Vanessa was back from a much needed vacation. She missed seeing everyone, Blaze expecially. She smiled as she walked up to the front doors and made her way inside. After she had found out a dark secret last year, she went away for 6 months, afraid for her life. She walked up to the Slitheren Commonroom and put her stuff away. Then she walked into the great hall, hoping see all her friends.
"V, ur backk!" kilynn said smiling.
Vanessa smiled, happy to see a familer face. "Hey! How have things been going without me?" She giggled. "It must have been pretty borring. So... where is everyone?" She really wished she could see Blaze again.
Molly ran up to Vannesa "Your Back" she said smiling. She hadn't seen vannessa forever.
"Im so glad Im back." Vanessa said, her eyes filled with dark secrets, pain, and lies. "You dont know how hard its been to be away from here... Has anyone seen Blaze? I cant wait to tell him Im back." She smiled.
"No I haven't seen blaze for a long time...." she was telling hte truth but she wondred if that was teh right thing to say to Vannessa
Vanessa's face fell. "Well where could he be?" She hoped that he wasn't in any trouble.
"Don't feel bad, he's probaly fine."
Vanessa nodded. "How long has it been since you've seen him?" She knew something was wrong, she could feel it haunting her. "I'm sorry if I'm over-reacting... It's just a lot has happened since we've last spoke."
"Ugh it was november i belive." Molly felt bad now.
Vanessa nodded again and walked over to sit down. What if something did happen to him? It would be all my fault. She looked down at her palms, her nails cutting them. She only did this when she got upset... The last time she did this was when Sky confessed her feeling her Blaze. She could feel her eyes watering and tried to hold the tears back.
Molly sat down next to V. "It's not your fault, he's fine." she grabbed her hands so she wouldn't scratch herself. She felt like it was her fault V. was having such a bad homecoming.
"Don't worry about me, I'm just a wreak." Vanessa said. She knew that she was in for a lot.
Sarah walked in not knowing what was going on and saw Vanessa was back and ran over to her.
"Oh myh girl welcome back." She then saw she was said.
"What happen girl"
Vanessa smiled to see Sarah. "It's nothing I should worry about. Molly just said that she hadn't seen Blaze in a while and I was worried something had happened to him."
Sarah smiled at her. "Your right I mean come on I've not seen him in a while but that does not mean he is hurt. That just means i might actually be studing and praticing his powers."
Sarah was trying to cheer her up.
"I'm just over reacting." Vanessa said to herself.
"Yes you are so what you want to do know." Sarah said smiling.
Vanessa smiled. "I just really planned on coming back and seeing everyone again."
"Oh okay that is great. So you going to be here for a while." Sarah smiled.
"I mean I missed you when you left."
"I don't plan on ever leaving again... Well untill I graduate." Vanessa smiled. "Maybe we could hang out later?"
Albus was walking around when he suddenly entered the Slytherin common room for no reason. There he saw Vanessa and Srah and all the others.
He walked there and said " Hi Vanessa! Where have you've been?" He asked.
He haden't seen her in a long time wondering where she would have been.
"At home." Vanessa said. "My parents thought I needed a break from school." She rolled her eyes. Her parents usually wanted nothing to do with her but now they wanted her to waste all of her time at home.
Sarah smile. "I would like that. I'm tired of sitting around her bored."
"I would leave..." she sighed "But i have nowhere to go." then she rembered "Except my granny's but she smells like old ladys" she laughted turnigng something horible into something better.
"Well it would probably be great for most people but my parents... there much different then most." Vanessa didn't want to say much more, knowing that it would cost her to give away too much. "But I guess it was okay. I just really missed being with all of you guys." She smiled, it was good to be back.
"Well we missed you too." she said smiling at V. "So what'd you do when you were gone?"
"Oh it was pretty boring. I mostly just sat around the house. Sometimes I talked to some of my old friends from before I came here." Vanessa said boredly. "I hated not being able to use magic though."
"Oh like its so hard to clean your room and watch tv." she said laughing
Vanessa laughed. "Well it just got old."
"You know what else gets old ...... Running away.... fighting... runningaway.... fighting..... runing away...... fighting." she looked at sarah.
Vanessa could relate to what Molly said but she decided not to comment. She looked down at her feet. Why did the world have to be unexpeced? Why couldn't we just know what we were in for?
