"...I just miss that feeling and if someone wants to date me I will have to think about it but I might. I mean i miss what we used to have and what Ginny and Xaver have." Sarah stood before Sirius crying hard in the middle of there street on a warm summer's night.
"Talk to me!" She exclaimed emotionally.
"How will you do that though i mean Sarah we're married!" Sirius shouted at her.
Sarah walks away with her head down "Sorry I said anything."
Follows her angrily, "You want a divorce?"
"Well maybe." She said turning to him.
Sirius stopped in his tracks. "I don't know what to say."
"It just i miss us. I mean I miss that happy feeling on you know having someone to talk with." Sarah said to him before going to run of and cry since she's upset.
Sirius Sits down on the floor, mouth open.
Sarah sits shocked that she said that before going back to Sirius.
Sirius looks at her from the ground. No emotions showing on his face.
"Sorry it just that I miss being alone. Having no one to talk to talk with and when you are always at work or your always with Ginny and others at work not with me." Sarah said staring down at him. Her tears fell to the ground.
Sirius suddenly stood, angrily. "Who you gonna get with huh? there is..." Gets into Sarah's face "NO ONE ELSE."
"Forget it." Sarah turns away.
"Forget it. I should have none it would not work out. I will just go talk to Billie."
"Fine I'll go talk to Ginny." Sirius responded angrily.
"That fine you always go and run to her anyways. I mean I bet if Xaver wasn't around we would have never hit it off!" Sarah said to Sirius.
"I don't regret being with you..." Sirius said looking at the ground.
"I want to say sorry it... just... I will sorry." Sarah said.
Sirius looks at her. "Do you still want to divorce?"
"Not really I just want someone to to be with me and to feel the feelings that we used to. I mean the only ones that are with me are younger and I miss you."
Sarah turns crying and Sirius turns away from her tears.
"I won't bother you. I mean I miss being with you and I am sorry." Sarah said looking at his back.
"No, I'm sorry." Sirius said still looking the other way. "For being bored with you... With us."
(This is an open RP, it is planned slightly, so don't jump to fast. It is mainly circling around Sarah and Sirius so please keep this in mind and DO NOT get to far ahead without either of us. No need to ask before joining, just make sure it is an appropriate place seeing as how this is a very serious RP at this time. I would suggest waiting a bit for it to calm down before entering for whatever reason you are entering. This first part that I just played out I got permission from Sarah Black before playing her part. These are her words and mine as well previously discussed about earlier. The structure of this beginning RP is very under structured just for the fact that I did not get off of what Sarah and I had said. Sorry it is such a bad start, it will get better in writing as we progress. Thanks. -Sirius and Sarah.)
Sarah looked at his back. "fine you know we will get a divorce you can have the house and the kids okay. I mean they would be happer with you. I am going to work at the school again and can't looked at them. I will remeber the good times." Sarah then goes to walk away she was going to get a butterbeer or something.
"Oh here." She then threw the ring at him. "give it to the next girl that you give your heart to. I mean I sure don't want it."
Sirius quickly turned, catching the ring quickly. "I can't accept this... Keep it. We'll discuss everything at a later time... I need to talk to a lawyer or something..." Sirius said setting the ring on the sidewalk. "Its yours if you want it." He said turning from her sadly.
Sarah left the ring there. "I don't want it. All I want it a nice cold butter beer and someone to hurt. I mean I'm sure the ministry would love it I show up to them and say. When I was about a 6th year I went to rob Gingotts and got away."
She kept walking. She wanted to get rid of everything that was Siruis. "I seeling the photos if you want any get them."
Sirius looked at the ring and at Sarah's fading figure. He sighed, turning back to the house where he had so many memories in. He quickly walked through the dark house, going to his room. He grabbed for his wand on the bedside table and flicked it madly. Quickly his suitcase flopped on the bed, and he motioned for his clothes to get in the bag. They did so quickly, soon he had to fill another suitcase.
He did so even faster, eager to get out.
After two full suitcases floated down the stairs, Sirius looked at his bedside table peering a a picture on it. A picture of Sirius and Sarah that Sarah had drawn, he grabbed it walking down the stairs.
