join plz coz im bored

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius hugged her tightly..trying to make her feel warmer.* its just because your body isn't used to not having a drink. come on. *picks her up like he used to.* lets go to your common room. *takes her upstairs to the warm fire in sarah's common room.*

*he laid her on the couch next to the fire, and found a blanket nearby that he laid across her. he conjured up a glass of water and handed it to her. he sat next to her feet and started massaging them softly.*

[Shara2007]

"Sirius help me." Sarah siad the heat was not doing anything to help her. It actually made it worse.

"Sirius I'm sorry I treated you." Sarah was crying so much.

[ChoChangHP118]

i know...shhh *sirius wiped the tears off of sarah's face* don't talk. i'm here...its ok. you'll get through this.

[Shara2007]

"I don't know." Sarah siad as she hugged him.

"I'm scared."

[ChoChangHP118]

*sirius hugged her lightly back* i know. this is going to be hard for you. i'm not gonna lie. but i'll be here through it all.

[Shara2007]

*sarah looked at his eye.

"I know but the problem is that. I don't want to stop"

[ChoChangHP118]

(i only have one eye now lol)

you need to. right now its not a matter of wanting...it's a matter of needing. ok? you need to stop. no matter what. its a bad thing to do. we need to get the old sarah back ok. we need to find and get the one who likes drawling....and the one who likes watching sunsets. and...i'd especially like the one back that likes me. *smiles weakly at sarah*

[Shara2007]

Sarah looked him.

"I don't even know where to find that Sarah. I've been the secreat one." Sarah siad as sne looked at him and moved closer to the fire.

"I don't know where she is. I still drawl but it is all butterbeer." sarah siad staying close to Siruis.

[ChoChangHP118]

well then.......*sirius said putting his arm around her*....we'll just have to find that sarah. wherever she may be....we'll find her...


we'll find her.

[Shara2007]

"okay." sarah said as she leaned into him.

"Where would we start though." Sarah siad as she looked at him.

"I'm still so cold. Then I can't stop shaking." Sarah then got up and walked to her bed.

Sarah went to her bed she got a butterbeers she owned and throw them into the fire.

[ChoChangHP118]

that's a start to finding the sarah we love. throwing away all temptations.....we won't go to the three broomsticks for a while ok.....and we'll do things to take your mind off of it all. we'll do more things with cho and curtis.....ha..well...if i can restist my teeth from curtis's leg *sirius said smiling slightly* we'll get out in the open fresh air more. maybe play some quidditch. we just mostly need ot get your mind off it all. ok.

[Shara2007]

"Sure but frist I need to go know and get rid of all the hidden ones in the forest now." Sarah said as she stood up.

Sarah then headed out the door. She was going to leave some though so that she could drink it when they were not looking.

"I'm glad you are helping me."

[ChoChangHP118]

to see you hurt... it makes me cry.
and wanna weep and sometimes die.
*sirius said remembering what his mom used to say to his dad...before...before sirius had run away from them. making him sad, sirius shook his head to get the memories out. he stood up and went over and put his arm around sarah and they walked out to the forest* so....where are all of the butterbeers hidden?

[Shara2007]

"Well. I'm not sure." sarah siad as she went to think. She knew but she wanted to hid some so she could drink.

"they are in hollow trees. Why don't you start over there and I will here." sarah siad pointing to one area.

[ChoChangHP118]

ok...are you sure you'll be ok?