Was it really my fault that Blaze and Maddy left? Vanessa though, Mollys words ringing in her head.
"Come on, why you listening to Molly. Shes just upset and trying to piss you of aswell" he said trying to make her feel better.
Vanessa turned around to see Blaze. "Are you sure you didn't leave because I had too?"
Blaze gave her an confused look, "Why the hell would you believe that. I would never leave because of you. I love you and you know that" he said honestly.
"I... I don't know." Vanessa sighed. "I just feel like I screwed up big time."
"Well you didn't. Nobody left because of you, and why do you think you messed up?" he asked, hoping that he was helping
"Well you and Maddy almost got killed. And it's only because I wouldn't join Voldemort." Vanessa looked down. "I should have just joined him."
Blaze smiled, "Well we're not dead now are we. We're fine and life would suck being voldy's slave" he said hoping to cheer her up. "Nothings your fault so just relax"
MOlly walked by, seeing blaze and Vannesa out of the corner of her eye. She didn't mean what she had said, aspesially because it had hurt vannesa so much. IT was just that she was thinking, Vannesa isn't the only one with problems, and at least hers are over, mine have barely begun. She wanted to say sorry, but yet she didn't. No body understood, not vannesa, not blaze, her dad or sister, cody, maddy, No ONE. would ever understand besides her.
Vanessa read Molly's thoughts. "It's fine." Vanessa sad outloud. She didn't want anymore drama.
Blaze smiled, "You sure?" he asked making sure she was fine.
"Yeah." Vanessa forced a smile, not knowing what else to do.
Blaze read her eyes, she seemed a bit troubled but didn't wanted the drama to stop. "Aright, good then" he said softly.
Vanessa smiled again, glad that he really cared about her. She looked over to Molly. Maybe you should just take my advice.
Molly heard what Vannesa said and then got her message. She sent he this back dont want to kill myself, or my friends she looked her direction. She used to feel sorry for her but now she didn't.
Vanessa didn't know what to think back to Molly so she just stood there, waiting for Blaze to say something.
Blaze looked at Vanessa then at Molly and then back at Vanessa. "Why do you listen to her??" he asked, then tried to change the subject, "Here, let's go for a walk" he said and held out his hand.
"Sure." Vanessa said, taking his hand. She still found it hard to get her mind off things, but she tried to not let it show.
They walked into the forest, it was pretty dark but looked nice. There was a cold wind but it felt good, he looked over at her. She seemed a little caught in thoughts but still so pretty. He smiled at her hoping that what Molly said didn't bug her too much.
She smiled back at him. "Sorry about being so... stressed." She said.
Blaze smiled back, "It's not your fault, i guess a lot of things just fell on your shoulders too much" he held her hand a slightly bit tighter, "and im sorry if i caused any of it"