When reaching the bottom he grabbed another picture off the wall, Alexandra, James, Annabelle, Sarah, and Sirius were crowded around the outside of there house. He stuffed them both in the top of the suitcase before grabbing both by there handles, and stepping outside of His house. Even if Sarah didn't want to live there anymore he could not.
He slowly started walking down the street, stopping to look back at the house. He sighed, so many memories.
A shiny object could be seen from the ground to the left of him. The ring sat motionless. He sighed, bending over slowly and placing it on his thumb, examining it. "Fine, if she won't take it... There is no use in leaving it here."
James stood there watching this she then looked at him. "daddy what going on. I mean I am confused."
He stood there not sure what to do he knew what was goign on but he wanted to here it for real this time.
Sarah had snuck into the back door of the house and started to get a paint bursh and paint over all the walls with white and then have all the pictures in a box. She was not sure what to do but she walked outside when she heard talking and stood there. She knew the kids would take it hard. She knew that the kids would end up going with him over her. No one would let kids go with someone that is butterbeer addicted.
Sirius nearly toppled over at the sound of his son. "James, kiddo I didn't see you there. How long have you been standing there?" Sirius was worried his son had heard the whole fight between himself and Sarah.
James looked at him and then went to tear up. "well I have been there the whole time. I mean she right your never here." James looked at his dad. He had always been a mother boy.
"I mean I had to learn how to be a dog on my own." James stoo there.
Sarah then looked them and walked over to her son. "well you know I think your a sweet kid but you might be staying with your dad. I mean I don't know if I am the right one for you to stay with. Siruis I hope you will be happy. I will still be here or at the school."
Sirius shook his head. "I'm so sorry James." Sirius then turned to Sarah. "I think we need to have a family meeting, let the children decide who they want and who they need to be with. Because I'm not much better off Sarah, I'm always away at work." He hated having to split them up. But Sirius preferred to let them have there own decisions. He hated when children didn't even get there own rights.
"That sounds fair to me." A tear stained girl said from behind the screen door. She had heard James, Sirius, and Sarah talking and it had awoken her. She realized what was going on, and decided to make her appearance aware to everyone.
(Hey, mind if I join in?)
Sarah looked at him. "that fine with me. I mean they will be at school most of the time any ways." Sarah then left her son standing there and walked over to her daugher. "Alexanda baby. I'm sorry you have to go through this."
James looked at them. "We don't need a meeting. I am staying with mom. Dad made to many lies and hurt us all." He then ran over and kicked his dad. He was just glad that Annabelle did not know anything about all this yet.
Sarah looked at James. "That not nice you need to tell him sorry. You know better not to kick." She was hating all this but had to stay strong for them.
Quote from: improvedmemory1 on August 4, 2008, 12:34:35 PM
(Hey, mind if I join in?)
((hey you can join read the first post =]))
Harry decided on a warm summer night to take a stroll with Cho and his young son, Samuel in the stroller. Unconsciously he ended up in front of Sirius's and Sarah's house. He heard shouting from a block away and walked in trying to remain cheerful. He felt the atmosphere loosen but by the looks on Sarah's and Sirius's face. "Hey guys just came by to say hi since we were in the neighborhood. Since I don't think this is a good time for a chat and tea, I'll come back another time."
Sarah looked at her and smiled. "No Cho you can come in. I will get you some tea if you really want some." She was just not wanting to think about what could happen between her and Siruis.
(Thanks)
Poof! "Whoah!"
Bang! Professor Stevens landed flat on his bum in the middle of an unknown street to even himself. He looked around and spotted a man a few yards away. He saw two children as well and the smaller of the two seemed to have just kicked the other man. "Bad night for them I suppose." He said to himself, standing and fixing his robes. He started walking toward them, but about halfway there he realized the pain in his knee. He gasped, grabbing for it with his left hand. He was just about six feet away from the herd of people before having to sit on the ground from the pain in his left knee. "Could somebody help me please?" He called over to them, hoping he wasn't being to rude in interrupting.
Sarah ran over to the man and looked at him. "Are you okay. I mean what happened." She did not care what Sirius thought about. If he wanted to divorce her she would be sure to hang with others her age and she knew this would help her do that. Sarah thought that guy had looked familiar.
She was not the best at healing humans but she would try. She knew that it was his knee. "I mean how can I help if you don't tell me. How can I help you."
