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 Nate layd on the dewey grass, feeling evry trickle of watr touching the back of his shirt. He lookd up at the countless stars. The twinkling lights looking so close but so far away. It was almost like he could touch em but evrytime he tried he couldnt quite get em. He turned his head quickly to a sound he heard in the bushes. He didnt say anything as he stared through slit eyes.

((sorry lately my internet has been quiting on me. its rlly slow now but its working :) ))

  Nate looked up through the bright green leaves and at the beautiful sky. Clouds suffocating the sky, all big and puffy. He smiled to himself as he layed on the twisted limb of a old tree. Its roots and vines twisting together, all around. He began to relax into a light sleep. Listening to the wind until he was all of the way asleep.

 Nate smiled as he gazed up at the clouds as spring came clearly that day. The clouds covered the shining sun, so his body wouldnt glimmer. And his eyes shone with excitement as he looked around as many students strolled around and talked and played. He began to walk quickly and smoothly towards the forest. He stopped a far ways off, not even breathless as he heard someone behind him. He could see the shadow clearly now of that person but he didnt know who it was.....

Nate layed on an wooden bench that layed against the coffee shop. He twirled an ruined flower as he layed his elbows on his legs, bent over so no one could see him. The sudden change in weather had forced the poor flower to die. It was just turning spring, birds were chirping. But dissapointedly the weather changed abnormally again, back to the freezing, cold pale weather. Rain poured and poured as his hair turned from dry to soaking wet. The weather oddly was just like his feelings. It matched his emotions perfectly. He felt stuck to his position not willingly to leave.

Nate slid casually out of the school. His hand hidden in his bulky coat and an outline of a whisky bottle hidden in there. His heart rippling with every step as he impatiently was tempted to open it every second and chug the acidic flavor down his throat and be for once happy. His life has went down the drain since he was born, he might as well be happy and enjoy some of it now.
He at last was hidden in the back of the school, where there were less windows and no one ever goes out. He immediatly opened the bottle with one easy twist. His eyes gleamed with thirst and hunger for the powerful flavor and the affect it had on him as he gulped the liquid down and hit his system. But he didnt realize quite yet that there was a figure beside him.
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  Nate layed against the schools wall. The stone cold against his face as he breathed heavily from the long run. He outran if that was even possible, trying effortlessly on slipping his emotions. He heard a tap tap of someones feet, getting louder and louder. He slid his fingers through his wet hair.

Nate layed down in a cream colored meadow as his thoughts ran wild. His hands holding his dark head as he looked up through the strands of golden wheat and into the light blue sky. Flashbacks came pouring down into his mind as fast as they came and went. His eyes dull and clouded as he remembered the worse and best of the memories.

Nate layed by the glimmering lake, his back against an almost grey tree as he flipped intently the pages of an old fragile book. He layed there for what seemed like hours reading until a dark shadow of a person came upon the pages of his book. He looked up to seeing a figure. He smiled kindly,"Hi"

  Nate layed uncomfortably on his bed, once in a while tossing and turning. He whimpered quietly in his deep sleep as he had a bad dream. He felt like he was running a high fever so in the middle of the night he had thrown his shirt off hoping it would help but it didnt do anything. He woke up immediatly right when he saw his dead sister alive. "No," he whimpered and opened his eyes wide open. He wiped his sweaty head, feeling burning and stressed.
  He jumped out of his bed knowing that he wont be able to sleep for a day or so. He was going to sneak out but went against it. So without thinking he walked clumzily, sidesteps into the commonroom with his shirt still off. His gaze blurry but good enough for him to end up on the couch staring off tiredly into the flickering fire.

   

                  January 3, 2009 is now determined by me one of the worst, unluckiest, saddest day i have had so far. First it started out i had to go to a funeral because my great uncle died, who by the way i dont really know. I heard some people didnt show up because they blamed my aunt for another death that was two years ago but i wouldnt know of course
   
    because my second oldest sister's chest hurted and she ended up blacking out on the ride to my home but somehow she made it with a little help from my twin. And then once home she walked unevenly towards my mom's bedroom and ended up laying on the floor once i arrived by her side. She was having a really bad problem breathing. She couldnt walk so we called the ambulance and caused a big commotion. i swear like twenty people arrived just to make sure she was alright. Half of them i didnt know.
   
