(This is a seperate thing of my two books so don't expect the same things. Basicly the same but not. lol)
Well, I guess I should start this by telling you all a little about myself. My name is Kiara Maul, I am 15 years old and have a great deal to talk about.
I was born in England but shortly after, my mom moved us to the United States. She told me that it was due to her job in the Ministry that we made the move. I now, know better.
Earlier this year, May somtime, my mother recieved an Owl from the Ministry here in England. They asked her to come back, she wouldn't tell me why but, I am told now that they wanted her for security reasons.
A few weeks after we'd arrived and had just gottensettled in our new home, we had a most unwanted visitor.
I remember it, unfortunatley, all too well. My mom and I had just finished dinner and were disgussing finding me a new instuctor when the door burst open. In walked a monster, he looked human if it were not for his hiddiously snake like face and, those awful, red glowing eyes....
My mother screamed. "You can't have her!" then, she shoved me into another room. I head the wizard reply in an awful hissing voice, "She is my daughter and she will learn my ways. Now, get out of my way." But my mom refused and I heard the man calmly say, "Avada Kedavra." I noticed a green glow from under the door and heard her body hit the floor. I knew, my mo mwas dead.
sad story.
I later found out that, the monster who had killed my mother was indeed my father. I also learned he goes by the name of Lord Voldamort. Those of you who might be reading this know who I am talking about. However, just in case this does indeed fall into the hands of the unknowing, I will give a breif discription...
Lord Voldamort is probably the darkest, most frightening and evil, creature on this planet. Some Magic folk are afraid to even speek his name. I believe, he is even worse than, Satan, himself. Not only is he all the above mentioned, he also happens to be one of the most powerfull wizards of all time.
Any way, after the death of my mother, I was taken in by the Ministry. There was this wizard, fighting to obtain sole custody of me. I had no idea who he was, at the time. I do know, he spent a lot of money and finally, was awarded my custody. His name, is Lucius Malfoy. Not the most pleasant fellow, you can be asured of that. Of course, I later found out just why, he had tried so hard and spent so much of his preciouse money on obtaining me. As it turns out, Lucius Malfoy is the, right hand man, to...you guessed it, dear old daddy. Needless to say, I've had a very, interesting summer....
Now, Lucius has a son, good looking guy. Problem is, he is just as dark and evil as his old-man. He is also, of course, a little stuck up. Not that I blame him for that, his family is extraodinarily rich. So, it isn't a wonder. That and the fact that he is an only child, well...need I say more? Well, his name is Draco Malfoy, my father took him aside one evening and I over heard them speeking. Good old daddy was making wedding plans for me, I was to wed Draco. So he thinks! Nope, it ain't gonna happen. Sorry guys. I just can't believe that they would stand around and plan my life for me that way. GGRR, it makes me mad!
Don't get me wrong here. I am, deathly, afraid of my father. His power is, consuming. The things he had me do to people this summer, well, I just can't put it down on paper. Sorry. However, I still will not, Marry Draco, if for no other reason, then just because my father wishes it. I may not be powerfull enough, yet but, one of these days, I WILL repay the kindness he showed my mother.
This story is so much better than mine! Im jelous. Oh well I dont care, this story rocks and (enen though its kinda sad) I love it! Post more soon!
Ok, as is turns out, one of the conditions for Lucius to gain my custody, was that he would be sending me to a Wizarding school called Hoggwarts. Why, the Ministry wants me, at a wizarding school, is beyond me. Wizarding schools are for witches and wizards, I am neither. I don't belive that I have mentiond the fact that I am a sorceress. Well now you know. They say that it was my mothers wish, that I learn the way of witchcraft.I, have my own ideas however. I have my suspicions that the Ministry knows, what goes on at the Malfoy Mannor. I also get the feeling that, they need me, for one reason or anoither, to keep an eye on Voldamort. Those are just my suspisions. I guess, we'll know all, in time. For some reason, both my father and Lucius are very unhappy about sending me there. Lucius tried to get The Ministry to let him send me to another school called Durmsrang, or somthing like that. They refused and told him I was to attend at Hoggwarts.They are both against the Headmaster who's name I believe to be Albus Dumbledore. Draco has been told to keep an eye on me, for some reason. They belive the Headmaster might try and influence me in some way. I guess.