James stood there watching what his mom was doing not sure what to do. He was wanting to go cry for the first time ever.
Jessie was walking through Hogsmead, slightly wandering. She saw a man apparate badly and then apparently he had hurt his knee. She ran over to him, nodding a brief hello to Sirius, Sarah, Cho and the Children. She said, partially to the man and partially to Sarah, *What happened?* She had a flood of questions to ask him, but she refrained, knowing that he was probably slightly dillirious.
Scott Stevens didn't look up at the two girls helping them, but merely laughed. "Yes I am perfectly fine, just an idiot is all. I seemed to have hurt something on my knee, nothing to serious, just ahhh, painful." He closed his eyes, gripping tight to his knee.
Sarah smiled at him and then looked at his legs. "here wait one second." Sarah then put her hands on his leg and started to use her energy to fix his leg. She knew that this would be close to working.
"I was wondering do I know you. I mean it just that you look really like I should know you." Sarah knew that she would rather be helping him then messing with Siruis.
James then walked to his sister."I think mom likes this dude."
Sirius watched as Sarah and Jessie helped the stranger to him. He bent over, feeling his leg. As much as his son was little to him the boy could fight. Impressive He thought wildly.
"I think its to soon to tell there James, I mean they just met didn't they?" Alexandra said in James ear.
James looked at his sister. "I don't know. I mean he looks like one of the new teachers though."
James then walked over to his dad. "Daddy please make up with mom. I don't want a new dad."
"A new dad? Now why would you-" Sirius happened to hear Sarah's tone of voice just as Sirius began to speak. He looked at Sarah, seeing the way he helped the man. He quickly shook it off, figuring it was nothing to get worked up about.
"Oh." He said turning back to his son. "Your mother can be with whoever she wants now James. I'm sorry. I don't think she'll jump to anything to quickly. And I promise, I'll always be here for you both. If you ever want to visit your old man, I'll be waiting with open arms. I'll keep the light on at my new house that I supposed I should find tomorrow every night. So whatever the hour my angel's can come home if they need to." He smiled to them, trying to stay strong in front of them but finding it hard.
James looked at him as he had tears form in his eyes. He knew that his mother was falling for the new guy. "Daddy are you going to get a new girlfriend really quickly because if not I think i want to stay with you. I mena i know mom more then you. She will fall for that guy to heal her heart."
He then did something he not done in while and hugged his dad hard and started to cry.
Jessie watched Sarah, and put her hand on her shoulder so that if Sarah needed strength or support she could have it.
Scott watched in amazement as the girl worked her magic literally on his knee. He felt barely anything but the warmth of her skin, he smiled appreciatively, not speaking, just watching.
Sarah smiled at him once she was done. "Well there you go. I mean you should be fine. So I was wondering what is your name. I mean I did heal you. It the least you could to." She then stood up.
"I mean my names Sarah Jones."
Sirius was taken back for a few moments by James's actions. He recovered quickly and hugged his son for the first time in what seemed like forever. "You can live wherever you want, I will always keep my arms open for you both just as Sarah will."
Sirius didn't know how to answer his question, he himself didn't know how long it would take for him to find a new girl in his life.
Alexandra stood watching them both, not knowing what to say. She still cried, but hatred filled her eyes. "How could mom just up and fall for another guy like that?"
Sirius thought for a moment, looking into the elder daughter's eyes. "I've hurt your mother very badly, there's no saying why she's doing anything right now."
Sarah looked at her kids. She felt like she should not do this but she knew she need someone there that she could talk to that would stop her from drinking butterbeer and things like that. She then looked back at the man she could not stand hurting everyone she loved.
"But daddy she knows better. I mean she would never do this in frount of us." He was now confused. He knew that he was going to be one of the only ones at school that had divorced parents. "I will always love ya."
Annabelle walked out the door not sure what was going up but went to her family. "Why everyone got such long faces. I mean its a beautiful day outside." She did not know about the fight.
Sirius's heart skipped a beat when he saw the face of his youngest little Angel. How could he tell Annabelle this news? It would kill her.
"Annabelle." Alexandra's eyes slid shut as she sighed, turning to face her sister. She walked up, taking hold of her hand though at the age of 11 Annabelle hardly needed hand holding. Alexandra did it for herself though, she needed reasurrance that she wasn't alone in this.
