Kiara's Journal year 5

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great story! :D pleez continue!!! :)

[Kiara Johnson]

     Well, I am now sitting in snapes office, detention.  He has orderd me to stay here for the whole night.  Nice enough he was to suply me with a cot to sleep on.  The JERK!  Here I was, not blaming him for not trusting me.  Just who does he think he is any way.  I guess he really does have a problem with me.  Seems to like Draco well enough though!  I would think Draco the untrustworthy one, not ME!  Yes, I'm angry, I can't see Max, well, I'm not suposed to any way. heehee
   Max came in the room earlier.  It was nice.  He spent a good hour with me until we heard Snape apraoching.  He left.   Well, I've got to go, I hear....

 Well, hi...I'm back and I just found out the real reason Snape dispises me.  Seems there is a prophecy surrounding me.  A very bad one.  If every thing goes they way it keeps going, looks as though I'll be the next ruler of the earth. HA!  Wouldn't that be somthing.  NOT!  I'm suposed to hook up with dear old daddy and become somthing, or rather, I am somthing, called The Dark Loards Shadow.  Evidently, I was supposed to be killed at birth but no one did it so....

    There is a hope, however.  Seems Max has a prophecey surrounding him too, which explains the reason behind why, he calms me when he's around....He was born to do that very thing.  The only stipulation is that he can't decieve me.  Seems, the way I see it.  He will be tempted, sooner or later and that will decide the fate of the world as we know it.  Lets hope he loves me, the way I do him, else all will be lost...  

  Sorry for the grim reality, but, I thought I'd put it in writing.  Man Snape really hates me.  He won't even give me a chance.  He doesn't even want to listen to Max's prophecy.  Says that it makes no difference, seems to think that Max will screw it up any way.  HUH, thanks a lot Snape, really good way to encourage me.  Well, I guess I'll try to sleep now.  Maybe things will look better after talking with Dumvledore tomarrow.  Bye for now.

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ooo, pleez post more soon!!! :D

[Kiara Johnson]

     Well, Dumbledore seemed a little upset that Snape took it upon himself to show me the prophecy, however.  At least now my suspitions were correct.  Max is the key...Man the presure on him.  He doesn't seem to show it though.  He is every bit the same as before all this.  Of course, he has known about this(His) for quite some time now so he wasn't really surprised to begin with.  

    Max and I fell asleep on the couch last night.  We were lucky, Snape didn't happen by until we were already awake.  I can only imagine what would have happend if he had seen us, even though, we did nothing wrong.  Draco, on the other hand, knows and he seems to be happy about it.  I don't trust him.  The little jerk obviously has somthing up his sleeve.  I guess We'll find out soon enough.  Well, I've gotta go for now.  Write to you later.

    Sure enough, Draco DID have somthing up his sleeve.  He is black mailing us now.  JERK!  He wans me to accompany him on the next Hogsmead trip, this weekend.  Max almost killed him, again. Not that is a new thing but, this time, I really think he meant to do it.  After all was said and done, I ended up agreeing to go with him.  I had to point out to Max that it was this, or Snape.  I think Draco is a lot easier to deal with, personaly.  At least he can't keep us apart, for long....  As it turns out, Max has to go home for a week any way, somthing with his parents.  I could go into a long explanation but, I won't.  He'll be leaving tomarrow.  So, I must leave you again, Max just came in and we're going for a walk.  Heehee.  I hope to make his sending off, somthing he won't soon forget.  If you could see me, I'm blushing.  Well...till next time.

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i luv your story! pleez continue! :)

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[Kiara Johnson]

     Well, Max left this morning.  His parents had him take the train home so I didn't get to see him off.  Atleast, however I did get to tell him good bye last night and earl;ier this morning.  heehee.  

    It's Saturday so I guess I will be leaving to Hogsmead this afternoon.  Draco has planned for us to walk over instead of taking the coaches with most the rest of the school.  I am so NOT looking forward to this.  Draco is estatic about Max being gone.  Seems to think it makes me free game.  He couldn't of course be more wrong.  If he tries anything....Well lets just say I WILL NOT, put up with it.  Like I said, his anoyace is begining to rub me in the wrong direction, and I can't be held responsible for my actions.

  Snape seems to have been different today, I wounder if Dumbledore said anything to him.  Not that he's been nice, be no means, but, he wasn't rude either.  When I passed him in the hall, he just walked by for a change....Well, that is to say that he didn't pull me aside and start harping on me about rediculis things, hoping to get a rise from me so he could through me into detention again.  Bet it's because I'm going into Hogsmead wioth his favorite boy.  Sometimes I wonder about him..heehee.  That of course is just a joke.  