Well, Draco and I were getting ready to bored the Hoggwarts Express when, he stopped to make a snide comment to three other students bording the train. One, had red hair, I get the feeling that this one, really hates Draco, probavly more than the rest. I hope he doesn't judge me by my esscort. The other two, one a female, she as I am told by Draco, is a Muggleborn. Although, that isn't the word he used. The third, Draco referd to as Potter, I am assuming, he means the famouse, Harry Potter. Somthing odd, happend when I made eye contact with Harry. A stange, almost overpowering feeling that, I should know him, from some were. Ofcourse, that is impossible. Maybe, it has somthing to do with me being Voldamort's daughter. I don't know. I guess, I'll just ignor it, for now.
Draco and I shared a compartment with Crabbe and Goyle. Not your sharpest crayons in the box but, loyal. I believe, they would give their lives for Draco, should he ever ask. Any way...I got tired of listening to Draco go on about himself and decided to walk around the train a bit. I came to an open compartment, poked my head in and saw, the three students that I mentioned earlier. Only this time, they were four. I introduced myself, Found that the Red haird guy's name is Ron Weasley and the fourth person I talked about, she is his girlfriend. Her name is Emily. The Muggleborn girl, her name is Hermione, I think, I like her a lot. She is really a clever little witch. Harry asked me to sit, so I did. We talked for a bit but I was getting really uncomfertable because that familiare feeling was not going away. Harry seemed to have it too, I wonder.... Well, I left sooner than I really planned and went back and fell asleep listening to Draco, continuing to talk about himself.
I awoke to the train stopping at the station. Draco and I were heading off the train when, a guy came past and bumped, rather hard, into Draco. When he did, he turned and looked at me. God, is he georgous! Tall, black hair and, those eyes, ice-blue eyes...Oh, sorry. Well, the two of them, Draco and the other guy; had some words, I don't know what they said but, I don't think, The other guy liked it to well. When Draco came back, he told me that under no circumstances was I to have anything to do with this guy. He was definately not, "The right kind" Well, sorry Draco.
We road in carriges to the castle, oh, what a wonderfull place this is. It is definately somthing one reads about in fairy tales. Draco of course, was unconcerned about my excitment so, I just kept quiet and took in the sight. When we apraoched the castle, it was all alight. Enchanting, that's about the way to describe it. I wanted to stay here forever.
Draco escoted me to the main Hall, excuse me, they call it the Great Hall. I was greeted by a greesy haird man, Draco called Professor Snape. Snape, (Forgive my rudness at using last names only here) took me to the teachers table and I was escorted, to Draco's horror, by non other than, the Head Master himself, Professor Dumbledore, to the back room were they put this hat on my head, they call it The Sorting Hat. They explained that the school consisted of four houses, Gryffindor, Hufflepuff, Ravenclaw and, Slytherin. I, was sorted in to Slytherin. Normaly, I was told, first year students are sorted through this cerimony, which, I later wittnesed. I was to be done seperately becouse I was going into my fith-year. I can feel why, my father does not like, this Dumbledore. He is a very kind and gentel man. I could also feel, he was both powerful and wise. The total oppiste of my father. I think, we will get along, just fine. At least, I hope so, he didn't look pleased that I was going into Slytherin, for some reason, perhaps....yes, perhaps he wanted me away from, Draco and the other Slytherins, does he know who my father is? I would guess, probably. well, like I said, I tend to ramble...sorry again.
After dinner and finding out were my new room was, I took off to the library. Had to ditch Draco first though. Was really quite easy. I got to the library and took out some books on Alchemy, my favorite subject, when, that guy I was telling you about, the one from the train that bumped into Draco, he came in and intoduced himself. His name is MAx. I asked him to have a seat. We talked for a bit then decided to go for a walk. I don't know why but, I told him who my dad was, he didn't run away. Thank you. Finally, I asked him about Draco. Aparently, they used to be good friends but, they had a bad falling out and are now, enemies, I guess. We were walking and I decided to ask jokingly as to the wearabouts of Draco. "Mybe, he's standing right bahind you." I hear his all to familure drawl. I froze for a moment then turned to face him. There was this huge fight. However, between Max and myself we, shall we say, put Draco's thugs, out of commision. That left Malfoy alone. Suprisingly, he didn't back down. Draco and I yelled at each other for a while. About how I was to stay with him blah..blah..blah..Nothing he said was fazing me until, he threatend the imperious curse. Now, don't get me wrong here, I could, fight the curse, if, I knew it was comming but, I know, Draco doesn't work that way. I wouldn;'t even know anything had changed, if he used it. That, scared me, still does. Max stood by my side, the whole time. Any other guy would have left, not wanting to get involved in such a mess but not Max. Ofcourse, if he had not stayed or had not been half the wizard he's shown me to be and, was out cold like the other two, I would have given in to Draco. Thank you, for staying Max.....