Sirius watch Alexandra and couldn't find words to explain anything.
James walked over and took Annabelle other hand. He knew that he was going to be there for her if she need a shoulder or something to cry one.
Annabelle looked at them take her hands and then her dad. "okay I am not stupid what going on. I mean something up. Everyone acting all upset and crying. I mean you guys never hold my hands and looked at you."
Jessie watched the kids. She knew that they would be OK, but it broke her heart to think that they may decide to live in different places.
Sirius couldn't lie to Annabelle, nor could he find words for a few moments though. Recovering from the moments shock he sighed, thinking. "Annabelle," he began, "Times are changing. Your mum and I have decided to uh, split up."
He hoped Annabelle understood the circumstances.
Annabelle looked at her daddy upset. She then turned to her sister. "how can we stop them sis. I mean i bet there is a way somehow."
Scott stared right back into Sarah's eyes. "Thank you," he said quietly, everyone else on the street simply faded away. All he saw was her for a few moments before coughing uncomfortably, realizing he had gotten lost in thoughts. "Uh, sorry..." He said fearful that she would think him odd for behaving so... well... oddly.
Jessie had looked back at the man. She thought that she thought something in his eyes. Something that was familiar. And yet, she still couldn't put her finger on it.
Jessie stood up. There was nothing more that she could do to help Sarah now, so she went to talk to Sirius. *Hi...* She said. *How are you holding up?*
"I'll live." He said simply through clenched teeth, his jaw locked shut.
It wasn't that he would miss Sarah, he would of course, but it was what would happen to his children and there lives that truly scared him the most. He hoped they would be able to handle this, but feared they wouldn't.
Sarah smiled. "Well okay it fine. I mean I do the same thing some times." she then looked at him. "It better to be lost in thought sometimes then to actally live here. " She did not want to feel him on what was going on.
James was holding Annabelle tight. He then looked at Alexandra. "I have figured out how we can live with both." He was happy that he had that fingered out atleast.
Jessie's heart went out to Sirius right then. She had no idea how hard this must be for him, but she knew it was probably tearing him apart.
Quote from: Shara2007 on August 4, 2008, 01:00:06 PM
Sarah looked at her and smiled. "No Cho you can come in. I will get you some tea if you really want some." She was just not wanting to think about what could happen between her and Siruis.
"Harry you and the children can walk to the park. I will try to catch up to you guys later.
I want to help Sarah and Sirius. She sent to him secretly. "Thanks Sarah..." She said cheerfully.
James smiled and looked at Annabelle. "lets go for a walk and then go eat something."
Annabelle then started to walk. "Well okay."
Sarah turned for the one she was talking to and looked at Cho. "your welcome."
Angel had trotted into the house shortly after Jessie. Mira had been following Jessie as Angel, well, just because she wanted to. As soon as she saw everyone's expressions she stayed a half hidden. Soon though, she had come out and back to Jessie's side. It had always worked before when Angel tried to cheer Sirius up, but now... Feared Mira was not a time where Angel could completely cheer him up. So she just inched forward a bit and looked up at Sirius with big puppy dog eyes and her tounge lolling out of the side of her mouth.
Scott couldn't tear his eyes from the woman that had helped him. Sarah was his name? No matter, she was beautiful. He shook his head, realizing that because she had literally only moments before he arrived so wildly had a fight with her soon to be ex husband she would be in no mood to have a new man enter her life in such a short of time.
He stood up slowly, smiling at his knee. It felt perfect as though he hadn't just done a completely idiotic move to land him in this mysterious place.
He watched as the dog came up to the man, Sarah's ex. He had no doubt's that the dog was an animagus, he envied the dog right as she walked in, always wanting to be an animagus but never having quite mastered the skill enough to pull it off.
He stood awkwardly, wondering if he should stay or go on his way, though he had no where to go.
Sarah turned and looked at him. "we are not doing anything so you want to come in and get some tea. I mean i will make you feel a lot better."
Sarah smiled at him. He seemed like someone she would be able to later talk with him and maybe date him later. She just wanted someone to talk with at the moment.
Angel turned and growled a bit at the man who she had just noticed. SHe was a bit surprised at the whole divorce thing, but Sarah it seemed was recovering quite quickly. She didn't like it.