Ok. I'm back from Hogsmead now.  Have been back for quite some tome actually.  Can you believe Draco had the audasity to try and make a move on me!  Of course you can, I don't know why I was so suprised.  I think he wont be trying that again for a long time, at least not while I'm away from his house.  You should have seen it..heehee.  Draco suspended in mid air for over an hour before I was told by Professor McGonnigal to put him down.  I thought I saw the faintest twing at the corner of her mouth though.  Ya, she was holding back a laugh.  Oh, well.  It's her job to make us behave.  Good thing she came though, I almost really hurt him.  What she didn't know was that he was finding it hard to breath.  I couldn't stop it.  It got away from me again, the anger.  It gets harder every day.  I hope Max gets back soon.  I still feel it.  I still want to go out and start hurting people.  It's hard to explain.  So, at this time I don't think I will  I think that I just need to take a long bath and relax.  Ya, that sounds good.

    Oh, and did I mention that there is going to be a Party in Ravenclaw toinight?  WEll there is and I am most definately going.  Good bye for now, I'll write some more later.

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great story!!! :D pleez post more soon!!! :)

[Kiara Johnson]

  Well, ok...it's , oh, I don't know...2 in the morning now.  The party was great!  I spent most of my time with Harry, got to know him better.  we sat in a corner talking most of the night.  I never knew how that he was such a great guy.  I think that, as a sister, any girl who catches his heart will be the luckiest girl alive.   I'm glad we got this chance to talk, I don't feel so alone now.  I also got to get to know his best friend a lot better.  Ron is just too funny.  Oh, and Ron's brothers, they are twins, Fred and George, If I thought Ron was funny...Well, he's nothing compared to that lot!  It is going to be a sad day indeed when they leave this school.  They even have their own line of joke stuff and they are opening a store of their own.  From what I whitnessed tonight, it will be a great success!  Heehee They are just too great!  Well, at least the nigh whent with out sighn of Draco.  Thank goodness.  Harry says it becouse he wouldn't drean of showing up on a rom full of himself and the Weasleys/  Heehee I don't blame him, really, The Weasleys rellt hate him, maybe as much as I do.  I can just imagine the things Fred and George would do to him, on a whim.    Well, I think that's it for tonight, Oh, wait...I just needed to let you know that, spemding time with Harry and the Weas;eys let me calm down and I don't seem to be feeling quite so...violent now.  Well, write to you later, hope that I can write some more happy thing tomarrow.  Ta ta...

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[Kiara Johnson]

(LOL thanks, I will a little later, oerhaos tonight sometome.  ;))

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np :), yay! :D lol

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Where am I. :'(

[Kiara Johnson]

 Well, happy writings were planned for today however, seeing as how I'm not entirely sure what all transpired today, I do have some clue, some memories and the fact that not only did I turn the school inside out but, I almost killed Max.  Let me start from the begining.

    I woke up, (Well, of course I did.  lol)  There was somthing going on outside so I went to investigate.  Seems that there was a bunch of Death Eaters on the grounds.  I couldn't help myself, I went in amungst them in my wolf form, (Oh, ya, I like to be a wolf, by the way...)  Well, any way, I happend upon Lucius Malfoy in the fray and I attacked him, Harry came along as a Pheonix, I believe it was and dropped him on the lake.  He had managed to swim back to shore and I sttacked again, dragging him out to the forest, Just as I was going in for the kill, I was grabbed from behind.  Next thing I remember is talking with Max.  I guess someone sent him an owl telling him of what I was doing.  I blacked out, it's kinda scary to think about, and I guess I almost killed poor Ron, and Lavender, she got prety beat up.  I guess she was the one who tried hardest to stop me.  Anyway, I remember I took Max into a room, not really sure which one it was but all I remember is that, suddenly, I realized I had begun to release a deadly attack on him, I turned it on myself and, then I woke up again.  I don't really know what all I did, but, people seem to be really scared of me now, except fore Max.  He sent his double to watch over me until he is able to return.  Max2 is what I call him.  He is Max, sortta.  Well, I rememberd that I had dropped Snape, first thing, every one but him had been restored to normal, I was planning on keeping him in the closet but Dumbledore walked in on us..heehee, now that he has been reanimated, so to speek, I can relax a bit.  Oh, and Professor Dumbledore allowed me to modify his memory a bit, seems he was afraid that Snape might try and kill me for what I did.  Oh well, hopefully Max will be back soon.  I'm afraid of what I can or will do in his absence.  Draco's comong, I think I'll write some more later.

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