    Then after that there was some crying going on and it turned out she just was alergic to something and she had some kind of viral. But i dont really know. I wouldnt.
 
    But the sky was real foggy and spooky and i could hardly see when we drove back home. But then one of my friends texted me and told me one of her nephews might have a some kind of disease in his heart.
 
    Also my step niece has a bad chest problem and is always cranky. And she is only six months old so it could turn out to be bad enough.
   
     But pretty much i am now anouncing this stupid heartrippling day unlucky. so be careful!

Nate felt a rush of a sudden difference. It was like he was put under a spell or something but the next thing he knew he was roaming around where the humans lived almost creature like. Where brick houses with the moon shining a reflection on them making them spooky in their own ways. He strained his ears to hear a human ruffling. A evil smile formed on his face as he spotted a girl about seventeen on her cell. And then the smell hit him in the face as his eyes turned a sudden pitch black with a little dark green on the outline. He wasnt thinking, nothing was going through his head but the smell of the delicious warm blood blocked it out. He wanted it bad, he thirsted and craved for it. He crawled almost animal like as he creeped up towards the girl that was talking perkily on the phone. She was too busy talking to notice Nate. His fangs slipped out as he hunched over, gathering all of his stregnth. He waited till the girl hung up the cell phone and then it was his turn. He pounced almost creature like, and before the girl could even think he covered her mouth and knocked her down. She was alive but her eyes were scared. Nates mind kept on playing over her eyes but then the smell hit him again, the blood that ran through her veins were so delicious smelling. Without having time to think he opened his jaw and bit her but not far enough to make her loose lots of blood but only a little. He sucked the warm sweet taste of blood from her. The girl kept on struggling but stopped soon. She wasnt dead though nor even unconcsious.

Nate wore a black hoodie to hide him in the darkness. He wanted to escape his dorm so badly that he thought he would drown if he didnt get a gulp of fresh air. He flipped his hood up over his dark hair and slid quietly out into the commonroom. He looked cautiously as he peered around and into the commonroom. He was planning on going outside. He tiptoed in very carefully and stopped at the rear of the doorframe that led to a huge hall and to long mysterious stairs, and all the way down to a huge castle like doors. He looked side to side and then turned behind him to peer into the commonroom, to see if anyone was coming... ((anybody can join))

Nate jerked his head from deep thought as he heard a twig snap. And then another, and another. His eyes automatically turned a deep black as he peered through the trees. He ran in a blur swiftly, not even making a sound. He could feel something was different. Out of place. He looked just in time to see an arrow pass by his head swiftly, just a inch from his head. He glared towards the direction the arrow came in disbelief.
There in fron of him layed a group of hunters with arrows clasped in their hands and their eyes filled with hatred. "Hello pal, came a cruel voice from a old man. The mans eyes were full of hatred and disrespect.
And then it came to him with a jolt as he remembered the stories that his father had once told him. He whispered under his breath,"Vampier hunters."

Nate slammed his drink full of seeping liquid red blood onto the bar table as he looked face to face to the girl. How could she be here? He was a pale white and his eyes dark with anger. He covered his eyes with his dark shaggy hair and turned his head away from her view but it was too late. She appeared by his side on a barstool in seconds. Her long legs bearily touching his with a sexy outfit. He glared at her with piercing eyes,"What are you doing here," he said sharply.
Lane staired at him with startled sad puppy eyes. She said with a cute voice,"What? Cant say hi to your girlfriend?"
He jerked his head, and stared at her with piercing eyes,"D*mnit how many times do i have to tell you. We broke up, remember? You broke my heart Lane? And then i got over you."

The bare trees whooshed as Nate dragged his feet playfully through the loose dirt that settled loosely on the forestfloor. He sighed as he thought about the girl he really liked as a smile appeared on his soft lips. He wished he could see her but he knew there is a fifty percent chance she would know where he was. He looked around at the beautiful scenery; light brown trees moving, bare ground with little grass appearing, and the sky blank with no cloudes and a pale gray tent to it. It kindof was spooky how it looked and felt but he didnt really pay attention to that. He looked around, jerking his head as he heard something. Okay now its getting a little scary, he thought as he saw a figure appear coming towards him. "Whos there," he asked as he reached for his wand that layed comfortably in his pocket.