(will put more after a few more posts to my (Her) journal)
WOW.. I cannot believe how much you write! AN dits sooooooo good! All I can say is WOW......
I'd love to write A Harry's Journal, but that's basically the books.
You can do one from your own point of view, like say start at year 5 or 6. You don't have to start it from the beginning. 8)
Well, I ended up runningoff and Max followed me. Here is a guy who, doesn't even know me and, he even gives me a shoulder to cry on. Don't worry though, he found a way to cheer me up...
Max brought me to this wonderfull little town called Hogsmead. There's a candy shop and a joke shop and there's this place called The Three Broomsticks, I think that's wht it's called, anyway, they have this stuff there, it's called Butterbeer. Yummy. If you have never tried it then I suggest you do. Really, it was great.
The whole time he was showing me around I'd catch him smiling at my excitement. It was as if he too, were having fun, just watching me....
We ended up in this Quidditch supply shop. They had the latest broom on display there, The Silver Pheonix. Max really liked it so, I bought it for him. You might ask, as did he, how I could affors it. Well, I am a member of the richest Wizard Family around, you know. Hee hee. Lucius is going to hit the roof when he finds out how much of his presiouse money I have spent. Good, he needs to learn what the price of keeping me around is.
I think, I'm in trouble. I think.....well maybe it was just all the excitement and such. Oh, I;m scared. What id I am, falling for this guy? I don't want him in any danger. Oh, if Draco found out. Not that Draco is a threat to Max but, my father is. The way Max looks at me, it makes me nervouse, i na good way. Well, we'll just have to wait and see. How could I possibly fall for a guy I just met. Right?
We went back to the common room. I didn't want Draco finding me there, with Max. I wanted this night to end perfectly. I wanted to remember how Max looked when the owner of the shop gave him the broom, I wanted to remember the first time I really looked into those wonderful blue eyes and I didn't want Draco in those memories....
i can't help myself. I keep finding that I'm staring at him. It's kinda funny because it makes him so nervouse. Sorry Max. He ran his hand through his hair this time, How I wanted it to be me doing that.... I came here only knowing three people who, annoyed me. Now, after tonight, if i don't make any other friends the rest of my life, it'll be ok becouse, i have Max...
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(Thanks, I'll write more after more posts)
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Max and I talked for a while. He commented on my Alchamy book said he too liked the suject. The topic turned to Harry and guess who shows up in the Slytherin Common room at one o'clock in the mornig!!! You guessed it, Harry! Coincedence? I don't know. Max looked somewhat uncomfertable and he left. I was really sorry to see him leave but, Now, I can talk with Harry. I was right, he does feel the smae way as I do. Max came back down and he seems to think there is a resemblece in the two of us. It's possible, I guess. In my bith certificate it states that I was one of two live births, My mom never told me what had happend to my twin, maybe....
Well, it's been confirmed. Harry and I went to Dumbledore and he confirmed the fact that we are twins. I can't believe that I actually found my twin. I should have guessed a long time agao, when I first learned who my father was but, I guess i never put two and two together. I think Dumbledore is holding somthing back still though. I wish I knew what it was. oh, well. I'm going to sleep.........
I had the same dream again. The same one I've been having all year. It starts with me standing over a dead body. I think, I killed him. There is two others tied to posts in the distance. We are surrounded by Deatheaters. My father stands behind me laughing. Normaly, the people are all faceless but not this time..... The two tied to the posts are Max and Ron. the one lying at my feet is, Harry.
I woke up and went down to sit next to the fire and fell asleep around dawn some time. I guess. The dream really scared me this time. I can't explain it but, It is as though The images are being shown to me on purpose. I'll write more later, I need to get ready for breakfast.
