only work correctly with a special eingrediant that is very rare. dumbledore has to give it to me.
"oh I see. I won't tell then"
*sirius smiled.* so no hurting me!
"okay no hurting you." Sarah smiled.
*sirius smiled.* my body thanks you.
"ya it is better." Sarah siad as she smiled.
*sirius smiled and looked at the sky once more. closing his eyes.*
Sarah now stared at the sky so glad it was a great day.
*sirisub breathed in and out slowly. taking in the fresh air like it was a drug. (teehee)*
Sarah looked at him before closing her eyes too.