Molly wondered what vannesa was thinking she saw the blank look on her face.
Sarah laughed at Molly.
"Girl I think that could be fun. I mean I never get bored that way. Vanessa what you thinking."
"Oh nothing." Vanessa said. "Sorry I'm just voning out because I'm tired." She put on a fake smile. She had gotten really good at lieing and she didn't know if that was a good thing or a bad thing.
"Oh well why don't you go take a nap."
"Your right... Maybe I should." Vanessa said, doing her best fake yawn. "Talk to you guys later." She said, walking away."
Once she had gotton far enough away she walked outside. It was somewhat cold but it really didn't bother her. She walked over to the lake and sat down by it, looking at her reflection. Why did everything have to change? She looked around and thought of all of the fun, carefree memories that had taken place here. She wished things could just go back to normal.
MOlly looked at Sarah "Theres something much more here." she said glancing at sarah.
"I know that. But I want to give her some time to think." Sarah said as she stood there.
Vanessa sat by the lake, swirling the water with her finger. She hated being confused, alone. Anymore she always felt this way. She wanted to get her mind off everything and be carefree. She stood up and walked into the water. She really didn't care anymore if her makeup or hair got messed up.
"When should we confront her?" Kilynn asked Sarah and Molly.
yay 'nessa ur back
"well let her calm down frist."
"okay," said kilynn. She trusted Sarah
"I mean I'll go talk to her once she wakes up." Sarah then walked out side to the lake. Then she saw Vanessa was there.
"I thought you were going to sleep."
"I changed my mind." Vanessa said blankly.
Sarah smiled.
"okay I see. " Sarah then sat by her.
"You know we know something is up right."
"Its nothing. Really." Vanessa said, her eyes begging to let it be.
Sarah smiled. "Okay I'll let it go but if you want to talk I'm here. i mean i promise everyone that I would talk to you and well if you don't want to talk someone else will."
Sarah stayed sitting there though.
Vanessa sighed. "Nobody can do anything about it and I cant really explain it without putting people in danger." She didnt want anyone to get hurt.
Sarah smiled. "You might not want to put us in danger but we are since your friends and the will keep trying to protect you."
Vanessa smiled, glad to have a caring friend. "Ill tell later when there isnt anyone around."
"okay that fine. " sarah smiled. "I mean I was picked to be the one to find out anyways."
Vanessa waited for the perfect moment to tell Sarah. Once everyone was distracted she pulled her outside where no one was around. "The reason I'm upset is... is that Maddy is dead." Vanessa started crying for loosing her friend was hard.
((btw I kno Maddy in real life and i got her permission for this))
Sarah looked at her shocked.
"Oh my I'm sorry I knew you were closer with her then any of us." Sarah then gave her a hug.
"I'm here if you need to talk."
(I though you might)
Vanessa wiped her eyes. "I'll be okay soon." She smiled, trying to remain strong. "I'm just worried that something happened to Blaze too."
Sarah smiled.
"I know your worried." Sarah looked at him.
"I'll help to find him and make sure he is fine. I mean I bet he is though."
Vanessa nodded. "Its more then that though. I know whos behind all of it." A chill ran up her back. "Its the Dark Lord." She whispered.
Sarah looked at her. "Well What can I help you do."
She stood there." I mean I will help you out a lot."
(ur a good friend sarah
yazzy)
Quote from: Shara2007 on December 31, 2007, 10:18:32 AM
Sarah looked at her. "Well What can I help you do."
She stood there." I mean I will help you out a lot."
"I don't even know." Vanessa sighed. "Its the real reson I left."
"Why is he after you or something." Sarah looked at her.
(that would be an idea he attacks.)
((me and lisa planned part of it out already. its under the topic secrets. you can join if you want))
Vanessa nodded helplessly. "My parents set it all up. I don't know why they think that we should all be evil. It's so stupid. Anyways they told him that I would follow him and when I refused, he killed Lisa. Now Lisa is back and he is after me."
(okay I will)
"oh well I'll help you I mean he been after me a few times. I mean when you are great at the elements you seem to find trouble."
Vanessa nodded, scared but somewhat relieved to have someone on her side. "I know that he plans to kill everyone I care about."
"Well he won't kill me her tried before." Sarah smiled,
"How about we go get you a butterbeer."