Sorry it's been so long since I have written but it seems, Draco held true to his word and did indeed use the Crutaious curse on me. What a Twit! It's still all kinda foggy but once again, thanks to Max, I came out of it. No one can seem to tell me everything. Draco I fear is the only one who truley knows what all transpired. I guess, we were a real hot item. I'll write more as soon as I find out what exactly happen while,"I was away" so to speek. Oh, and thanks again Max.
smiles. good, job Max, shes shure up and runnin again! whispers to Kiera,*hes certinly yours!*
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Well, Draco certainly was a whell of information, not. He refuses to let me in on what it was that transpired. He just keeps smiling that annoying little snake like smile of his. That's ok, I'll get it out of him. Max and I are working on a truth potion. heehee. The only thing I know at this point is that I did indeed meet with my father again over the Thanksgiving Holliday. I don't know what I did though and, that might be a very bad thing. I woory. Max of course, tells me not to becouse anything I did under that spell is not my fault. Isn't he great! We've gotten a lot closer. No, I still havn't kissed him....
Well, the potion worked. I didn't like hearing half the things he told us but, I guess somtimes, you have to hear the things that most terrify you. I learned that I did indeed kill many people for my father. Some of wich were Ministry officials. This scares me. What if, but no, he wouldn't dare to do it again.
The other things I found out were realy quite emberacing. I think Max hit him a little harder than he should have. Draco was out for several hours after that. No, Draco deserved it. No, he didn't do anything THAT bad. Enough though to make me hate him even more. Lets just say that Draco is lucky I don't actualy like, to kill people.
Tonight was great! Max and I whent to that little town I told you about, Hogsmead, again. We went to the haunted shack. It's this little shack that is suposed to be haunted but I found out differntly. I met Sirius Black. He is Harry's godfather. I really like him. He told me the whole story as to how he and Harry first met. I only wish I could find a way to prove his innocence. It's just not fair. Sirius has to live in hiding while that twitchy little worm, Peter, goes free. Well, as free as one can be with my father as his master.
Well, there's this Halloween dance tonight. Max and I are going as Ron and Emily. The two I told you about on the train. Max had a Pollyjuice potion so.. It'll be fun.
It was kinda wierd, being some one else for a bit. I couldn't look at Max(Ron) without feeling odd, I meen I hardly know Ron(The real one) Hard to explain unless you've been there. No, for thoughs of you wondering, I still havn't gotten THAT, close to Max, although....
Anyway, Isis, this girl in Slytherin I just recently met, she hooked up with this guy, Zorin, I believe his name is. He is a Hufflepuff and really quite good looking. Anyway, I feel I know him, perhaps in a nother life......
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WEll, A lot has gone on this year. Now, it is Christmas break and Dear Lucius has insisted I come home. Dumbledore can't do anything. Draco is parading around the school, he's so happy. I don't want to go...I know what will happen and I'm scared. I thought about leaving but Dumbledore figured on that one and so has made sure I don't go any were. Says that I'll be fine and that they'll have me looked after, what ever that means. I don't think they understand. I'm not afraid to go back, I'm afraid of what my Father will make me do...Also, i don't want to leave Max alone. He really upset about it too. Say's he'll follow to make sure I'm ok...I don't want him to, I don't want him to see me do those terrible things....Draco's coming, I've gotta go..
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OK, I'm back, Once again, I must apologize for the lengthy space between enties. Although, I do have some verry interesting news for you all.
I've got 2 days before I leave hime with Draco. Tonight was the best ever and I think that, as long as I can hold on to tonight while I'm home...Everything will be ok.
Max and I went for a walk along the lake this evening. We were standing just on the other side talking, about what doesn't even matter anymore. We kissed, for the first time. I don't think I could possibly even dream if telling you how wonderfull it was..I could say that my whole body felt as though it would float away, I was lost by the touch of his lips upon mine, his hands moved over my back bringing me closer....Oh it was just the best feeling I have ever experienced. I hope to write more later. right now, I just want to lay here in my bed and remember....
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Ok, this is the last entry I make to you, for now. I can not risk taking this journal home with me. I leave for home tomarrow and I hope, it will end fast. Draco has become more and more agressive since the last time I told you about him. He has even gone so far as to curse Max, behind his back of course, today. Max is stil out. I hope I can wake him before morning as, I will be gone then. I think Draco knows I kissed him. How, I do not know, but have my suspitions. Wait, I hear some one...
Well, it's been an hour since I wrote the above words and I was right to quit. Draco had the nerve to actually come into my room. What a bloody jerk! He told me at great length, the things he had planned for us. (Himself and me, of course) I really hope that Dumbledore has somthing good up his sleeve. if he doesn't, I'm lost. Well, I need to get some sleep, I have a feeling I won't be getting much of it later, or for the whole tme I'm home. Max has stired, maybe...