Scott stared wildly at the dog. He swallowed and turned back to Sarah nervously. "Sure, I'd like that." He didn't seem to be liked at the moment he feared, but he tried not to let that get to him. He stood, shaking off his pants and smiling, not taking his eyes off of her for fear the dog would get him. =]
((RAWR! Ima gonna getcha! ;D No, Angels not an attack dog, or is she... ))
Angel stood with her feet firmly planted and her eyes locked on the strange man. She cat down still in the middle of Sirius and Jessie.
Jessie went over to Angel and sat down next to her. She stroked Angel's head and thought to her, ~Sh... this is hard enough for them already. Don't worry about Sarah right now. Take care of Sirius.~
Angel growled slightly, but stopped and layed down on the ground at Sirius feet. She rolled around and looked completely happy and content.
Sarah then turned to walk back into the house. "Well then come on in and we can talk. I mean I am still waiting on your name." She looked at the man glad she found someone else.
Smiling, Scott stood. He followed Sarah through the door, he felt no aches in his body from falling and he was glad of that. He ran ahead of her quickly, opening the door for her to walk into the house she had been headed towards. "After you," he said like a gentleman.
Sarah smiled as she looked at him when he opened the door. "Well thank you so much." She then walked in. She did not know his name but she was not caring.
"Mom is already ignoring us." Alexandra said, her eyes following her mother's back as she disappeared with the other man. She turned to her dad, shaking her head. "I don't think I can trust her to be a good mom to us. When you find the floor for your feet, I'm coming with you." Her eyes were dead, she was not in the mood to neggociate anything, she wanted what she wanted, and what she wanted didn't include her mom and this new man.
Sirius wanted to object, to say that she should stay with her mother, but he just couldn't find words. He saw the look in his daughter's eyes and understood what she was going through, all he could do was accept for the time being. "As soon as I find a home, my doors are open to all three of you. Until then though," he lowered his body onto his knees, looking at Annabelle. "I need you three to be strong, and I need you all to be with each other," He looked at Alexandra, then to James "and I need you three to understand that things are going to change. Maybe for better, maybe for worse."
"Always know that I love you though, and I will always be there for you." He stood up, and flicking his wand a suitcase flew from his window, landing with a thud next to him. He sighed, stepping forward to hug them all at once.
Alexandra threw her arms around him, "Love you." She said closing her eyes as tears ran down her cheeks.
James knodded towards him. He knew this was going to be hard on their mom and she was glad that someone was there for her. "Well I think it sweet. That this has happened and she found someone." He then looked at his feet when he wispered the next part.
"It all dads fault anyways. He was never home."
Sirius pretended not to hear. He really wish he hadn't. He had. His dog ears enabled him to hear very carefully. Oh how he had heard. He sighed and ignored the aching in his chest. He ruffled James's hair, "Are you gonna be alright big boy?"
James looked at his dad. "Ya I am fine. I mean it might take some getting used to but I will be strong and fine." He smiled.
"Besides mom knows all my places I like to hide."
Scott followed Sarah through the door into a lighted room. He looked around, noticing pictures that were beautifully painted. "Who drew these?" He asked turning to her.
He paused on her face before turning around to close the door.
She smiled "oh these. you can have them. I drew them in school. That was when I was not studying. Everyonce and a while I will drawl now but normally not since I have a vet to run, children to take care of, and going back to hogwarts soon."
She looked around at them all.
Jessie couldn't imagine how hard this must be for Sirius. Before he could leave, she stood and walked over to him. Gently placing a hand on his shoulder she said, *Where are you going to stay?*
((What year am I in?))
"Yeah." Mira added onto Jessie's statement. Now she was human again. "If you need a place to crash my doors always open." She said smiling and feeling sorry. She had a feeling that she wouldn't want to be talking with Sarah for a while now.
((I'll assume that I'm out of school now.))
Jessie nodded in agreement with Mira. *And my apartment is always open too! Sirius, whatever you decide to do, please just promise me that you'll always ask for help if you need it. I'll be happy to do whatever you need.* Jessie said.
"Hogwarts?" The mention of the school made him ponder her voice for a moment. "Why back there?" He knew his position at Hogwarts, or his soon to be position, but wondered what she did there.
