Vanessa was walking though the forest, kicking a rock. Suddenly she heard a movement in the distance and she quickly looked up. Was it? No it couldn't be him... I'm just seeing an illusion...
The walked over to the figure, almost beyond herself. It was Blaze. Suddenly she felt a rush of emotions, he wasn't dead. She felt tears of joy fall from her eyes and she ran over to give him a hug.
Blaze turned around, his eyes cold and blank. He held his breath as she hugged him. He didn't know wat to say to excuse his disappearance. But right at that moment he hugged her tightly, feeling some warmth after so long.
Vanessa looked up towards Blaze. "I thought you were dead." She said quietly. Of course she did after Voldemort had killed Maddy...
He swallowed, he didn't even know of Maddy's death, they were close friends and he felt even more sadness. "For some time, i thought so too. I'm not even sure what im doing here right now" he said, his voice colder than ever. His dark cloak was getting wet from the rain and there was another silent gap.
(( you guys are really makeing me cry boohoo :'(kiss like now) ))
((lol, it can't be that fast, i think))
"It's okay now... right?" Vanessa said, wishing she could just kiss him and everything would be back to normal. She couldn't lose him again...
Blaze took her hand in his. "I don't know if things will ever be the same, i sorta messed up really bad and im not sure if i can just take it back" he said, he almost felt like crying, this was one of the hardest thing he ever had to do.
(( I am going to cry and V message me got to talk.))
Vanessa sighed. "Are you going to stay?"
All she wanted to hear was yes. That was the only word that really mattered right now.
Blaze looked back awkwardly, he wanted to say yes so badly. The rain kept pouring on as they stood there. "I'm sorry, for everything" he said under his breath.
(( Blaze your a bad bad boy ))
((lol keep reading, let's see wat happens. I'm sorta making it up as i go along :-\ :-\)
(( bad bad bad bad bad bad boy Just Kidding umm V You should so kiss him on the cheak.))
((lol will you shutup keke, dont talk rite now, its a tense moment shhhhhhhh))
Vanessa cried even harder now. He wasn't going to stay. "Please tell me what's going on?"
She was scared, her voice comming out just above a whisper.
(( bad boy fine shut up fine.))
Blaze hid his eyes under the hood, he couldn't look into her beautiful eyes, it hurt too much. "I will...soon. I'm not leaving you again. Although I might not be coming back to Hogwarts. I'll be around here" he said. It was half true, but he would make it whole soon.
Vanessa looked up into his eyes, getting lost in them. She didn't know how she went without him for so long. She leaned in slowly and kissed him, not being able to wait much longer. "I love you..."
She only ment to think it, but somehow it had escaped her thoughts. It was too late to take the words back. Of course she loved him, but she knew that it wasn't the right time to tell him.
[Sorry but I have to get off... I'll get back on tomorrow.]
Blaze wrapped his arms around her and kissed her back, the 3 words cut into his heart and he felt guilty, for not being there for her. He had been through some hard times but he forgot all about it and fell into the moment. --"I love you too"-- he thought to her.
(( now I am not going to be quite on this moment awww I am really crying. :'( :'( ))
Vanessa decided that whatever the problem was, it could wait. All that mattered was that they were together again. She slowly pulled away from the kiss. "Does anyone else know your back?"
"No, i don't think so. I dont think I'm allowed back into Hogwarts just yet. But i'm going to be around here for a bit. Soo if you ever need my company, i'll be here for you" he said gently smiling.
(( I know you are back ))
Vanessa didn't understand why he couldn't come back, but she didn't ask. She was confused... Wondering what was going on that she didn't know about. The started to fall even harder and she could tell a storm was about to start. She wondered if things were ever going to go back to the way they were...
Blaze looked up, the sky was getting really grey. He wondered were he would sleep. He took her hand and said "Here, i'll walk you back to the castle" in a weak voice.
Vanessa read his mind. "I'm sure I can find you somewhere to stay. There's plety of room in the Slytherin commonroom..."
Her eyes were expressionless, they often got that way when she had too much on her mind.
"It's ok i know some one in hogsmeet, i'll find somewhere to stay. I just wanted to see you again" he said, feeling the same pain that he felt when he left the first time.
"You don't have to feel guilty." Vanessa said softly, seeing his pain. "You had to... And its over now. We both have to deal with what happened and move on."
Vanessa suprised herself. The words just kinda came out.
Blaze smiled, she always made him happy. He gave her one more kiss, "Thank you" he said before he vanished through the shadows. He promised himself he would see her more and more often.
Vanessa hated to see him leave. She walked up to the commonroom.
((If anyone else wants to join now they can...))
Blaze looked back one last time, before he ended up in hogsmeat. A friend was waiting and he went with him to his temporary bed.
KeKe walked up a nd saw V looking sad " Hey what is wrong."she said then gave her a little hug.
Vanessa sighed. "Its... complicated." She said. She really didn't know what was going on.
" well it is ok."she said looking at her it looked like v was going to cry.
"I really can't explain it right now." She said, not wanting to upset Keke.
" Oh get something are to tangled I know what you mean."she said to her .
"Yeah." Vanessa said, glad that Keke understood her.
" So do you want to back to the castel?"shes aid toher and looked that way.