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Well, I made through the Hollidays. Not very easily but I did. Dumbledore held true to his word and I was indeed watched. I found out that Snape is an undercover Death Eater. Imagine my suprise. I still don't think he trusts me and really, I don't blame him. Even though, he was there the whole time, I still had no choice but to do as my wonderfull father wished. Draco is nothing but an annoyance and I think, that perhaps, I might tire of this game soon. I only just barley keep myself under control now. I must confess this to some one so it might as well be you.....
Since my last visit, somthing seems to have awakend in me. Somthing horrible, it's hard to explain but I shall try......I no longer feel bad about the things I do. It is almost as though I want to kill more. I find myself wanting to feel the life slipping away from my victim, to see them suffer, I...I don't want to feel this way but...I do. I also seem to get angry quicker. Like today, a first year kept asking me annoying questions and I flung the poor kid across the room and laughed about it....like I said, I don't feel bad for doing it, even now, writing this, I am smiling. Max seems to calm me. When he's around, I seem to do fine, there's somthing about him...I can't even begin to explain. I think I'll have to pay attention and I'll let you know more, later. Oh, and yes, Max and I are totaly, together. Despite Draco's continued threats and his continued warrnings, Max has decided to stay with me. Only, I worry, is what Draco says true, will he regret it? I hope not........ Draco says that I will end up killing him, at least, that's what he told Max, they didn't think I was around to hear the conversation, but I was. Max said that as long as I have him, nothing bad will happen but Draco keeps telling him that he'll(Max) screw it up, somehow...Somthing about a shadow Prphecy, I don't know what he's talking about and Max is no help. I think he knows somthing he isn't telling me. Perhaps, i should leave it alone, maybe I don't want to know.... Well, that's enough for now, I've got to get to Potions, wouldn't want Snape angry with me...
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Well, I am now sitting in snapes office, detention. He has orderd me to stay here for the whole night. Nice enough he was to suply me with a cot to sleep on. The JERK! Here I was, not blaming him for not trusting me. Just who does he think he is any way. I guess he really does have a problem with me. Seems to like Draco well enough though! I would think Draco the untrustworthy one, not ME! Yes, I'm angry, I can't see Max, well, I'm not suposed to any way. heehee
Max came in the room earlier. It was nice. He spent a good hour with me until we heard Snape apraoching. He left. Well, I've got to go, I hear....
Well, hi...I'm back and I just found out the real reason Snape dispises me. Seems there is a prophecy surrounding me. A very bad one. If every thing goes they way it keeps going, looks as though I'll be the next ruler of the earth. HA! Wouldn't that be somthing. NOT! I'm suposed to hook up with dear old daddy and become somthing, or rather, I am somthing, called The Dark Loards Shadow. Evidently, I was supposed to be killed at birth but no one did it so....
There is a hope, however. Seems Max has a prophecey surrounding him too, which explains the reason behind why, he calms me when he's around....He was born to do that very thing. The only stipulation is that he can't decieve me. Seems, the way I see it. He will be tempted, sooner or later and that will decide the fate of the world as we know it. Lets hope he loves me, the way I do him, else all will be lost...
Sorry for the grim reality, but, I thought I'd put it in writing. Man Snape really hates me. He won't even give me a chance. He doesn't even want to listen to Max's prophecy. Says that it makes no difference, seems to think that Max will screw it up any way. HUH, thanks a lot Snape, really good way to encourage me. Well, I guess I'll try to sleep now. Maybe things will look better after talking with Dumvledore tomarrow. Bye for now.
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Well, Dumbledore seemed a little upset that Snape took it upon himself to show me the prophecy, however. At least now my suspitions were correct. Max is the key...Man the presure on him. He doesn't seem to show it though. He is every bit the same as before all this. Of course, he has known about this(His) for quite some time now so he wasn't really surprised to begin with.
Max and I fell asleep on the couch last night. We were lucky, Snape didn't happen by until we were already awake. I can only imagine what would have happend if he had seen us, even though, we did nothing wrong. Draco, on the other hand, knows and he seems to be happy about it. I don't trust him. The little jerk obviously has somthing up his sleeve. I guess We'll find out soon enough. Well, I've gotta go for now. Write to you later.