She smiled. "well I am going to be teaching all the flying corse run the quidich. Then if they need me helpin out with Care for magical creatuers." She then went to sip his tea. "what you do."
"Like I said Sirius, my doors always open." Mira said starting to walk out the door. "See you guys later, I gotta run." She hollered. "Bye Sarah." She added more out of politeness than anything else. (tehe ;D )
*Bye Mira!* Jessie said. She looked at Sirius, and then down at her hands. *If you need time to look for a place I can always babysit...*
Sarah looked at Mira and waved bye. She did not want to but she knew her friends would always pick Siruis over her.
((Just trying to make an interesting rp! No hard feelings Sarah ;D And where is Sirius???))
((I'm a new Black kid mind if I join?))
((Sarah write in here you've been on for ages))
(what should I write. I mean I am in the house talking to someone)
(I'm here, reluctantly.)
"Strong huh?" Sirius sad looking down at his boy, "That's my son, always strong."
"Babysit..." He turned to Mira thinking for a moment. "That sounds more then amazing, thank you. The kids love you thats for sure. Probably more then me right now."
Alexandra shook her head, looking at the ground. "Dad, where are you going tonight? Can I come with you?" Alexandra didn't want to have to listen to Mum and the new guy in the house all night.
Sirius sighed, turning to her daughter and shaking his head. "I'm afraid not sweaty, at least not tonight. Tomorrow first thing in the morning I'll stop by and take you kids out for some breakfast how about that?"
Alexandra nodded her head. "Okay I guess."
James smiled at food "okay. " He then looked at his feet. "daddy are they going to spit us kids up. I mean I want to stay with mom but I don't want to leave sis."
Quote from: ChoChangHP118 on October 21, 2008, 06:34:07 AM
(I'm here, reluctantly.)
"Strong huh?" Sirius sad looking down at his boy, "That's my son, always strong."
"Babysit..." He turned to Mira thinking for a moment. "That sounds more then amazing, thank you. The kids love you thats for sure. Probably more then me right now."
Alexandra shook her head, looking at the ground. "Dad, where are you going tonight? Can I come with you?" Alexandra didn't want to have to listen to Mum and the new guy in the house all night.
Sirius sighed, turning to her daughter and shaking his head. "I'm afraid not sweaty, at least not tonight. Tomorrow first thing in the morning I'll stop by and take you kids out for some breakfast how about that?"
Alexandra nodded her head. "Okay I guess."
Mira stopped and came back in. "No problem. I'm always here. And never say that, they'll always love you, even if they love to play with Angel!" She finished. Then she turned into Angel and bounced around James.
James smiled. "Angel I am going to get you." he then goes to chase after her.
Angel happily barked seeing a smile spread onto Jame's face and then ran away. Ducking through people's legs and dodging everything.
James did not care if he lost his parents. He took of running after the dog. He was having to try harder to dodge the people then Angel did though. "I going to get you."
((can't be stuffed reading the whole thing were are you's))
(James and Mira just took off running, Sarah and Scott are in the house, Alexandra and Annabelle are standing next to Sirius. Did I get it right guys?)
"Angel!" Sirius yelled after the dog knowing she could hear him with her keen ears. "Stay close!" He shook his head returning his gaze to Alexandra. "Go get some sleep, if you don't want to stay with Sarah because of that man in there... You could always ask Mira, I'm sure she would be delighted."
(Sarah can you get Annabelle in here a bit? I feel like she's immobile just sitting there.)
((I know James is your character but if I'm with them can I speak them))
Annabelle sat there on the ground. SHe looked up at her daddy. "Will mommy still love us."
(Awww perfect Sarah.)
Sirius lifted his head into the air, simply staring into the now black sky.
Alexandra followed his gaze, but found nothing of his interest.
"That you can always be sure..." Sirius's gaze fell on his beautiful little daughter, "That your mother will love you no matter what."
(Not to be a mean RP'er and I know James isn't my character, but I'd prefer it if the designated person spoke him. Its Sarah's choice, just stating my opinion.)
Quote from: Shara2007 on October 6, 2008, 05:32:30 AM
She smiled. "well I am going to be teaching all the flying corse run the quidich. Then if they need me helpin out with Care for magical creatuers." She then went to sip his tea. "what you do."
