heart-break(oh yeah!) pissed-off (you have no idea!)

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

Jackie smiled half heartedly. "You'd have to learn how, I'd have to learn how to live without you too, but I could only do it... knowing that is was best. Not putting you in harms way just because I came along." She murmered softly kissing his cheek. "But thats hopefully nothing I'll have to worry about right now."

Then she wrapped her arms around him tightly. "If I left it would hurt you, but trust me... You'd get over it... But, if you died because of me... I-" She stopped choking off, not willing to continue.

[nate]

Nates eyes darkened a deep black with a slight purple. His eyes had never done that before. He looked at her with compassion and sadness,"Please dont leave me. I would never get over it. It would hurt worse if you left me than dying because of you." He said in a half whisper as he looked away from her gaze,"I need you."

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

Jackie closed her eyes for a moment and took a deep breath before opening them again.  "I should leave, if it was necessary. But... I know I can't. I'm not strong enough... I need you too." She murmered softly, sighing and looking down.

[nate]

Nate looked at her again,"Then dont leave me," he said shakily.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

"I won't." Jackie said, bowing her head to look at the ground. "You'll just have to some with me." SHe siad attempting to smile. "It'll be dangerous, but at least you'll be with me." She mrumured softly taking his hand.

[nate]

Nate held her hand, never wanting to let go. "I love dangerous," he said almost above a whisper.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

"I won't leave you, I promise Nate. Not unitl you order me away." Jackie said solemnly looking at the ground. "If you order me away though, I will leave. I'm only here if you want me to be." She said, cringing slightly, but trying not to show it.

[nate]

Nate could tell that something wasnt right,"I would never order you away, or even think that. You should know that. Trust me with that," he said shakily.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

Jackie smiled, ease settling across her face. "I trust you." She murmered, leaning over and kissing hin lightly on the lips as if to prove it.

[nate]

Nate kissed her back softly, hoping she really meant what she said. He knew there were some things that she will never know about him or he hoped she would never know. He couldnt let that happen, he was afraid she would never forgive him for what happened in the past. He said nothing though. He didnt know what else to say at the time, he could only think of something that wasnt even good.

[Lola_La_Fringe7]

Jackie pulled back, looking at him in confusion. She felt something buzzing around in his mind. "Whats wrong?" She asked, searching his face. It looked somewhat guilty and sad. Hiding something, and it was something Jackie wanted to know. She was just curious that way. SHe always wanted to know everything.

[nate]

Nate squinted his eyes in surprise and covered up his thoughts and emotion,"What? Pssh nothings a matter with me."