Sure enough, Draco DID have somthing up his sleeve. He is black mailing us now. JERK! He wans me to accompany him on the next Hogsmead trip, this weekend. Max almost killed him, again. Not that is a new thing but, this time, I really think he meant to do it. After all was said and done, I ended up agreeing to go with him. I had to point out to Max that it was this, or Snape. I think Draco is a lot easier to deal with, personaly. At least he can't keep us apart, for long.... As it turns out, Max has to go home for a week any way, somthing with his parents. I could go into a long explanation but, I won't. He'll be leaving tomarrow. So, I must leave you again, Max just came in and we're going for a walk. Heehee. I hope to make his sending off, somthing he won't soon forget. If you could see me, I'm blushing. Well...till next time.
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Well, Max left this morning. His parents had him take the train home so I didn't get to see him off. Atleast, however I did get to tell him good bye last night and earl;ier this morning. heehee.
It's Saturday so I guess I will be leaving to Hogsmead this afternoon. Draco has planned for us to walk over instead of taking the coaches with most the rest of the school. I am so NOT looking forward to this. Draco is estatic about Max being gone. Seems to think it makes me free game. He couldn't of course be more wrong. If he tries anything....Well lets just say I WILL NOT, put up with it. Like I said, his anoyace is begining to rub me in the wrong direction, and I can't be held responsible for my actions.
Snape seems to have been different today, I wounder if Dumbledore said anything to him. Not that he's been nice, be no means, but, he wasn't rude either. When I passed him in the hall, he just walked by for a change....Well, that is to say that he didn't pull me aside and start harping on me about rediculis things, hoping to get a rise from me so he could through me into detention again. Bet it's because I'm going into Hogsmead wioth his favorite boy. Sometimes I wonder about him..heehee. That of course is just a joke.
Ok. I'm back from Hogsmead now. Have been back for quite some tome actually. Can you believe Draco had the audasity to try and make a move on me! Of course you can, I don't know why I was so suprised. I think he wont be trying that again for a long time, at least not while I'm away from his house. You should have seen it..heehee. Draco suspended in mid air for over an hour before I was told by Professor McGonnigal to put him down. I thought I saw the faintest twing at the corner of her mouth though. Ya, she was holding back a laugh. Oh, well. It's her job to make us behave. Good thing she came though, I almost really hurt him. What she didn't know was that he was finding it hard to breath. I couldn't stop it. It got away from me again, the anger. It gets harder every day. I hope Max gets back soon. I still feel it. I still want to go out and start hurting people. It's hard to explain. So, at this time I don't think I will I think that I just need to take a long bath and relax. Ya, that sounds good.
Oh, and did I mention that there is going to be a Party in Ravenclaw toinight? WEll there is and I am most definately going. Good bye for now, I'll write some more later.
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Well, ok...it's , oh, I don't know...2 in the morning now. The party was great! I spent most of my time with Harry, got to know him better. we sat in a corner talking most of the night. I never knew how that he was such a great guy. I think that, as a sister, any girl who catches his heart will be the luckiest girl alive. I'm glad we got this chance to talk, I don't feel so alone now. I also got to get to know his best friend a lot better. Ron is just too funny. Oh, and Ron's brothers, they are twins, Fred and George, If I thought Ron was funny...Well, he's nothing compared to that lot! It is going to be a sad day indeed when they leave this school. They even have their own line of joke stuff and they are opening a store of their own. From what I whitnessed tonight, it will be a great success! Heehee They are just too great! Well, at least the nigh whent with out sighn of Draco. Thank goodness. Harry says it becouse he wouldn't drean of showing up on a rom full of himself and the Weasleys/ Heehee I don't blame him, really, The Weasleys rellt hate him, maybe as much as I do. I can just imagine the things Fred and George would do to him, on a whim. Well, I think that's it for tonight, Oh, wait...I just needed to let you know that, spemding time with Harry and the Weas;eys let me calm down and I don't seem to be feeling quite so...violent now. Well, write to you later, hope that I can write some more happy thing tomarrow. Ta ta...
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Where am I. :'(
Well, happy writings were planned for today however, seeing as how I'm not entirely sure what all transpired today, I do have some clue, some memories and the fact that not only did I turn the school inside out but, I almost killed Max. Let me start from the begining.
