Thinking About My Mistakes

[Vanessa]

Vanessa walked out to the lake, thinking of how she had acted so stupid towards her friends. She sat down on a rock then felt her eyes water up. She couldnt help it anymore, she let the tears pour down like rain.

[Maddy]

Maddy sat down next to Vanessa. She put her head in her hands but didn't cry. She couldn't cry. She waited until Vanessa to stop crying.

[Vanessa]

"Im so stupid." Vanessa said. She lifted up her head, tears still streaming down her face. Her mascara ran down her cheeks.

[Maddy]

"Why?" Maddy said plainly.

[Vanessa]

Vanessa whiped her eyes. "I... I dont know. I cant help but think that I have done so many things wrong." She said, hoping that Maddy would be the only one to see her like this.

[Maddy]

"You need to open up... Maybe let your emotions show a little more." Maddy was being blunt but she didn't care. All she wanted was the old Vanessa back. The one who didn't care what people thought and was so outgoing. The one who didn't hold anything back... not even what she was feeling. "Why have you changed so much?" She asked her looking into her eyes... locking gazes so that Vanessa wouldn't look away.

[Vanessa]

Vanessa studdered. "I... I dont know what you mean." She looked down at her phone, it was allmost midnight. She felt another rush of tears.

[Maddy]

"What is it Vanessa?" Maddy asked her curiously by the way she looked at her phone.

[Vanessa]

"It just with the deal with Maddie... and well I feel like I hurt Sky when me and Blaze started going out... but dont think that I regreat going out with Blaze. Because there is no way I would ever regreat that." Vanessa said, feeling stupid.

[LordBlaZe]

Blaze swore he thought some crying and was shocked to see Vanessa and Maddy talking, he felt weird. Ever since he had started going out with Vanessa they had never seemed to have any time together alone but he guessed she was busy with Maddy, she was going through a tough time and only Vanessa seemed to make smile anymore. He sighed, not sure to walk away or make an entrance. He wondered what they were talking about and felt an odd sense of loneliness inside.

[Vanessa]

Vanessa heard some footsteps, and turned around to see it was Blaze. Oh great I look like crap. She whiped her eyes again and walked over to him. "Hey." She said, softly.

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((wait I'm confused now....I really have missed too much.....))

[Maddy]

"Vanessa... You just need to stop worrying about stuff...." Maddy said wiping the mascarra off of Vanessa's face. "Everything will end up the way its supposed to be.." Maddy couldn't stand it when her friends were hurt. It made her feel like crying yet again. "Hey Blaze..." Maddy said as she got up to talk to him. "You should probably go talk to her... she needs you." Maddy wisphered to Blaze.

[LordBlaZe]

Blaze gave Maddy a soft smile, "I'll try" he said whispering to her. Then he took a seat next to Vanessa and smiled. He took her hand and asked, "What's wrong?"

[Vanessa]

Vanessa forced a smile, it was hard to be sad when he was around. "I just... My friend Maddie, she passed away last night."

((look at Maddie........... for more info lol))