Nate layed awkwardly on his stiff bed. His foot hanging off the side of it as he looked wide eyed out the foggy window. His body felt like ice as he snuggled against the rough blanket. He sighed as he tried to sleep. He went off his bed with a creak and walked to his dresser type thing and slid on a tshirt. then he tiptoed all the way across the room and into the commonroom. The fireplace was still going but only a little flicker of light was left. He grabbed his wand out of his back pocket and made the fire grew. He grabbed a warm blanket and wrapped it around his arms.Then he collapsed onto the couch and stared at the warm fire.

Nates head was pounding with a huge headache and confusion. He walked in and plopped onto the barstool next to the counter. He nodded to the man who worked there and said with an sigh,"Could you give me something thats storng and spike it with some blood." The man nodded with a warm smile and went back to work. He slouched into his chair as he thought through his jumbled up head. Girl problems was the reason why he was having such a screwed up time right now. He chugged the drink right after the bartender handed it to him. Nate wiped his mouth with the back of his sleeve,"Life sucks..." he commented to himself.

Nate looked down into his rough hands as he twirled the knife.  He had locked himself in the decorated bathroom of his empty house. He stared as his cellphone mutedly, waiting every second for just, just once the fone to ring. Visions appeared of the long dark hair that layed beautifully across the girls face. The young love that he felt for her. He smiled sadly, wishing he could be with her. Nothing happened as he waited, the seconds turning into hours. He felt alone and scared. He dropped the knife onto the allunimum floor and lifted his numb body up and grabbed the fone that set sadly on the slick sink. He pressed in on the pad the number of the girl he loved. He stood crookedly and listened to the too long ringing of the fone. He sighed as it went to her voicemail. Her voice so sweet, like honey. He said in almost a quiet voice into the fone,"I will always love you. This is goodbye forever." Then he slammed it shut, as tears slid down his pale face. His knees gave away as he slid down to the ground, his back up against the sink. He ran his ring finger along the sharp edge of the knife, hearing the whistling of the blade. He felt deeply crushed. He gripped the handle of the knife, his mind dazed as he took one last breath. His body became numb as the sharp edge of the blade went through his heart. His body layed on the ground, scarlet blood rushing around his dead, nonmoving body.
She rushed over to Nates house after she heard the voicemail, her heart pounding as she went straight into the house and broke open the door, not ready for what she was just about to see. She began to stop breathing, her eyes huge and sad. This wasnt suppose to happen. She fell to the ground hard, as tears slid down her cheeks in disbelief She loved him. She lifted his head up craddling his limp head as she shedded tears. She untwined his hands from the sharp blade that was now dripping of his scarlet bloode. She said sadly,I loved him this wasnt suppose to happen.She picked up the blade and stared at her lover and then bloode fell from her body as she hit the ground, her hair flarred against the ground, her hands twindled with his. Their lives didnt last but their souls did together.

[okay i know its really bad, but i dont really have time to fix it..my internet keeps on messing up  :'()

Nates eyes fogged into a deep shade of black. his impulse pounding against his flesh. He took off his white shirt and slammed it against the forest floor. He decided to take a run to clear his cluttered mind. Nate digged his broken shoes into the dirt, and prepared to run. He took one last deep breath and ran so fast that he was just a blur. He didnt know where he was going or what he was going to do, all he knew was that he had to get out of this state of mind. Once he had ran out of breath and was totally lost he stopped and inhaled in deep gulfs of air. His heart was pounding so hard that his hands were shaking his chest hurt. His anger still spilled over him. He muttered under his breath,"Why does this have to be this way?"

Nate looked at the old clock that set crookedly above the fireplace and then glanced out at the window, looking as the raindrops slid down the old glass window. His eyes a little blurry as he stared off into space, daydreaming. He smiled as his daydream took over his whole mind. His eyes set on nothing and his body movement still as he layed comfortable on the couch in the commonroom.