I woke up, (Well, of course I did. lol) There was somthing going on outside so I went to investigate. Seems that there was a bunch of Death Eaters on the grounds. I couldn't help myself, I went in amungst them in my wolf form, (Oh, ya, I like to be a wolf, by the way...) Well, any way, I happend upon Lucius Malfoy in the fray and I attacked him, Harry came along as a Pheonix, I believe it was and dropped him on the lake. He had managed to swim back to shore and I sttacked again, dragging him out to the forest, Just as I was going in for the kill, I was grabbed from behind. Next thing I remember is talking with Max. I guess someone sent him an owl telling him of what I was doing. I blacked out, it's kinda scary to think about, and I guess I almost killed poor Ron, and Lavender, she got prety beat up. I guess she was the one who tried hardest to stop me. Anyway, I remember I took Max into a room, not really sure which one it was but all I remember is that, suddenly, I realized I had begun to release a deadly attack on him, I turned it on myself and, then I woke up again. I don't really know what all I did, but, people seem to be really scared of me now, except fore Max. He sent his double to watch over me until he is able to return. Max2 is what I call him. He is Max, sortta. Well, I rememberd that I had dropped Snape, first thing, every one but him had been restored to normal, I was planning on keeping him in the closet but Dumbledore walked in on us..heehee, now that he has been reanimated, so to speek, I can relax a bit. Oh, and Professor Dumbledore allowed me to modify his memory a bit, seems he was afraid that Snape might try and kill me for what I did. Oh well, hopefully Max will be back soon. I'm afraid of what I can or will do in his absence. Draco's comong, I think I'll write some more later.
I did it again, People just got on my nerves. I couldn't help it! If they'd just learn to stay away from me and leave me the hell alone...I try to feel bad for hurting them but, I don't so, oh well, so be it. Max comes back to the school tonight, hopefully I won't have any more relapses between now and then.
Oh, you probably are intrested in what it was I did? Well, these stupid Ravenclaws started to talk crap about me, and well, I let them know just what I thought about it all by tossing them around the school a bit. They only recieved a few broken bones and some cuts and bruises, no biggy really, it's not like I killed anyone or nothing. For some reason though, I didn't even get a detention. I think that Dumbledroe may have somthing to do with that one, you see, he doesn't blame me for my actions, I think he's the only one though. McGonnigal was furious! I thought I'd have to hurt her too. Just to shut her up! Man can that witch screem at a person. Lucky for her though, Dumbledore showed up and saunterd my away. Lord only knows what would have happend. I just realised that Dumbledore has a knack for getting to places in the nick of time. lol Oh, Max just came in...bye!
Oh man, Max was mad. He couldn't believe I did those things. We had a fight, a small one, bit a foght none the less. It's ok now though, turns out that he wasn't really that mad, just more concernd than anything, I guess.
I was righ though, about Max. When he's around, I don't feel so, well, mean. I can't explain it really, you'll just have to understand that I don't know what would happen to me or this school if her were ever to leave my side...
Oh, anfd you'd probably also be intrested to have me kiss and tell. Heehee.
Well, Max and I sortta "Made-out" tonight. MMMM, what a kisser that one. I could kiss him forever and never tire of it. Heehee, man i'm bad, well anyway. I just thought I'd let you know, since you've been reading this story of mine from the start and I know when I read a story, I'm always intrested ion how relationships turn out.
Actually, Ma and I fell asleep on the couch together, I just woke up. I hope we don't get busted by Snape or anything but I am not about to go tomy room when I see him sleeping there, all alone. I'm smiling as I watch him sleep. Well, I think I need to go and get to cuddling again. Write you some more later on.
Ok, it's been a week since my last entry and It is now almost the end of the year. As it turns out, I mught not have to spend the entire summer with the Malfoys!
You see, Ron, his girlfriends name, is Emily and she just happens to be mine and Harry's cousin, well, her parents are going to try and get custody of me. Isn't that great! So....I am told that everything is rolling as I speek and that by mid break, they should have me at their home. I am so releaved, as is Max.
Max, by the way has informed me that he WILL be coming by this summer, when I am at the malfoys. Says he doesn't want to let me out of his sight. I only hope he doesn't get cought by Lucius. That would be BAD. Alas, as I can not change his mind, I will have to except it and try to watch out for him when he does show up. I only hope he doesn't get there when my father is there. Well, I'll writecha some more later, MAx wants us to go for a swim. TTFN.