"Interesting," Scott said smiling to her. "I myself will be teaching an unknown class." He shook his head, continuing. "I've been promised a teaching spot at the school, though I am not sure what they have in plan for me."
(What teaching spots are open? You seem to have the flying, does anyone have Herbology?)
Annabelle smiled. "Good. I mean I was starting to feel like she did not."
(I think it is open)
She smiled. "well I guess we will get to work together. I can't wait."
Angel ran back into the room panting, but stopped when she saw the expression on Annabelle's face. She whimpered and pressed her nose to her cheek.
((am I still here?))
((I don't see why not! But no one is really paying attention too me anyways... so I think I'll leave...))
Jessie smiled sadly as she watched Angel. She glanced up at the clock on the wall absent-mindedly and said, *Oh shoot! Is that the time!? I have to get to work! I don't know if I'll make it in time... I have to go through muggle land... which technically means really slow...ugh!8 Jessie said.
James ran back up. "Man Angel you are to fast."
He was leaning on his knees trying to catch breathe.
Quote from: Shara2007 on October 28, 2008, 07:42:18 AM
Annabelle smiled. "Good. I mean I was starting to feel like she did not."
"Don't be silly dearest." He smiled kindly, looking down the rode. "Well I think its time for me to go, I will be here tomorrow morning at 10:00 to take you kids out to breakfast okay?" He nodded to Alexandra, counting on her to have the children ready to go.
Alexandra nodded, seeming to know of what she had to do. It was going to be a long night, it was such a late hour at this point though she knew James and Annabelle must be getting sleepy. "Okay Annabelle, time for bed. Say goodnight to Daddy." Alexandra put her hand on her little sisters head. She always seemed to take on the mothering job at times as well as the big sister job. This she found no problem of though.
Annabelle ran over to her Daddy. "Don't go please you can sleep in my room with me. Please."
She then looked at her sister. "I not tired though. So I not sleepy." She knew she was but she thought if she did not tell her dad goodnight like away.
Mira took on her human form again and smoothed out her shirt. ~Where will you stay?~ SHe sent Sirius, concern swirling in her brown eyes.
*See you later guys!* Jessie said, waving as she walked away down the street. ~He'll be fine Mira... stop worrying! You know he can stay at either of our houses.~ She thought to Mira.
Mira laughed slightly, under her breath. ~Yeah, I suppose so.~ She thought to ONLY (hint hint ONLY)Jessie. ~I'm pulling a worried mom, aren't I?~
~Totally. You're acting as thought you're newborn went missing.~ Jessie thought to Mira.
~You right, oh darn I lost my Jessie!~ Mira thought back, smirking.
Jessie stuck her tongue out and then went into someone's mind who saw her and thought to Mira the picture of what they saw.
((Ok, that made no sense whatsoever, mind explaining?))
((No prob.... it made sense in my head.... ok so Jessie stuck her tongue out and then lets saw Bob was watching her do this. So then Jessie went into Bob's head and found in his head the mental picture of Jessie sticking her tongue out, which she then sent to Mira. Better?))
(One liners? Seriously girl's can't we pull a bit better out of our heads?)
Sirius smiled to Annabelle, "I'm afraid not dearest. I'll be hear straight away in the morning."
"I'll probably be at a hotel or something Mi. Not sure where else to be honest." Sirius responded to Mira in a friendly manner through his head.
Alexandra shook her head towards her sister. She knew better then to know when Annabelle was tired. "No matter how long you claim to be awake, I will always know you are sleepy when you are Annabelle. Come on, the faster we get to sleep the fast it will be morning and you can see Daddy again." Alexandra reached down, picking up Annabelle swiftly.
"Goodnight dad," Alexandra said reaching forward and kissing her father on the cheek.
Sirius kissed her back and smiled, "Goodnight little one!" He said turning to Annabelle in her sister's arms. He leaned in, kissing little Annabelle on the forehead. "sweet dreams."
Annabelle still was reaching for her daddy. "I am not tired. I promise I am not sleepy." She looked at Alexandra with tears. "I don't want him to leave. I mean he can sleep with me and mommy will leave you alone."
She then tries to climb out of her sisters hand to run away. She was running to her room.