Vanessa smiled. "A butterbeer sounds good."
"okay lets go." Sarah said as she walked toward hogmead.
Vanessa walked inside and quickly sat down. "Somethings are just so complacated."
Sarah smiled. "I see. Get her a butterbeer and me a pumpkin Juice."
Vanessa quickly drank her butterbeer, feeling a little less worried. "So... What do you think I should do?"
'Well you said you don't really want to harm the others. So I would say everyday we sneek out to talk about it." Sarah then looked at her juice for the next.
"And lie to the others and say if just because you missed hogwarts so much. Then we can plan what else to do."
Vanessa nodded. It seemed as if her whole life was a lie anymore. "I'm up for anything." She said with a distant gase in her eyes.
Sarah smiled.
"Okay but if we do this you have to tell me everything. When ever something happens. So I know how to fight him and help you."
Sarah then drank the last of her drink. "Promise."
Vanessa smiled. "Promise."
"Good." Sarah then stood up. "Lets go and get to the school."
Vanessa followed Sarah back to the school.
Sarah got to the school. "So what you want to do."
"I don't care." Vanessa said. She looked around, seeing if she could see anyone who she hadn't said hi to.
"Well we can go and visit the people again." Sarah said as she looked to see if she can fall them.
"Sure." Vanessa smiled, even though there was only one person she really wanted to visit now.
"okay I think they are at the Great hall." Sarah walks towards the great hall with Vanessa.
Vanessa nodded. "If only Blaze was here..." She said, not meaning to say it outloud.
Sarah looked at her. "I know." Sarah then gave her a hug.
Vanessa smiled as tears stung her eyes. "Thanks."
"well your welcome." Sarah then gave her a tissue.
Vanessa dabbed her eyes. "Things have just been... hard."
Sarah looked at her. "I know but I'm glad you our back."
Vanessa smiled. "Me too."
"okay so what we want to do." Sarah walked into the room looking for someone. She could not find anyone.
"I don't care." Vanessa said. "Maybe we could do something... dangorous." She said with a smile. It had been a while since she had gotton in trouble.
"well what you want to get into trouble doing." Sarah laughed as she stood there.
Vanessa thought about it for a minute. "I don't know. This place has just gotton boring without me here." She smiled.
"Well think of some trouble. I mean it not hard for me to think of something."
Vanessa smiled. "Well I was thinking about having a wild party."
"well I would love to come."
((It's undering Being Rebelious))
Vanessa smiled. "Things are getting back to normal."
"that they are."
Blazes voice rung in Vanessa's ears. Almost everything.
Sarah knew it was hurting Vanessa.
"If you need to talk about him I'm here."
Vanessa smiled. "Thanks." She was luckly to have friends.
"Besides I know how you feel so I can hang with you and know what to do."
"Yeah. It must be bad... You know being cheated on."
"you get over it. Then you don't turst people completely."
Vanessa's eyes stared into what seemed like another world. "Where do you think he is?" She said out of nowhere.
"I don't know but where ever he is. I bet he is doing good and helping people."
"It would help if he were here." Vanessa muttered.
"I know but you have to pit a smile one and fake it." Sarah looked at her.
"The other know your upset and this won't help"
Vanessa looked at her feet. She had never felt so alone or helpless. "I know they know."
"Ya but they don't know the rest and well they will keep bugging you about it. Becides you don't want to go to drinking to forget about them I did and well that was not pretty."
Vanessa nodded. "Yeah." She said, knowing that it got you nowhere.
"lets go find shopping to spend money." Sarah knew that helped her alot.
Vanessa smiled, how did Sarah know? "Sure! I can always use new clothes."
"Good I mean when I'm said I shop now instead of get butterbeer."
Vanessa nodded. "Lets go." She said, walking out.
...
Vanessa walked into the first store and grabed tons of stuf to try on. "I love retail thearapy!"
Sarah smiled standing there.
"Go ahead." Sarah was not that rich but she would shop with friends.
Vanessa grabbed a credit card and slipped it into Sarah's hand. "Knock yourself out." She smiled.
Sarah smiled.
"I don't know if I could I mean it not my money."
"Don't worry about it." Vanessa said, pulling out three more. "You can keep it, I've got enough. Think it as a girl for being a good friend."
Sarah smiled. "I might buy a few. But most of my clothes I make."