(( :P Fine Sirius! Meany.... ;D))
Sirius motioned for Annabelle, but found Alexandra's hand on his chest. "Don't, she's been through enough tonight, just go." Alexandra ate up her father's eyes, trying to make him understand what herself and sister were going through.
Sirius read her daughter's eyes, and sighed. "I'm sorry. I'll go, be ready in the morning."
Alexandra nodded, removing her hand she found her composure, and wiping tears from her eyes she walked into the house after Annabelle.
Walking through the front room she saw her mother with another man (Scott). "You Bi+ch!" Alexandra yelled at her mother, the first time she had ever said such mean words to her. She ran up the stairs to Annabelle.
Sarah looked at Scott. "I will have to be going. I have a daughter to talk to." She then walked up into Alexandra room. "Listen here girl. this is not my doing. If you want to blame some one it is not me. I was not the one that was going to walk out. If you want me to I will and leave you here alone to do whatever you want. I have been working my but off to make this work." She then stood there for a minute knowing that is if she moved she would do something she regreted. Once she was able to she truned and walked out the door to check on her little Annabelle.
She smile when she was asleep. "I see you were tired after all." She walked over and kissed her forehead and then stood at the door watching.
Alexandra stood, her eyes wide open, her mouth half ajar. Her mind was buzzing, contemplating what her mother had just said to her. Part of what she said made sense, the other part was still frustrated. Immediately guilt flowed over her body, what had her mum done to deserve treatment from her like this?
She sighed... Not sure what to say. She watched her mom as she crept into Annabelle's room. She followed silently behind her.
"Mom?" She said after a moment, her voice trembling and her hands shaking. She felt like a child of five all of a sudden.
Sarah turned and looked at her daugher and smiled. She had to be strong for her. "yes there Alexandra. What is it you need darling." She did not want to wake the others two up so she started to head to her room to sit down. She knew that her daugher would follow and they could have a talk and she could explain herself and on what was really going on.
*Honey come in here so we can talk and not wake the others. I am in my room* She was under the covers now waiting to see what her daugher wanted to say. Sarah had felt bad for talking to her daughter the way she did earlier but she need it and was not scared to say sorry I screw up.
Alexandra watched her mother brush past her and stood for a moment. As she turned her mothers voice said softly in her head what she was intended to hear.
She nodded to herself, walking to her mum's room. She sat down on the edge of the bed, the silence and darkness surrounded her and she was at a loss for words.
"I'm sorry..." She whispered, looking at the open door leading out to the hallway.
Sarah moved forward on her bed and wrapped her hands around her daughter and held her. "Shh it is okay. I know how you feel. I'm sorry I said that to you. It just you have always loved your dad. I do to so I tried to work it out. He the one that does not want it to work. He the one that keeps leaving."
She then kissed her daugher on the forehead. "I think it will be fine you can choose to live with who you want and make sure that if the other go to they will be watched after carefully. Remeber one thing. It was nothing you or any of your siblings that did this and we will always love you." She hoped her family would make it through this time okay.
Looking back on it Alexandra didn't remember when tears came. All the same, they had come. She found herself holding out her arms for her mother, feeling like a child of seven for not the first time that night. She wanted embracing arms to take hold of her and tell her everything was going to be okay.
She didn't want her world to fall apart,
but watched it as it did.
She wanted her old life back,
but knew that to have that would make her parents unhappy.
She hated that idea being an unselfish person,
but just wanted the happiness in her heart again.
...She felt like that would never come ever.
She didn't speak after that for a while, just waited for her mothers body to warm hers with its tenderness.
Sarah looked at her daughter and held her. "Shh it is okay. I mean everything will be okay in the end. Just watch and see. "
Sarah closed her eye and cried rocking her daughter. She then started to hum a song that she had grown up listening to that always made her feel warm and happy on the inside. She knew she would have to be tough for all her family. They would need one parent even more now that they were split up. "You know if you are going to go with dad in the morning you might want some sleep. I will be fine you have to be stronger for your siblings. They will look up at you more then they will me now."
(Sincerely sorry that I haven't been on.)
Scott waved a useless goodbye to Sarah who surely hadn't seen. He left her house, and wandered up the streets of Hogsmead now, bored.